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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my( t F$ y1 E4 X+ v2 P( Y5 j
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring5 q4 p. r" `& H/ W. T1 G
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused% p/ X. j( M8 r8 W. h6 ~5 j
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
, E$ B# m/ v7 v" k7 @! uDudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he* ~3 j3 ?0 d- ~. M0 \2 ?7 ?( V9 ?6 h# R
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a4 f' _& d$ \ D" ]
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
x6 N9 f5 U+ ?1 T. Wdrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space% I( z+ ^ T! ?* c5 A; p( Q) d
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
# ]+ o5 Z% T2 i8 o* i0 q* pbeautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it( c# ?& i" C5 R$ o9 }* w
fascinating.”3 ^% F: G+ g3 W1 z! h& A& A+ T
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of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great4 K _* V8 r, `+ v+ k
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing$ L7 {- Q$ r6 y6 K
friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that5 Q9 Q3 v" u, _
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have( R' ~' u& S$ |8 Z! I7 ~ T% q1 i
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copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals" e! K6 m7 J7 Z% B7 `
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
3 ?/ |5 ?6 V+ a |) X0 V, E* achange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and
" F2 T/ p+ N8 F$ swore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
( }2 n2 L! l/ O- ]% w2 _needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
. z4 t( Z5 n% T7 L3 mequipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
' K4 y) D' a( T6 N: G% _would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to
' R7 W+ O# U* z) Ythe stirrings of his own soul and personal quest for enlightenment.# N% R; g3 d" ]1 e
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$ f6 J% o& c/ V2 z* x' U, mZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
. E: K! X0 V. e0 Y1 ehim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
8 B7 P- s. D: m# Zthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t5 G% S6 R2 }! S5 d' M+ V8 u- H
remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move) Y5 r. S3 v8 @+ i
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
6 p; H ?- C" H* U* F4 d2 {peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to' n( J+ B$ ?/ N6 T2 u# e+ [3 _
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
- k. L: H" U& Omake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer
! w4 i2 ?4 f2 |. qAtari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that: O$ _) T" z5 o# I- P9 I6 D
he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
' |; d. U$ |! Z" k# d* e( bvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
7 q8 A! k$ F+ v4 d' ] a6 }6 D. ^waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
) p- ^8 Q/ F2 zsmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs1 h0 j6 [5 W: q" _9 ~* S
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate9 j" g u/ |0 N
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,- ^, A& S& Q/ }
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the. p3 c1 w% p+ k
vision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called8 \! y' f; f9 n7 y9 s Q
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that U) ]$ O( {& Y( T8 B2 o* U3 M' o
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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6 ]- x, M* b9 `. Y- QWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was8 J! o6 p2 b6 l" o
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s' z7 ]% }0 `2 W" K8 K0 H7 ^
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But 3 `+ G, A& [2 z2 ]+ _
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn% F# r3 q. B2 Q0 l# L2 l
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
, z6 ~$ S, }2 k7 O+ V3 Mcomplained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
" k+ C3 ]( |5 U# Uimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
% X7 i! j6 L; [3 Iprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
: Q% {+ T! v7 _; S& p& Lregularly. It was a flawed theory.
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* Z9 ^: g& H9 K4 k* O1 Uand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
% c" N* y7 ]) g: ~" oSo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after0 m2 W# o( D$ Y" o
Lang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became# X- X& q3 ~' l7 ?
known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he; ]$ r8 w+ S/ ]" n, j
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that( a% |# S( a$ D7 Y6 c' ^5 u- f; n
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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8 o% w7 B. m6 `$ G, O! E& ?Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He7 o# o( S5 l1 k% N) A4 D' y: |- F
was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used
( K; t" Y. w h3 v. {to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
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people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power5 N/ Z; L$ l/ u5 v! q! m3 p }/ O
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! {& |& H4 A" N! TJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
- ]/ M, b1 a8 s" Eand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In
: V' s7 j2 Y9 ?* e3 e; B8 aaddition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no, D! s Z4 L2 o" ?' T
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them
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! F/ n! B/ W6 l# i9 [$ _( \Not all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
& _/ S; R+ D* x9 U6 J- Gdraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It; S6 \/ G% V V9 W2 s4 w' a7 Z2 V
subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
& }3 ^# o* P, p8 [9 }: s# Cyour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had L9 V; S3 l+ A q! E' T
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;9 T9 k+ H( x% I' [* V8 R
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But4 ~- b* ^4 U. Y( t8 ^8 d
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest3 X: T6 E6 h+ f7 H
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
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One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in
$ C* J) \: _6 X9 M. mphilosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
% X7 o2 i6 @" _7 W) dhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said- w* z; z. m: S8 H. ~
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He+ c7 [* |8 J( B( {) K- ]9 E
planted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
/ v- ]3 r5 y3 ]( e0 G$ J2 t* d/ |is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody8 J: M: D5 Y s( l1 M
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
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7 z% T2 a/ Y4 j$ ZFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
+ S) B( Q% D+ U" k5 g/ m5 D& Lspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
* E' l; y! c: d7 x uwho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do
9 h+ t0 |; }( `" K6 m" e$ ?the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere
2 @2 |3 n% O+ {/ V# r* Jadventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of- g! g3 h0 N0 B: k4 B
enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
# p& H3 z' J3 i" _3 I7 b% d0 A. fthat Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
* d' u' _+ e( e: A6 [+ q+ @7 Vin him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
5 i6 G) u7 o5 [9 H% m$ ]the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to. C6 x% a( V# x: x
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
. d1 R u# z$ |' qpay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and" _/ Z1 H, ~3 y- X' ]
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a& V) Y% O1 ^ a
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the* k1 I# h* D/ M9 P* V* ~
American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
% T9 T, m. h2 b* TEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
2 H1 b) [& g% s5 U& o) `3 i- Uthen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
$ G$ P+ ~. F7 u! @India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the
- [6 c5 u( h6 n* n7 _+ texhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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/ I8 Y' ]$ [1 IJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the8 k3 }4 O4 F3 k3 L2 S
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that% }- s. F+ F# ~3 r+ P/ N& t
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’
8 U/ H3 I7 c& H( cAnd they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
8 [0 } H6 Z; a4 \guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs/ o- S5 v* ~" y/ R& q6 S( r$ y
was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even. M' f: }3 l5 N0 D
have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
2 _& u3 P: B1 ~weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
T" Z( ?0 N. N" F' F7 ztook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
/ R. |7 p8 H/ @/ O9 \You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve 6 x8 n/ e( q- }+ e
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2 U% D! x* Q5 j0 S: s) che stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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+ c5 L$ ]; Z* E! v; MWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
6 M2 h5 d! L3 x/ T1 F; P2 Beven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he t. ^0 P' ^5 F o# L
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
, }* |( \$ I& o" nbecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
- q H" X |$ D- xfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really* X9 U& R5 P' [6 X
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”
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Once he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
, \" `- I7 |$ B4 v; Zhe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which
( Q5 q0 m% t4 Fwas having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
$ l& n" M' r8 _! n; h2 r0 _a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all# X1 o& r) O) H8 s) ~7 w
around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
' [! s; G* G6 t2 @name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”' K9 b. W5 G- k, k G
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.4 L, M1 C8 q5 M: @
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was6 {5 @7 v$ c2 K/ l
no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
3 O! q. {. ~- E' C6 y- P) x. ofloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There! G9 C: J# ]8 x! j* r- i3 X
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,: m. H$ R. Z# V* {# h% N
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from1 |( ?) ~- {7 h$ L4 s$ x
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the
t5 {4 t: G4 F: c$ r5 [5 h7 Icommunity there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
4 \6 z _7 X) l7 k$ rsmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He4 N' I6 _0 k# w# F& G
became Jobs’s lifelong friend.4 Q2 o- v2 @8 k0 s. J/ ^
. F- n, ^: y: J Y) ^, g2 _5 z9 g7 PAt one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of$ P: m. a7 F7 a/ q: A C
his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
1 U1 D- A, ^5 m3 d7 y9 h Lspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good( f& b2 J, g% S& K' G
meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,0 H+ w5 P9 z' S) t% G# X
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
5 H5 N3 C6 S/ ~! j! o" U( Cat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
1 i# _2 Q+ K% J+ S% ^4 ~" atooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this
T5 L# M7 L& J5 M0 j5 l/ l/ Tattention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked! r4 M6 |# |6 a, n5 {) v
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out
7 @) G5 p; [: X0 B% P# X: j. O, Cthis straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar7 k, z; x& @( f2 K# p+ W% x+ _
of soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He- S: X) X, n2 n% m: h
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6 T7 O( C$ F# D' g o0 genlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to
; r v9 ]/ I- k7 g2 o# C% Eachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
" Q( V. p) i7 G s3 R) S2 \, g% QHindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
4 Q9 ?5 \6 O, n. emilk she was selling them.6 Q& L. O4 e: ^& Y3 `( d
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! I2 Z9 r4 i, ^% |2 f# [; ssleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses7 j6 e6 Y) t3 |: Y3 |
and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
7 b$ s& x) _9 f+ D7 @/ i- Mmoney, $100, to tide him over.3 c3 ~( t3 ^0 K9 W# y* ~0 L
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& B$ Q" b2 E* f# N( V1 P4 Rgetting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so
! I# {" Z/ p+ E. c3 U; F( ^: qthey were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them5 E* ^6 M2 q, Y" W3 p9 U
to pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I9 T* {" L# N) d+ u- U! i8 z. u/ F
was wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
' _& s5 x" t Fthe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
: ^2 W( |/ V9 [+ p) h7 Land finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”* a- e e, j; O7 g( N9 J
( C9 A3 b& u5 ~They took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
4 x% I0 a3 r4 H3 |9 P7 y- iwith many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
$ t: @( b5 E. U. r6 B- H# zand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at
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' G+ h# @2 |0 V5 \+ k! Z& B7 NThe Search
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Jobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for
f, b: d: L4 c- wenlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life0 Y' t& M: l% Y# Q* F( L7 @
he would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
2 s2 U1 n1 ?- D0 z. o0 Gemphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively; q" p! V# r0 T. v; o! Y: k$ L
experienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
; ^* w6 ^1 k5 _7 b4 f# T$ o" P" jhe reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:
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4 W" R6 {( ^/ y+ `9 XComing back to America was, for me, much more of a cultural shock than going to: }2 n9 E% H% r, t( C
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Intuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a
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7 n, }' J. K& `6 H0 B( a% B+ m$ }great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
( }8 x: U |8 P% lThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is% T: c) x' d6 O2 n& d* p% p( p8 s
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Coming back after seven months in Indian villages, I saw the craziness of the Western
( u" B6 T u5 ]" [/ r6 k# I4 m: Bworld as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see0 n/ H( V! G8 A; u2 y; E( e- q
how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
: @ {) ~4 P% U! jcalm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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7 j' e1 R: O) p6 g+ Egoing to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged+ M X# h0 c6 b+ S$ N( a2 s/ j
me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
/ e U. c8 X# }1 y$ U- ^learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet( g6 h9 ^6 I9 A
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1 ? ]5 j j( p+ ~1 qJobs did in fact find a teacher right in his own neighborhood. Shunryu Suzuki, who
9 v+ W4 I: a$ d5 rwrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
+ f! o. Z. U t% ?1 a& {Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
5 B0 W6 d- U* [. |( c2 ~; }followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time( J6 u9 N- M, o- Q Z
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann
1 T, R9 |1 I: H+ T8 f5 YBrennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on8 u) p5 B, p0 I7 ~: ]. w5 N `
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
& ` u5 R# M0 @- h. R+ |1 N2 }9 lspeak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
( D5 g; n: J/ [ sand half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a' n6 f; p" ?, P! n! K7 v
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s& _( z6 r8 ^9 X& r$ E
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
3 u# X* q, @1 r- G$ K7 q% t+ ^tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun6 P: v) y2 x$ F7 j2 b4 b" ^
when it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
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0 ]- }& i- p7 W; s' IAs for Jobs, his devotion was intense. “He became really serious and self-important and
/ u/ P% Y, m' E; Q0 Ujust generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
3 H9 H( _" Q8 t& Edaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up0 p% A! P1 ^1 X5 }5 L& j0 r G6 M
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse7 \4 _ m8 J- _. h! c/ M
at Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
8 h& e5 ?2 X$ ?him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They, Q' }8 d7 t4 Z/ v; P
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
& }" I0 A. N5 ~: s, y4 F6 J: x9 {, XKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
) [) H8 ~2 K( q2 x$ a- P4 mside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;
8 Y3 W9 b5 p6 R) l4 Sseventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. 0 ^# Z$ a4 `8 ~0 y
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2 x; }$ m9 y; X, F& S: jJobs’s compulsive search for self-awareness also led him to undergo primal scream8 ]' e. Q, Y/ a# h5 x: q
therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
; T+ A# i7 l+ D% X* I9 c! Q6 Kpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
* e3 {! L: c8 e3 v8 X2 jpsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that6 ~. Q% y% o/ n+ R6 N2 b
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the
4 N( a5 I4 d% g7 E# Vpain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it$ W0 J- E9 Z0 ]* ?4 v# K- j
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This9 Y# e d- z! P z$ ^6 L
was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
+ Z: O3 ^7 G( s) ?+ ^7 @7 J5 Weyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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A group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old" e4 G' m3 h. V" U# f
hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
" n R, C/ p& SAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course5 R3 `, H9 H/ i- I- O
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
0 w$ c& t) j( m" ^4 {- Oto go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”' W0 g- J8 V1 t0 n
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put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound/ c8 D p, F5 \8 I
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
" t. Z g: T: U: \4 U( D, eHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
) c3 R4 W+ A+ rstudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
1 x- E/ j7 g3 u6 |! jhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want/ K y/ ~, j8 _% ^0 X" o
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# a9 s( m- J; u“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth3 [& m y1 z/ i' m2 r
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs5 d+ V3 J' ]% f- l1 G; F T
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”
. T$ m. ?# j$ R3 Yhe said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching6 n- a$ ]4 s2 W3 h4 _
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal
9 ^( `! _+ D" zscream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his
; B& y7 i/ _ _& p, kfrustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been U4 ]7 _% M/ u( O- h$ B
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of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with
a7 ~9 K% Z: f0 jLennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
$ S1 K+ Q2 @. j( Gkilled when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
9 `" U: A8 H7 I" C; cDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.+ R, |) l& }3 D3 i6 \! E( d5 m7 m
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made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
0 L1 j. p( v( hobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it! h8 B% A! J7 }& Y
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
6 }8 m" e+ }8 Q, d! `push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke
1 Z( j( K5 I* c5 q1 [. tand joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past% |# N& K9 r/ x4 v
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero' i0 |, L, n4 k7 k t. c% \
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
* e4 v4 U' C. n; Y# _5 C. tcome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though T" _6 N) s- {# s L& s
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get" E: W" f, f) p! ~4 ?1 A: j
behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
' p) ~! k4 D5 j* u& L“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
) ^, r$ r# N; _to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
% l4 H- Q0 d# q4 P" W. @/ n3 f' Elife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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1 i" x) i- Y% G6 O2 ~ L9 ?3 B( }It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
4 d( g* |, U E8 I3 _you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
! Y5 U' {9 [, x1 y/ h3 Ahappen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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One day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
+ Z) @+ P$ @; k+ \3 V& q4 q* ~# k+ ]burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.9 ?* ?+ t/ J$ L( r. ~
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" l4 p J; `/ b; sJobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,& E2 S" P" [5 F4 h8 f% \( P
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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+ ?' ~+ X+ e& k6 {8 n' a# d3 o“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I# d! i; @! k( f6 _3 u
said, sure!”% G# U2 @9 o9 U5 l
, E0 k; P! F3 E$ r6 gOnce again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was. [/ \$ I3 i2 @2 D
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
/ O5 U2 v2 Q: A6 ^$ Kand play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
1 O( h% Y; Q" Rand he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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One day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom; z( F& `9 D% ]( a. S
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
9 a% O, K1 f0 r$ O, tcompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick: e) L5 E3 I) C" b6 B; s
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,- N/ W/ h2 \9 K7 m+ ^% A8 e
and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
- A1 Q6 j8 A- W# G+ B8 xfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
& s& T" B: N L2 Q; c: ~7 `3 Iassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
% L) t5 Z# g E# V3 b. x: zlooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.” ; B9 h' Z& d4 B7 d4 Q6 V
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was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
" R5 |5 ~, R. W1 I8 { Y' {; ]he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
0 y8 i0 y: f, Q) PWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
0 `) E! [: c! f$ i p+ Xhe needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
" s5 U P$ V9 B+ }" tmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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6 _$ Y% v% H9 q# p# G8 ?“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
, S2 @& q' k# A8 H# @! p+ Q- ]( O- nthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
3 p1 M0 u7 z, V5 e8 }: G" B! h5 d- gstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
6 O4 V9 A4 f9 M: i1 ]5 Hhis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
- s' s0 w0 J! p, J" \, o! Vnight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it0 _* ~8 Y& y, ^) ?/ e
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent
( z8 K% @1 L) K- J2 H5 E- c ~$ Ptime playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”
9 C, Y2 K. H g1 k1 ^- }Wozniak said.
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Astonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only
1 q2 H$ P7 A: ]7 ^forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
6 F6 b; a0 P. a- r( |' f7 ~of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another' I' t2 W0 Q) {' i5 h' W. E
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
& p2 N" Z& S6 I: s0 EAtari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
. o. G, |: w* V/ Mand he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there8 S( E% d% r2 W' M8 p# {4 t: {
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
' o4 Q- }+ z: u f3 ?3 Ghe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to2 s& l3 z0 S7 u) i" \" v r( K7 Z
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
! }$ W6 D/ Z4 Z: F. ndifference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
4 h0 Q4 o# D1 }" bwhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.! j% B5 p+ ~& S
“But, you know, people are different.”
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When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
" B* G8 E/ }# Dthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
5 @$ Z# w! u I& F/ `- q6 ?" Qit, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became+ n N- i9 [9 m* ?. W; [* J0 D
unusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
6 o4 J- `# V; l/ J8 U% Egave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
. I- {! M- x- L0 ^% \7 }9 g; Zstopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got
9 u& \9 H% ^( w3 f2 S3 c( ]exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”* B; {$ F' y' _( G6 U
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Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
8 @, a" R% z9 [- b& Zme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350( @1 v( G/ h ]8 v2 d4 V$ d$ F" y
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember% L0 V% z1 H3 X ?$ E# B
talking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there # i1 b+ U2 R8 n7 w& T
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, J: q2 a" F: g3 b1 OWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a$ {( L9 l' \1 |% ~5 Z; y+ q
complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
& J5 ]9 v$ t3 L6 H: m1 M2 tmake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
# T- |6 w5 e+ P6 Y; k& F2 i Lalso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the2 Z6 h2 c; A8 S
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& W6 c3 s. W0 r: I+ `+ Gappreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
4 l& `# }1 X& G8 s. l( M& dsimplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron O8 m9 N7 S! t Q$ U3 W; Q/ X9 e$ ~
Wayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
' [3 b6 A6 T+ _; ltake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how8 V _) u: z& F( p9 \2 m* Y z" R6 ^6 x# X( f
things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
8 m2 M* A. {7 u, i w/ Ddriven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a
6 C S: y' }" O% n9 cmentor for Jobs.”
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_9 r* n$ E4 m+ \) i4 n1 \Steve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I" p9 ~& i! Q$ V7 u3 s
taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
- F5 ?/ A! z8 i$ | }% c& @to be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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4 D( B& ]7 {. m6 `0 m- n8 RIn San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents( [- j- Y! Q3 u2 a2 h& e! i: w- l2 P
flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of
, |7 F4 n+ n$ \3 a {2 dmilitary contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game5 q( I$ p9 q: M" R
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,1 W0 ?3 Z! X' t+ j) d. `5 P
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
3 P- N+ b2 e* Iconform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the4 e! z7 K- _ s. y/ t" L
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;5 i6 Y) p5 F- p& U' a) E* k
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,
2 i7 y$ j. D# pwho later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken( y: o8 }! b4 w- S0 ~; L5 \0 b! Q
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that
" K2 G( z3 ?( H6 N! T3 K kbecame the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s" w- b6 E- x! P$ [. ~5 U5 m. J
beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech
& q9 v7 g( x0 o5 l6 M! I- M+ CMovement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing1 i: d+ z# m2 S- z% W
paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
" s; T5 d# I; M9 |% @9 ?and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
- b& t7 Y: l3 D% s7 c: O3 yThis fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
7 L Q1 \. `1 [& W& ?" @, V, Oembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
8 E+ Q$ G+ d: M( Q7 {5 @Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
8 C0 y0 Q+ ~( G) ?9 o" f* Vsomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music
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$ F/ `( M+ ^" a* r5 f" ~& Zdid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”
# A4 e0 w$ ~7 H- ?" J( w9 XInitially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the$ |7 W; |, X8 P3 X& c% e ~; B2 s
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and' a" t: L+ H- g) c: e
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
) Y) y; y, M. S% E4 y- \2 ccomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
% w4 }9 V$ q9 X2 K) o4 |injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
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a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and) a0 O2 |+ V/ P! _7 s K
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the8 Z5 y0 u7 z8 n; }# f
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
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become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot* r- M z# d h0 k* N
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with
/ ^# a5 L( o0 H7 |" j$ j" S5 |him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up
' P, v2 j' H" E" Zhelping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
# ]6 v- R+ I- _century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
5 ~& n7 L6 A9 a$ K4 ithey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
" z7 p7 [ X6 p5 o: `2 _- \ xGermany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an* S/ c! [0 X# `+ J8 w7 F' x
anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
, b: o% U: X' l' h2 HOne person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause3 j6 F" W. N) x$ T" R
with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over6 B) H- y, S4 k: _; ^
many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.5 s3 d) M( f* Z d/ d9 e/ d
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
; s: J/ W- G7 O8 p& gappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked
2 t' w& k/ I. T3 k) T. owith Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
/ h5 a- t! s5 W5 y& I9 K4 Ncalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
) a* U+ y- W$ `* X5 n5 `% fembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called
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8 ^: ^4 s/ s) m8 ~/ sEarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
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our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal; n2 H6 U' K5 ]
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- W3 _; l/ F% Z. f g( bout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
' I, A' K1 Z! I3 d |: Gthen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
' N3 m! Y% ~. @3 x* Gphotograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
9 ~+ A6 Q2 j0 e8 t5 v$ k* @on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”; y9 x! V) m q4 e- Y( P- m9 c( O
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sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he
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dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch o5 m- r4 x5 h" q
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organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
: n- q4 l. x* Y$ Swhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
: J% x0 [5 v0 {, i) h$ ijust a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
" _1 i- V2 }1 B/ `% ^9 R0 B, L+ g" ?hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the# e$ G" \7 A0 a! N! J
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
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" H. ~- N' @9 f; h/ BEarth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
9 ~6 g1 ]$ G! H' f+ j8 Fcomputer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
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building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to
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Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed4 X+ T9 n2 X) G4 z
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
- l" L4 o% p `, w5 I* P9 FWozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open
+ D/ q( e3 h' k5 a* rgarage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
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computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer8 s- f' e) T) S' ~3 h0 v
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' `& E8 Q/ ^0 G \. p+ L" `, x- hBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative./ p- _+ z6 R: ]1 r4 g* X
He found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
. O7 w! U& Q# w1 B W2 sThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
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moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their: h3 J0 `- o7 w3 h5 E. m
placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software2 ]) x, l% U$ w' I) [* b5 I* E; n2 O
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4 {6 b5 R. V& ?$ w6 D9 }were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
( s7 G$ g* c b% q' u4 tcomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a3 Z s- h0 |! F% i m
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networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz
+ a9 g5 B3 Y j( V) n) Y. kget components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
( T' F: h8 C4 h3 [) ?7 ]Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort5 {( J8 ^7 Q; h' V ]# L- N9 ^# X
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never have done that. I’m too shy.”
5 U( }4 y0 A2 v j/ Q" y! GJobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and
# U; G- V9 B% g4 Hhelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and' S/ J# m& m% R/ k6 v# N9 d
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
# L9 b( W5 _) N$ S% }! t! xwith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the: H+ w. N& f9 a! R
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' P8 e2 K+ l* I$ AWoz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
3 V' q& |+ s q! p' Bmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
2 B0 i$ X/ ~& C7 L" Z& l& G+ din the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of$ ]8 C8 e8 E3 d9 Q" T
the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
' M4 U3 D8 H4 l: \that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I) {, p. V2 Y$ K- q; i, [
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) P& L9 \0 ?& N$ L8 M1 Icompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
6 |6 m8 H; I- x. H) }; bHomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what5 Q/ s) Z) z' n
would become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,
6 Y8 l, h. m+ C7 i6 @most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software6 L" s9 m% N8 }& Y S
from being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would) n ]: q8 _5 G7 e D
appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
5 D; I, G' I! ?2 u7 }5 gSteve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue6 u+ Q7 Q9 J7 ` C: `( K8 w
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of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
% N% K9 ^7 F! \4 {3 ]; targued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of% ]. `* [- W! ^ c5 s# x1 ~
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make2 B a9 L$ j+ S- J' _
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
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hold them in the air and sell a few.’”
- k4 X9 n* R% Y3 h0 [! p: aJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then; ~2 m1 ^+ M( U1 H
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could" n1 ~" T$ ?* r/ z
sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they/ h2 _8 d( Z- E: ]4 E
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He3 f1 ?) `! y# A$ s8 a3 B" f! Q( E
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each- v, ]6 B N; n9 }7 j. B; x- s7 z/ w8 ?
month in cash.9 E& L8 U) M* _% I# k
Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make8 g( k' D: D' d1 l! c) j
money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
8 I8 E$ E) n# }( u- ~) Fwe’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in. q5 j$ m& H. |3 w5 L
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
3 g8 ^4 S4 x: C0 @2 B$ E7 B& Mprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two) b2 O: m* m* h) V. T; D( \
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”2 O% q- U ?6 H. g
In order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
7 c' \! W! q/ \1 c; ]though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
. b( w; I% [# N1 tVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later0 [8 |, ]- f5 S$ Q1 ~* ?( w
and said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
9 R+ q" x+ U* uDespite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
, e$ Q/ k3 T( O- Q' a( q$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own2 F5 v. `1 G' e) l$ n8 R1 G1 e
computer company.; ~1 K% r g: L. ~5 Z" l
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2 {" ^* z* z% W! J1 o0 ]8 B* n6 {3 [Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for6 K8 V% ]2 ]; S& c+ h" o+ r
another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
+ F4 ~ e6 S0 k& sand Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied" e; W" L, J- O
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
w. W0 ?" F* B; w T) dneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal$ [9 F w& P/ z) A! J
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start 3 o& u* G- h, H
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