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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my6 C2 W7 e1 [; @& Y$ ]
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
# }3 [" e/ {- `* ^& iclasses that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring6 d$ m$ f: E% A2 g% ]3 |
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused! F, n- e' r Z
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”" ?, J$ l/ Y# @, J; B
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" r9 m0 I! o/ V! {- W# Q; Lcalligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully8 X' M! z4 }$ E/ Z1 C0 f# B$ s3 }
drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space2 q& H' @* v+ e, i
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
& R( T6 D/ {* }+ R% N" A3 v6 p$ kbeautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
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design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
. E9 ]( o: x5 Y4 m* o. Ffriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that3 P4 C4 O7 a3 J
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have5 z p( H2 ]. ~" J' D# f! h+ |
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copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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8 W3 r/ X0 w5 W: b. Z% E2 m0 G% bIn the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went( R" [, {9 x6 ^2 f, c$ I
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
) G% A4 [- l3 o( Y5 {$ ofor him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare: k3 W, L$ C9 i3 `+ a
change, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and7 b% `& F2 b2 ]
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he/ ^) h' |9 d+ B6 Q
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic1 g5 X0 C4 Y, ~6 q
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
t; {9 i3 y0 R$ m c" ?would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to
/ l& |: R' W$ sthe stirrings of his own soul and personal quest for enlightenment.
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1 l! V: Q8 k3 B5 f" HZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making( b) c8 @: |) Y
him more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
; f( V3 t! y# i0 h6 @8 o8 fthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
8 d" {% v+ k B8 u' o6 Hremember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was 8 @# }2 G( u+ R8 M7 R" H9 B
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CHAPTER FOUR
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move
. v2 r; W, Z/ X$ cback to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At) {( s# B4 w9 a0 N7 `
peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to
) s: u5 f) p0 \& C& p& Lsixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,) [) K' S1 e7 @5 d( h; F- E8 R; f( W
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer/ h& F) H$ C# |1 q9 F! R2 |, J! z
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that
5 z$ y% h% O4 d. Z: C' s: u6 @5 Nhe wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.- ?% r$ O' i+ E
" e( r. y, T: J' I. KAtari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
) X0 R! e; b _2 H* K& q* {# svisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model% Q/ I* R# \7 p! ^' n+ P
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,' Z' H7 C9 o, \; g. i5 e8 O0 q
smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
2 S3 |; ?9 }) H4 ]3 Twould learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
& c6 {8 A, [9 L5 }4 m) E# \and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,2 D& ^- R) `9 ~. v
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the+ q" `0 T G( B2 N7 v& N, a
vision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called& _& N2 N& F; ^7 Z7 h
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that
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1 c" j. |5 o8 ]) RWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was8 ^3 w2 E& r+ U' G: g1 {
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s% l6 H) y5 @0 Q
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn7 W B7 }: V1 `# T) ?4 S- [; v* J
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
# M, G* a+ E/ O5 h9 @5 Rcomplained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s) v6 v L1 J9 `8 z _
impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
0 @ S, \9 X# X4 S. w( M8 Q& Wprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower& [! G+ @7 n. Z3 m M7 @( m
regularly. It was a flawed theory.
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
. h/ E# \! I3 F2 \+ Uand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
! }! Z7 o( @& p t) H" r8 F7 lSo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
) a# O6 B$ G8 g: \8 eLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
1 L1 w( J2 J8 C* [8 rknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he
# x z' T( M2 \" G \# Iwas prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
+ p8 h9 w0 B+ u, _6 Zjudgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled., s; N$ R1 d/ K3 c
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Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
" h# `5 ]: g* a) U; S: b: ~was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used" i1 k h" D2 k) p, G
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more2 P) U2 Q, l5 T/ r @$ q
determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
$ f1 C7 h. O0 p) X. P: x3 qpeople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power! Y" ]* i* ^5 l% `7 I: o1 Q0 B
of the will to bend reality.& O$ x- k+ e6 j$ p- X+ t8 K
s" n# [6 E c) j, B" HJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
5 W( F& k" H7 [( o+ Q1 e+ c. qand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In$ |6 O3 y% o) \' x+ L
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
6 \6 a+ {% K" H6 dmanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them
9 j0 [! m3 B/ T* dout. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid2 o$ t# D4 i s& s
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w5 D( N# e5 Q9 m# F* g- z0 ndraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
8 t" b& U; D, x+ N" b6 h S$ lsubsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
3 i, U7 Z0 d2 W) a, y! @+ Vyour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had
1 @0 z e z1 u! A. S5 hnever met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;
2 f- C4 L2 q% u5 L8 p: \$ bJobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But
/ \, m' J/ A q- aWayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest! `7 }' ?6 \! B$ K# t$ M6 y! ~
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
5 e! ]* {0 R- |; W1 |8 m+ j" Mstart his own business.”; N6 T7 w! g3 @! d* u, |3 h
8 {( Y! V; M" \' {6 {. x8 lOne weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in
6 A- D# T, P4 j) L! ]( U5 Ephilosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell% O: f6 l; |: Z; B
him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said) x/ `2 ^7 O! D; w+ ~" d
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
* Z, ]9 V: J7 ]0 p+ zplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful 6 M L! w$ T0 S% }" q- \
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
, [$ G& {8 k/ j) nis.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody
; g1 X& D0 I% e4 G# Tat Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
8 v- T) Z e$ `) Q. e! ^3 ~whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
8 y3 t4 `# a: N* B+ Rhave any effect on our relationship.”
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( d) f! k1 b; u( bOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
& o& f" F r) w, q/ Z' \Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
8 ^8 k! n( y+ ?) y3 W% mspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),4 \7 e' ~% ]# o; c2 ~' Q) z# w
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do
2 M6 N! l4 m, `1 ~" F2 ^) Ethe same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere* n' u) {4 z6 s: D
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
# Y" {$ p: h( Z* lenlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
, ]5 @/ u3 y/ D* ]that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole% z. u! ^+ Q* V
in him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,5 j* a9 L9 E B% d! Y
the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
2 [ s9 v# Z6 D. A5 I1 Kfind my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
8 v9 X z s. m0 n- i- \) b- Apay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and$ H+ i1 i; c+ u
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
; s# g3 K8 D O! y$ Lwholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the2 _$ |" o9 V* q2 D, I1 z
American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in6 d, g0 n3 {! N4 l
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and: H6 y9 v, a* f1 b/ S2 I
then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
& V4 h# W. J5 s: l( }India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the" r5 K! u1 l! K4 A% o7 M. [
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”+ L K0 R. C9 N, Z9 P/ B& m+ r
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Jobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the
8 q( m( O5 e0 ?8 _& C1 H/ sprocess he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that! q: ]0 F' k. g# q/ E# \
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’* O9 N: P4 i" n) {
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more9 o5 Y$ |3 }+ p8 j5 M% i; n7 o( C6 J
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
% L* j& S& G: m3 ^* `$ `5 Gwas upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even ~6 i- p, ?0 ]4 [) |+ }& s
have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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He had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the
/ i+ ?8 O9 u$ w3 L7 n& l/ ^+ L; _Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of/ Q& g* v' g$ Q4 x
weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor( }% |3 }0 u, ?, }8 {3 B' U
took me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.9 O4 \ W8 q# t P' {# I
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% y2 e, M' T! s) g4 xhe stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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- {- \) b% `/ B8 z& i2 i5 @. v' nWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,$ p& }( I$ h( m
even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he
, H+ y) z3 l+ r. u$ d4 b- H$ p+ E, l% Pwent to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
X3 V. M% ~4 U9 Q- I8 pbecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was/ n; S3 ?* b) _: m
filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really& s" R' E0 M0 P4 N% g
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”
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Once he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
. ~8 V% p/ r5 }3 L: c7 _he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which" g* n+ r9 F6 ?0 e- p7 h$ [. X
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
Y7 N# M! q' W1 Na town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all' z. t' K# H2 a: _
around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you, H+ A% d U7 k% e: p- H# P# c
name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”
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7 Y+ e3 R4 y; t8 F& F/ DHe went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
3 Y0 d$ e' F$ \" ], {, D( [That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
2 {; a- _" I- X" L8 s1 B9 pno longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the% T+ ]4 h* A" R# {6 I+ z; [
floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There, I p: ~7 x4 l5 r' U( v Y
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
; l) ~' E0 m' Q0 Vand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from# ~8 p: y8 ^: W' q4 E% B
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the& @; d+ v$ V+ y: t6 P. ]
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
, |4 X% M* t4 |smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He% w! c; ]8 Q8 \6 r, x2 f0 f( u& Z
became Jobs’s lifelong friend.
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
1 i4 o( ?) @1 Y" Q7 khis followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
, b$ w! K5 Y( m# y. v" E8 r, kspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good& J" m, H, L8 F) Q
meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,/ i& z y% [8 E9 Q) t q4 L! r
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
7 f: N' F* C' e2 @at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a) \- P/ i' J7 U' B; A6 i
tooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this! Y) D. U" H' k0 n* P% o
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
# Y3 v: i5 }+ |; O9 rhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out$ Y M1 \/ S! l" Y+ B) j& m5 h$ h
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
; Q/ L9 y! r4 R; Qof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He
/ P1 n& o4 {0 Etold me that he was saving my health.”
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! D2 G. y: c" Z7 I7 bNew Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
" H3 }8 e- e! \ b( Bwas no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to
; f, A1 M4 O: i9 K* Z% F V9 bachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
9 I& {" F/ d4 j( y" D: s ]- B6 ]Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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0 L6 I6 a# a8 W8 F+ V0 f9 {sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses3 o" O6 \* b8 T5 Z6 i
and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
5 f- f1 ^5 e' B7 J; hmoney, $100, to tide him over.
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1 }- R. p$ J% t5 T' Cgetting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so* c1 B1 t8 V0 A# F y5 H
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
. z0 j9 l" }# \" P4 @+ zto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
3 |3 [ K5 v1 Gwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from# R7 c* \# X/ }' `5 n2 }
the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times" H- a- L# B+ e% F2 M6 I
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+ t) q2 T% E" x% T S, ]5 DThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
" y/ a {9 G, Iwith many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
/ q# J, H& ^2 v$ k1 h" Zand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at
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he would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
- z: Q# o% p4 ]# c$ J9 iemphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
e" B& x& }. `; x' v+ @experienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
/ E7 i( b6 Z. u; yhe reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:
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their intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
; H$ Y0 |# H! l6 z5 Z O9 bIntuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a
: B( B; X) O0 h, i* n# sbig impact on my work.
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.- H- b( Q g# i: i8 k
They learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
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1 T$ \ R# F4 x) `4 V! ]Coming back after seven months in Indian villages, I saw the craziness of the Western% c7 e+ X: v9 e2 c8 v# o
world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see
% Z- H4 t2 l2 _0 u) w* ehow restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
0 p; E- @# d2 g9 |calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
. ?; j9 o, t- }starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your
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. W0 m/ I6 R( C) n% `going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
' U+ q) a! c! T2 Nme to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I7 n3 H, Y! M' _ [
learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
1 c7 M8 A7 s5 Q4 H# o+ _+ Ca teacher, one will appear next door.
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wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
/ W' k) w' b) s0 M" O+ O3 S. ]Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
& r* I) m' a" Z9 Nfollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time7 d2 F. ^% }( A) h4 e
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann; C! v8 T0 d' k# q/ j& E7 C
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on( g5 H# O* U$ o, I4 D. |% ^* W
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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. r2 s, T4 P0 p5 O$ ]8 o: d# `4 OKottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would, F* k* v' q! p2 v$ M" c, H
speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
$ I( R N+ ^; U; x; Vand half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
W# Q, b. N x6 O# G- `kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s
$ p& f8 i( T: @# d! a, vmeditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to, J' r- N* @0 Z% z) p8 a5 m
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
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on our meditation.”
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: K' P' ?6 X0 p% H: ^4 ]7 njust generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost0 f9 M& h- W; v/ r
daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
& X s$ X2 @! J2 N9 c: X: ~4 Aspending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
* [# m t4 s* H9 `' B! H! Aat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with# }4 U1 [/ H7 `4 O5 g9 w
him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
: g, H& L$ k; D8 r$ C; P) |sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
, x/ ]7 } I3 ?. Q& `6 I; x4 sKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
% A" ~) g7 `& c( Iside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;' t: O- {7 Y5 c- o+ q: W5 o
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. % u: c% P8 O; d- W2 k- R
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( K& h7 G9 y1 X- W3 f) @4 Ztherapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
3 q* P" G3 j* v- bpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that: m9 C4 Y- t/ Q0 o N
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
: {" H/ _4 E+ gthey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the- w3 T, Q& p% s
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
9 b5 p( B0 d" T' P* @9 t/ @involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This0 Y1 M8 g7 u: k( ?& S
was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your# _' T; G, W: l
eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”* ~5 g3 ^1 K) o
: t' i) W" l6 |/ WA group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old# G8 x% R: `8 O
hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
' @, [$ z Q+ t. q' [) W& U3 K8 NAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course* f, {+ K1 |. x1 ~1 |4 _
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted1 ~# y* Z0 W( N2 v
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.” [- y/ C1 @/ ?1 R( k, y! V
' A7 A. g& ]: Q7 }! y1 Z3 N# I, dJobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being% Q. T2 q% J; z% e/ C
put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound1 T8 `5 ^: d, }; |+ ]
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
/ p) S: I9 S% eHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate2 T2 z' ]% h) h# ? X
students at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about0 g) P4 n; q$ J* g% e0 {
hiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want
3 z2 \* S7 \4 m/ _7 o% H% y6 Sto hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.4 {) \/ k* n4 ]7 g# M9 W
: b' K; M5 m7 i+ u$ c“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth0 }: @% B1 s+ z: K: {: U. p
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
. s: K' ?: B7 [9 _. R# S! ?4 oadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”
* t( G3 ] j* S9 n* Y, d, m' Zhe said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
) ^) j: n' L5 V5 U! o3 F2 sabout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal
- @# I! X% Z( X! s# jscream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his' G5 n2 _3 _+ K, N
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killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
+ L9 S; Y/ |# y2 BDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.8 T. M( x$ }; R2 P% M' K
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Jobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-
+ A8 U! G; Y3 \: ]2 k; I0 [made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
3 S) t8 J R/ h0 A/ l2 B% ]2 \) iobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it9 y @2 i$ m2 l% G# K% o1 b
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very
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8 A( ?4 X8 Y p/ j1 v7 wabrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved4 N) |) k! t. c
and his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”6 {1 U5 z! @* o1 A3 G' s+ Q ?
. w! y( k) |9 J9 Z4 t: {0 Z" l6 iJobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
2 R7 c( t+ W2 m) h, L, [push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke: E3 h7 Y9 w' P8 n0 V, l, W: b
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
2 N) c8 ]# Y5 w0 j& P, wfriends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
: Q( z0 ~! f: e3 W6 w' W9 Aone day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to8 B" H* E* u/ |' c9 c
come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though0 o3 K. o+ N3 }, S
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get8 p4 i( u' Y9 _% A: y5 L
behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.8 @0 I" N% D5 j" B3 a
“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes" B4 a9 z' ]# f' p
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his7 h. E& @8 ]" x6 v3 Z9 f
life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
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* n2 h* j3 V# R7 k9 [9 ^6 L' JOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
. a& B: s8 t! w& r9 R* u0 g% z9 yburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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q' p f0 R x/ h( B3 d8 B6 s2 \* lJobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,! w3 m& m. V6 Y# ~ H7 I
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.6 {+ t. {- r8 @# M0 N9 I) m5 O
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I
- Z0 A- K) [5 l, p8 o2 M! H1 H9 I8 Osaid, sure!”: j8 t9 j$ E- L- ~/ Y5 @4 H
$ j/ r$ l; y9 A" k9 qOnce again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was
$ k/ ?/ F6 x: Q; Wliving in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out3 _5 p O% j" \0 y; z
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
9 i6 } Y# D5 Q: Land he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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One day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
& \" ?0 U- s9 `4 lthat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
. g5 r% D- f# S! y6 E; rcompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
1 |1 E5 j; _5 b& R$ E H# z3 X" ~& dwhenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
( k" d) ]# |" s- ]5 U5 M- E% M, qand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
5 j$ x! |7 ~/ B7 jfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he( @. D; t4 c+ W3 T# S; x
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
7 v B0 J4 t# l! R( Hlooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.” # M. E+ @; c. f# r- E# @
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7 y* }6 \1 [' Q8 Xwas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”( y$ e1 v% d" k( G D( R
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.8 w$ O! f# s# B3 r! p/ L
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because, U( v4 j" y: \( y. V* f) _
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
7 F$ |' c+ Y( N) g6 gmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.- t1 a, v1 a1 {! r" O
7 A5 g% I; [) g- l8 m“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
' m: O/ W5 I2 E* ]1 Uthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
7 p1 F, o4 N7 x& n \" Hstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
( s4 w- k: h! |. P1 o0 \0 M7 Chis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all5 f% h9 K, g) t: J
night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it/ n; V& H$ f }* e _
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent6 z8 _: \2 }+ H- G k/ T) d
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”2 |; U/ O6 u( J* `0 w5 {
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forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
$ B9 U5 e0 I4 k% J( `, s' }of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another
% O$ `4 N+ O2 J! E. k% ?ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
+ w3 L) Q# p3 _+ A+ I9 wAtari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
6 L% W2 ` e4 G; nand he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there. Y& b5 M Z" u* K% x
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
7 d5 ]0 R1 |. u/ w0 _5 q! x( she had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to0 X3 p) l7 ~- {. U1 ?+ }
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental; X& y( X, [0 U$ T( U8 {& G/ V
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand: m( Y# \& @+ s4 b
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
. a1 X. s0 _! u; L; j% f“But, you know, people are different.”
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1 y4 F% U/ r% @% N4 y2 nthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
' S: X) T7 s5 C2 Z+ n# Rit, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
) ^, l) |) H, f' Zunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
# U6 `% W3 Q: {! Y' O) A$ Zgave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz5 d3 T: n: K$ c7 J! e8 l: y
stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got0 K9 e5 _3 J/ O
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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$ x: g; r* B; B6 cme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350
; ]# R" _; G* x: |7 ~" Tcheck.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember% L* Q& ?) X* n! W' [$ K7 M
talking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there . j9 `& x$ O$ E5 T( Y) {: a% Q
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( H( h9 N4 E' L! J7 GWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a7 s' G V; C8 h1 v
complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
" c! t% ~$ `, i+ u2 r) T7 vmake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
6 B0 g, ?: T" g0 y. u; W. R! Xalso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
$ d4 l$ Y$ U7 [/ R. kpoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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& n- m9 \9 w5 D: ^appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
6 Z/ H5 d; W( w" e0 Z# M* |0 \7 [simplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron% {. c5 v9 ^6 k; i1 G
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) A; T7 Q0 J2 S7 Xtake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how1 L( F6 c. g+ G: l5 S; g; T7 h. \# K
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9 s- V& c+ d4 m' }$ n/ ]In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
0 X& |) h6 N; {6 y! m% nflowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of8 F# R2 E: a0 g) i, ]
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game/ F4 A8 @+ u: ^" V0 r# X) @4 O! r1 p
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,: ]! m: G) z& h# Y9 _3 J
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
2 h# O' ~0 F# z& Y3 I" i8 }conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
; V* j* v% |: `0 `- U9 w, Rsubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;8 U" k! R, D/ _$ b
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,
. X$ B4 U0 |' h$ v W1 ywho later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken8 _) Q5 v4 r0 i' t ?
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that' ]! F8 ?) i- i7 H, G+ P. g0 A% j+ t
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s3 H3 b3 `5 \, _% D! ~9 g4 e7 [6 g
beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech: H9 a: ]! M8 ^8 a k" ?+ H; o! p
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing& A3 W, r/ X$ g
paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream% Z- ~. L% X5 E2 i) j5 f
and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
0 f" S" V( ~ X* k$ O' t5 y8 O1 gThis fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was) F( u) R( N! u5 W4 f5 I
embodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at h2 r8 z1 b% O; u4 r$ Z. W
Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
9 |; y7 |8 f4 Z7 i6 ?6 ^$ Z- z- j) Csomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music 8 v3 c) c. f* R# F, ~- ~7 p, q! U; v
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" [$ s1 ?9 h% v" g. V( [% R$ ddid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”
0 C; W. _; C. e0 _# ?' N* SInitially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the/ P) `+ h# L$ V0 ?
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and2 b) m& o3 b+ K9 ?0 k' \0 z F% `
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that% E! e4 d w$ f: D
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An0 E9 I) l0 m9 {5 A
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
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a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
1 }% F; n6 n& c4 h% [liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
; w6 Y) K7 U8 T/ \* tcomputer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard, A, F% u7 s" X; `
Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the$ K9 @( v, ^" z4 [
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
4 Z2 h9 z+ n8 D9 Gbecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot
4 h5 C' z( O T/ a$ q8 {up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with) Z ]" A4 Y; X7 k
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up9 n& [6 A+ i' o* B$ v% k3 h3 k. l3 r
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century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
! U; z, h, P( o* }9 q4 l2 Tthey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
O; Y) g2 j7 j! J9 m$ V1 }8 bGermany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an/ U. i2 [, _. d7 M( r0 W
anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
' P/ d$ H; i- L! Z# z& I3 G) w* @One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause; S' Y* z3 q$ H8 t
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many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.; K& I& W! X3 s+ r6 d
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,1 E, L+ O% J1 e; b, T" R. {+ ^; ^7 V
appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked
! v, T, _2 g; R1 Y1 Ewith Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies. i8 v! n6 J2 R8 S6 d
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the, ]1 W X* u3 a) T* v8 z5 {& h
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called0 c# X* c% ^+ z( M. e) t- p t. R
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# }+ `5 I1 i+ f& Z" A3 Z0 vBrand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful, l0 A0 g8 ]" d: E v
tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
8 Z" J+ E* S9 n4 A6 `8 J8 U# Z: y: O% XEarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its& _* p, X& R- B8 L
subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be! o1 Z/ l! p6 j. V- x) A8 j6 `9 R
our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
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inspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested.
: X$ W" w F7 f" t u8 M* mTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”9 n9 C6 D$ B$ M1 Q) V
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out in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and! V( A5 ~* p7 h: B* r
then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a, S) \7 q# p2 h9 Z
photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
( J3 g' G8 G% l7 g* p1 e2 t2 k$ Son if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
# c, I0 Q1 V* i" k4 N- SBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog1 Y: t$ C x: C1 F$ y# \# V* S/ e& U
sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he
4 O& O6 T; T' J( msaid. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
9 ]2 N# ] c" W8 p6 l2 YBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation% u* y2 f% J0 B R* f! Y" E
dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch3 y9 y7 M! K5 [) F2 f# C
the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
% e5 C9 k# T1 ` O8 |organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional( J4 O- l! l2 x2 U0 P1 r9 |2 l
Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
: [# r, w8 ^- g+ D5 `! Jdecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
' ?. B, I3 {0 S3 _& L* gwhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
6 Y( }9 W/ g3 v. T/ Zjust a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
2 t3 H2 I0 r: E/ a/ ihobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the
8 k! D' o) e; B" [7 D+ `magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
* C$ c* O# E' q5 {: Alanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
4 k$ O, v9 t% e, o7 uAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first8 D# l `; S! ?1 \
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( g3 k! F2 _9 v$ HThe group became known as the Homebrew Computer Club, and it encapsulated the Whole
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computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
4 ~6 C( w; r B, f/ }" xJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
" O" K# @" Y6 o! N2 zthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
3 Q9 A9 U7 C& b5 R5 U5 ubuilding your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to5 o, C1 Y0 |' Q- v9 W3 N2 M
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Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
' P9 o2 t; |4 q2 Hto go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
" u9 V |& I8 H) B; n4 t' Rbeing extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
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the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
' T. L, T" |. d# M& \" Y6 EAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
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monitor, that would connect to a distant minicomputer. Using a microprocessor, he could
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and* L# x) S! P6 @' N! g
computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer
$ J/ [& Q( \* d! Rjust popped into my head,” he said. “That night, I started to sketch out on paper what would
) k# L( \ Z9 x' {/ w H3 wlater become known as the Apple I.”
7 k9 }% D$ ~0 N" Y. H3 n% sAt first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.- k# K3 @" k+ B' f
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+ h0 u* f+ e/ s! h% ]7 X! J- cThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but( k w7 k+ u' a6 l6 _8 T6 E
cost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
# K7 }2 ^% e/ S* U: @4 V7 Y/ t$ @* }Intel’s chips ended up becoming the industry standard, which would haunt Apple when its
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After work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to. ~6 }- [8 ^3 s& n" x- Z+ M
moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
; n1 W6 H7 K& n7 ~* ]placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software: W8 m' z" f; P) m% l# I" ?4 ?% c
that would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not; c* z% H# |. m0 Z3 ^
afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he8 l& h; y z8 U; g& `
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters6 G; f+ t- `$ ] D0 Y9 g
were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal/ P* \) R3 [! }& j o
computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a9 C0 `$ b. V! M3 }( ^: @
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get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
# D2 k4 _# u) w0 HJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort
2 T" N( E0 a) m; w. @/ [of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could
, k( G! y( Z7 m) A' U% j# s# j5 xnever have done that. I’m too shy.”
7 \5 j$ I R' {- IJobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and
8 P1 y' w# m! i- m* b: B& H' chelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
( s2 j" F% w7 M0 \* w! P& Y- {! Chad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding0 t+ Z0 C6 o3 g$ D' E4 p1 X9 B
with a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
3 T7 ?) g0 ~6 v0 y1 V7 r6 O) y' Imerger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering
/ I0 @7 X# u/ l- ^+ ~4 lschool dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had) V$ k$ V# v8 k2 d# m1 U4 ~
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+ r+ v* ~8 I$ ZWoz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
0 s2 Z1 P! ?: I# y$ Omachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
' R8 o! x! `3 N# a$ h1 d! a6 x) Yin the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
; s- | u" z" W# Y/ l ~! ythe club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
- {: t3 T! s0 y: [, t+ I, Athat information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I+ T6 ~: y) u7 q: t9 e1 x
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% ?3 ?' @$ A, K/ Lcompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
6 ? w: v) `- zHomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what' n# y1 {- _( q5 _/ d7 C! X
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Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies3 V% m: N7 E" l6 _ B
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
, D7 S4 X# b4 Q8 u$ Oargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of* X I( ?) K* q( |2 M/ s9 H8 f
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that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s
5 N% I9 Y& A( P7 Ohold them in the air and sell a few.’”
$ w( c4 n `$ D$ YJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then2 Y1 q) O8 y5 ?
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
+ L1 q3 u& W. R) H+ v8 C" B4 asell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they Q; O! n! ]& ~; z5 t: `
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He9 v8 ` v/ L; \; O
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each; M1 u7 f/ b8 _6 K$ q7 |
month in cash.3 X" x( L) K) D; o) l# Y; A* n
Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make# t# Y* V+ m' Q( d& B" n0 o& ?+ e
money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,( p a/ c( R- l8 R; u# h
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
( C6 Q# n6 I2 I$ zour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
$ K5 a% _( H- k5 j8 Sprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two
, r# |# s- C1 Z& {8 f* u. G. ]best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”/ [; ?( A3 R" a
In order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,0 \( b) u) Q a% O! I
though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his4 H- e3 s+ k% F8 `# d) t
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
7 L- q: z7 Z( N5 X- ]+ W0 t/ eand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
. D9 w8 \; b5 N8 o* EDespite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about% W* F8 R) m) d$ ?3 |
$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own4 F4 s# D, t9 {; p5 _
computer company.5 A; ~( X/ _% b3 q1 ]# w' b
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Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
4 ^& |) i. u& Banother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,0 D* }0 _! V- D: [, B
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied+ O; g4 t6 j' e. p0 L
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
" a' m: }# u# Z0 d/ o# ^8 gneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
$ A4 ^5 p& d4 M$ i$ r& vComputers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start # d% k( f! x( k6 b; A: }
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