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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my$ H' K% r% o/ W/ `
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work) ~" x, ^, m( o5 M5 g: e
out okay.”
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classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring' O& c; V! z+ N; O7 G4 l! A9 h
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused( S3 N* p# I, f2 E9 \$ Z; ]8 k
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
/ `7 v$ a$ n/ rDudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a3 A' Y6 u, B" }6 e
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
, M9 \# }; w* \7 ]* T, G. X5 I( ~drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
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beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
2 w$ [) J& ]* @7 I4 ^# k0 Sfascinating.”
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of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great9 l( F: n9 W, Q1 T- O7 s, q
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
4 f# s/ o! o" z+ _3 i/ d$ wfriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that! H' C9 x: _% Z) n& @8 ]) g8 I7 z8 O
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have# p& C9 ~+ ~3 r
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just; w& \# b8 h- I, v8 D8 R+ g' m
copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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- X- d, a) ?- q* @In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went8 i' @/ L; }! j/ D
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
3 D* S5 w1 w: F( Hfor him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
% K+ q0 v$ I) {& A3 y2 j7 schange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and
9 V# q- @4 J- x% Rwore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
# H: C5 b8 m+ a6 n3 ^needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
2 s% q* z8 I: t# y- Z$ E$ L" h9 H. [equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
" N. S! m% }8 d* ]would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to: B% {4 j& ~; o- |
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him more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important3 { A/ c& {8 x9 T3 F& A
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t" A! p" B; S E( `0 y* ^5 d: u
remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was
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stream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could.”
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move ]9 H" s$ ]/ t2 l% Z
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
2 B: D! {( i7 w7 ^6 L3 Hpeak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to8 U+ B; w% v/ n
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,* N8 G5 F( m* A6 R
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer
& G: @5 ~7 M1 P+ B8 C& p' b! ?Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that: V, C# D' b& E6 A3 x) N' T
he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
! F; r3 X; m- x) l% U$ Avisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model2 U6 ~. Z. G1 ^& [7 a" r0 d
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
" P: L! N& m/ v% Dsmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
. Z' @2 c& N8 x) rwould learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
4 @1 A4 `+ m1 N7 [9 c qand distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
* f! v3 W! u R3 B# obeefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
- M2 F3 G+ l% D5 \) G u' @vision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called
1 }# H0 F9 R! W8 W5 {$ FPong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that) @! h+ w4 m7 i0 ^! N
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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- ]# y, \4 q) O+ Z: C! w. xWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was
- k5 c9 c" m' w5 Cthe one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s
* L! g" J$ ~4 V& Gnot going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring& A9 Y# A7 Q, ^. v. c; q
him on in!”# M( i/ c0 `$ B8 ^& m+ y1 X
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9 c5 d! T7 J; ]2 |$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But 0 Y3 u9 ^$ |. S+ {0 ~
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assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang' ^& b6 v7 T: [4 Z' A6 F
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s6 S0 X, g( ]! v0 O' D* ?
impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
) c$ w! f+ ~/ B7 l% hprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
; ]3 h, L' |# |4 d3 H( I+ O( yregularly. It was a flawed theory.4 `+ f) b* \7 ?# [$ C* u/ f
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
4 s# V |9 g/ P4 g9 Tand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.5 a- x6 z2 n$ x J% N0 R) O5 T
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
- ^3 j2 y2 v1 q4 C6 m* JLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became. W8 O* ]& \' C' V6 l
known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he0 i) @ v8 C8 k J1 w0 h) J
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that- G! E7 C5 |& U3 O: P y
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.3 T+ J! |0 I4 k- Y: V3 {& G4 y
0 O% N& C0 U& m: n, E8 RDespite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
; C* a/ e4 F& R& hwas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used' Y! a7 ]. w( T( c6 N- T
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
5 P7 R# X3 M: H! |2 B. w6 x' jdetermined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
2 ]4 y+ B7 r4 A' y6 W# P, Qpeople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power* x$ I5 V7 C! `
of the will to bend reality.
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Jobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
/ P. g5 ^! }2 I+ e8 [" y' v% dand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In* @: ?% m& N7 f! ~
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
( \5 R, F1 j) w. y5 O8 z3 g, w9 Nmanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them; ]) C; X+ f& B! C! C
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid
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& o, a/ o$ u$ b1 d1 FNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a4 w3 E; z1 i6 G; `) Y" C
draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It4 W. ?/ W" [4 x W& E' P: u: w0 T' J
subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
8 b" k6 F8 S) v6 ^9 m2 G8 @+ pyour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had+ [* c# }* V1 H1 w# X
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;# E$ ~, Y/ W2 v7 M x3 L. {
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But
4 m9 X( d# d& E. J# ]Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
/ H1 R& R' `6 O4 c1 Bway to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
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1 u/ o1 Q* o+ e& c; F# NOne weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in, F1 \3 A# g3 ?( r1 t3 P
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell* Y! E% X @8 y9 c h% J0 v% a* n
him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said$ p! E- l( Q9 ?; F% }7 N u
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
1 c6 f8 g) ~$ Zplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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- _2 M' e2 J) t: Bwoman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse.
) H' k# M# M w- W3 R5 r9 [9 bYou can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it) h: @9 r( [! R! r: m z
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody! P6 i3 L' u3 V# P
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my3 C8 \5 R' \" r
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
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India
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% j* b) U( p8 a% ]. w) B2 OOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
8 g/ j" M! i3 y* q N) Z# yFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
* Z. h* a( l4 ]4 [$ I9 Cspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
$ |: v& E. Q6 n/ Y/ N4 j [9 Owho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do- A- j( w, }; O& O1 I
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere; ^& w9 D1 s) W3 ~; W
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of2 g8 u5 ?) Y$ N' n5 t3 T2 H
enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds0 E: y( K% W, |
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
2 \5 ~$ p `. w l7 Cin him, and he was trying to fill it.”/ ` I' F: S/ a2 A: @8 }, i: u
- {3 h8 f/ m8 O/ B& ]When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,' B U) T ?0 M2 F+ ?5 f2 [
the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to# F" P6 U/ @8 @- l: q( M1 I
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help+ F! D7 ]2 O, s7 ^
pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and# P% O: G; D& J$ s
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
7 `; t6 n$ Q6 _wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
. [2 l( O: `0 FAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
' D: z, K% ]1 X7 R5 J: uEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and( J5 r2 ?4 I% P& F6 p% s
then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
2 M" H! v. Z: yIndia from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the# o9 e% m- c6 x9 z' v1 P; X3 {
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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! E- c \( }. BJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the) K# ]( I" C2 c9 p9 v8 R
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that; z& N2 ]) I" Z! w' K8 [3 x5 X0 K
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’9 }( J! K6 v" P, |7 k; N
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more4 M4 x) U( E; Z0 u% t
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
% k, h2 h5 a% g- N2 r n0 R: _was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even4 [: I; Q) g' ]% R; a2 ~
have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.; L8 ~$ B0 i7 Y
1 q' z5 d0 B$ dHe had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the
9 j# V8 k" w) _% Q( z0 s4 ]Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
7 s4 u# }8 ^: ^; lweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor0 l. u! m, p% T' O/ e
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for the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where7 `+ X7 F* M+ O5 ~- @
he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he; B$ h% p1 Z& b% p3 Y
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,; W% I& O) c, s% c# f
because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
5 \' [7 g/ S0 b+ Bfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really
1 [8 C- }. X% u. n% c3 p2 Esick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”- D& V8 {3 H# D6 B
6 b, M6 N0 u) c" `. i$ A; ?6 HOnce he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
" Q: D: }' m3 z, {3 F6 _0 ~; \5 b7 ~he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which: E" E$ I! V, A4 P8 \) M$ M
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into; T& B: K% v J+ f# T
a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all% O! Z: ^: T- [$ H/ p* x3 r8 ]" k5 |
around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
/ x* J; Y, }3 S& X" E6 l6 J) v; B$ Sname it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”# n0 u2 r4 _( ?! V. a
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.) @0 @* a9 c; k' _ Z
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
& }4 W* O4 W( Q- F. w/ e- `no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
% [0 E3 C1 i6 T- B6 ufloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There' F* {6 f7 O5 \7 w
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,/ M/ G' {4 ~" A4 D! [# c$ j
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from( X4 r' l( |3 I* t" U
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the
% U% j( L7 C8 U) h, Y' ecommunity there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
/ ]. H+ c% h6 Wsmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He9 S4 d; A) V* B4 a+ h/ F
became Jobs’s lifelong friend.4 {1 E' F: c- |9 M$ Z Z
( m9 a! _8 l2 k) W1 EAt one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of' o( N5 p5 c8 j8 ?: c! {
his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
! z9 c# \3 |; B: T1 t" k7 qspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
, e& V7 Y. @2 E. V# |meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
7 s t, N! E$ T7 m/ _the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
" C2 S/ t: ]8 n& Xat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a: A5 B' Q+ m' i5 I
tooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this0 Q0 V/ E- k ? r' W8 R
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked8 b' ?5 p1 u7 t0 L7 R
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out; l1 ]6 A" F _4 I) E0 _% e }2 l$ X
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
8 g9 B2 D! S' \$ R( b% C- Gof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He
9 b6 x2 Y; B" m8 N! G4 _' p' \' H) gtold me that he was saving my health.”
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was no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking
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achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
, K7 a( w# g3 l% L0 J( O; EHindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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9 \2 d3 t% _ G, W/ N! O" ~sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses/ r8 R7 F7 L" _3 p+ e7 [' Y8 e
and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own0 C2 D9 S- f' S: U$ H
money, $100, to tide him over.
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they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them" A( |$ R2 B$ K+ u/ L
to pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I, t/ T* {) D& O4 {% j
was wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from( @* [' U( r- @5 ?8 S
the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
- B( ?3 z' X) p8 ~and finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”. r% Q/ p4 `( k' f% G; R
" f1 o! q& A! S6 TThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
5 Y( A8 |# v& K6 Xwith many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate( b1 c; W. u& `% k+ ^- W
and study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at+ M7 ]$ ?0 N+ R. d# B7 I
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Jobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for
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emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
+ h1 Y/ e2 {$ n1 @4 R5 n) Nexperienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
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India. The people in the Indian countryside don’t use their intellect like we do, they use
1 Y2 m# d" I9 V# Z5 R# ~$ Ctheir intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.1 ^0 ?( m; E- g6 Z
They learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
2 h. d3 v4 B4 P4 N6 x* Mnot. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom. 3 n! ?, _3 n/ P# y6 Q% X3 N; _
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world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see, E7 Y) I1 ^3 O6 ]' f
how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does" a. B: S# g! Z
calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition. P4 m1 M Z! K& b1 a
starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your
" y6 r. v) U* S6 N7 X& ^mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much
9 M! [- D4 @; Y1 }3 zmore than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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2 s( E$ \: d5 ~0 IZen has been a deep influence in my life ever since. At one point I was thinking about
1 C( h7 p1 d9 L) A0 fgoing to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
- @$ L7 b7 y( D# O8 [me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
/ \ ^1 o6 F! t3 ]" ]learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet9 P9 ?8 \( a: F' k/ z# T/ g/ x6 j# R* X
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wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
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followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time8 J7 c1 L) G6 R9 b+ E/ E
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann8 p0 R: w, P9 m' l8 D4 C$ e/ p
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on3 |7 [) s2 j" E, g6 s$ ~/ b( C
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would T4 x8 V1 d! Z7 B
speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,* s" y( ?3 K0 P
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a2 s+ B+ b: K1 b4 v( c# E+ E$ y8 Y
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s9 e5 w! {. h9 O) z8 k
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
! i$ }! o* @- H1 q0 Itune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun U$ ^" _% _/ c2 K
when it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus$ e: B/ X6 T4 v
on our meditation.”
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daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
+ R0 y' o) C9 r0 m- _ i- Zspending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
, l. c5 Q" K( a- Aat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
- c1 } P, Y. W0 i Lhim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They& ]$ v, R2 d. u' m4 ^3 H% y" f
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but( Z, l- K Y v0 ^
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
: V+ H$ l- v- Y9 Mside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;6 x' Z- X1 @/ O% D: @
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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. d1 G. k4 Q5 {$ u$ O( Itherapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
7 e/ u0 J* u, h6 O3 x& hpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
$ x$ K9 z% p* lpsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
2 J2 ?" j0 b6 ~" H6 A' Y/ ithey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the% g0 o( X. ~, q4 i$ o7 v
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it# t. Z( R6 p) S1 z9 o1 }
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
: a% E$ L) Q+ U* [# y+ uwas not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your1 u% z! J% m# y4 g6 X
eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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4 q! T: W' i5 [8 t0 h5 T: }* RA group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
1 d# g, z E+ Zhotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose$ ~2 Z; U% G6 o: i
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course
i; k2 K; U5 G Oof therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted- x/ X# r3 H; |3 Z8 e
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”
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Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being
/ g7 y6 Y8 g$ |put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
5 a5 S, Q' {8 e: j+ W5 P4 d4 kdesire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.8 B& ] d3 ~3 d
He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate) x: M2 f }5 j) H7 L( O1 \+ g# {. b
students at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
& t/ q8 |$ c2 v) |. h& i) f' _- Yhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want2 T1 r- V0 {# Y5 K: j1 R" K& b
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.5 z1 @7 n& M! q: V1 a- V" C" W! y, B
' J; O8 |9 B$ n8 N {! D“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth" Y2 R, J, Z) }+ F; w
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs7 }% s6 Y A' u3 h; u$ ]
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”+ H5 \7 r' ^ N3 H
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
- n* e% K% V2 R% Z0 w% y$ G" G% {about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal9 T8 H" f# V) U# F
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his6 _) t% [: q' w- \
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/ l$ V+ B4 s) \0 N6 `' F! L, o, Wof that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with/ k$ i2 w! c5 V F3 C
Lennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been$ x8 D+ v3 k/ U
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Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.7 f$ T! u6 _8 K9 A
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5 A' ^, t0 N W% v" `made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became+ e1 N- F! {+ R s3 \ G' |
obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it
2 u3 N+ w P+ E2 f. qmade him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very
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8 F4 g) {4 h. ?) Q2 _$ M- j* T) sand his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”
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push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke# _" p1 d r% x* o* ~
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
. c. l% i& ~4 I# o5 ~/ dfriends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero3 U( [ N, Q9 ]/ @2 e
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
# T" P0 {/ x! I* v1 |# wcome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though; a! M/ |% q" N
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
! `' e9 a) V0 u$ x. `! vbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled., w f U- S! k8 o1 t7 }$ q
“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes% Q& W. J. @, u$ [2 J/ M' w
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his: Q9 g! q9 G! q8 F
life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
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4 ?# L; |* ?. [% f6 K6 I LOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne( N6 A6 D% \" K- Q" `" x$ b( D
burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.; @4 d/ @; z/ Y9 \1 o, X
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6 j1 E- }9 m' o$ \! Ewhich he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked., t8 \$ S! |" W" t+ h; f
& f' I. W [0 K6 R y1 }“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I% |* K2 i; g& p2 x$ M
said, sure!”
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6 J$ ^1 n& |8 Z* ]+ v. YOnce again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was
- ^, F- E; }+ `: }living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
) |* ^0 @/ z- }9 \/ Z v5 {. Band play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,6 j6 {" j( {. w6 ~. Y
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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- f: N, y h" c/ P4 |: aOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom( w6 r ~6 Q! B* e. |) K$ J
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of! n. S# b4 D2 L8 S" U
competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
8 j# r! t# Q* ? h3 y9 A+ I: G+ o, t1 mwhenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
1 M* f/ G( d+ U/ b& V! t2 F" `and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
6 m( L& B9 o" e/ _fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he1 ], O; u3 Y# r2 N; O/ H
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I6 E o, Z. L9 p' Q* v- Z
looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
7 l# Z) e0 T% p& J0 k4 I2 @/ m6 Mhe recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible./ V/ `2 s& ]: Q& Q1 C/ t% Q0 o
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because9 ]# L5 K, _# X3 B2 B
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t1 |, I5 v ~- k+ E- E5 N& z" _
mention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.1 y% P( R0 f% Q( J4 ?/ z2 r
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“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
8 i& Q6 @. w0 F. {1 ]0 C% {thought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he ^5 {5 O; I1 L5 h L& k
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
: j# F7 d* F9 w5 J$ Uhis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
; m% Z Y7 ^4 O2 Enight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it
6 o9 v* G5 G$ }# E4 E$ |by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent
" w) w0 h2 Y/ o# m2 w4 W7 mtime playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”
) l" [8 } r; P6 W" B4 ?; d) E4 QWozniak said.
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Astonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only
3 Y9 F; A. k' k( b. w9 U! h3 s# Rforty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
7 @- Z: `6 r ?' C9 o$ O+ Qof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another
) `& U% _- R& N! Y0 t; Sten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
0 _* k+ j9 k7 gAtari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
: p0 D5 U `# O4 J- p) S! ]9 ~and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
/ s6 b# E3 h3 E; V9 L& ?1 Mare long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If* t$ n! \' E0 L- \+ m
he had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to# |/ g5 z* d- `3 A% d- i
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
/ z2 c9 j/ Y# [' f, P. j7 f8 ~difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
: W) r2 u. e$ Hwhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
$ M1 j m1 j. N7 K) z“But, you know, people are different.”9 c8 I k0 q" v! X! Z0 B0 q
5 O% n' X Y( b5 X p3 a' ?When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
2 m1 a' A/ G) Q1 h* tthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember1 j& L3 V, g5 @# F4 ^) O# Y5 V# I
it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
* h! `' F& ~# M, _. ~& y. P% ~& junusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I1 Y% r0 {# Q% ]
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
3 S/ W; j ]$ l' K% h4 h2 M) hstopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got* E2 M8 c) K; O$ A# n
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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' S5 ~& E9 @: O8 U( N4 s8 `Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told5 w% G3 F, d2 Z1 l2 Q4 U
me, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350; \3 {& Z G: f; V) V1 ?
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
% _2 ~- ?, v; q- ?4 Q8 X4 s% w6 dtalking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there
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8 Q2 x9 g/ l3 o9 k* q7 rwas a bonus for each chip they saved, and he just shook his head and then clucked his
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Whatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
5 K0 n0 t. d( i' C+ c- ccomplex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that4 s+ H/ _$ ]& Q' V/ Y2 f
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he- s1 I0 D- Q3 {7 D
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
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& o& o3 m9 h$ `$ @+ zappreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
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things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
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. @. q# J5 p' u( q; kSteve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I( J$ K) Q, D, Q4 w3 t5 C
taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend. v* `3 V1 L% x& N5 K3 S7 g: O" B8 o
to be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”& P) H8 n2 V. p: {. X) u( v
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
; y; `+ h, O2 c* L( A- b0 Tflowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of3 f' F( i( U6 J8 J
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game' |* b. P! z/ P
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
+ v( `' O% R3 X$ [0 Z3 n# nphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t! t* @+ w5 H+ ~. |1 J" g
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the* q P9 a1 F, W' ]7 _+ w
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
# {8 D- \# N, R I# j( h% kparticipants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,- B$ h1 g* j4 H0 i; P: t: ?6 h4 `- ~
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken% ]& B* i8 s* E
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that
. D! O) z5 }/ vbecame the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
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Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
: K K0 c: L) j8 ]" O5 Dpaths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
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Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just h9 l: }7 D) G/ f
something going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
9 d7 w1 F# H# Z4 Y) edid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”. r; Y+ [8 `% x' B& Z! M
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
, T8 W0 y: M$ Icounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and. i6 ^% \% F5 ^& Q w3 S# @
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
/ ]" Q3 W( n0 l2 S$ f8 vcomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
: c; `+ T1 Y; v0 m vinjunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an, B: j2 `" H9 y5 w
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But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as4 ?0 b. B' z! F% j& Y1 P* g5 \
a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
9 S! v5 J1 \9 o5 o- qliberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
0 }& W- ]# q+ A; Y9 d- x0 Gcomputer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
* J0 B9 ^ e- \4 U p# [/ DBrautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the
" ~ V* B. c2 p- xcyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had* ?+ J- Y6 R" Y; t% w
become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot/ w6 }; M5 y! t5 K
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with* W; e/ e3 b7 s+ p, q& T m q8 G
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up
4 i7 G8 E5 A7 M' s- j$ F) c% t% {helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first/ Z" j, P, J7 W5 ]1 I7 |
century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because7 Z, C7 l) j. V5 M9 y+ ]8 _
they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,/ u! D; g* Q5 ^+ Y
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an/ p8 b( `: }. |; T7 G5 C
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One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause) y1 A" X) @( S) W3 Z
with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over$ ~3 L& M" E" r% k
many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto./ ?/ c# n/ S# V( A" m
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
0 G& V3 Y& ]" N2 S6 B' o- G, qappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked6 P$ M- k. j. _, G: [- q4 R! }* \
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies8 ]/ x, ]8 {0 z2 j( _( O
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
7 R: q( F% e3 w4 x. z" J" u) fembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called5 V% F6 h& o8 A( c
hackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
& U, J) S0 Y: w. y6 r1 { z- XThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”* G" B9 {; n3 S8 }2 R# G8 k
Brand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful
5 q) Y' z9 \" b6 Wtools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
8 |( G1 H3 _9 @+ u$ y; S" yEarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its3 D. a4 D# Z0 s' P
subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be
4 H8 x% y' o4 P! _0 p# Lour friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
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( g! d) P9 a, W z" N1 C) YBuckminster Fuller followed with a poem that began: “I see God in the instruments and
6 i2 A# G7 @' b* y3 d( c8 Jmechanisms that work reliably.”
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out in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
- ^0 G/ _' `+ r1 X+ x: hthen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a% r( I6 `. I; E3 a- Z: r% K& _
photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking7 ~, V8 @# L' |7 L
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
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sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he, J8 F6 t7 X- H0 H
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
}# t" ]; j0 I& `Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
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the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
; x o( ~9 n- g5 p5 f& [organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional" d+ i) P3 c. X6 Y- H. ^8 y8 C" M0 _
Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
; A7 R9 b: N7 M. mdecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be/ B0 ~! f5 S7 q; k
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2 D" h& C ?! j" o! [They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,+ \0 t5 d) m. o' x' R& w# [5 }
which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much— Y2 m4 I+ u8 ]' H
just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for* W+ @, y. P w7 z* t
hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the# G1 f3 a" K1 g$ K
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming$ P E6 ~, t# V% H" k5 i
language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an0 B Y3 O( R- b: }$ x- v
Altair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first! w; r3 m8 b. ^( F2 y* d k
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computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
7 R3 Z3 k3 J1 X0 A. v. WJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
6 K M4 Q `2 s& Z# `the first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you5 c0 p+ M5 N; P& Y, D3 U3 U
building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to' P5 C* ?! f ~" n6 C- c+ O# L q
come to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
, d/ B( e8 F. H) a/ f, S# qAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed% Y" M! j( F9 K& O9 f( A) O
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”' S% a( u4 o; E: u
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
) `9 U- N% @; u% j1 M7 Cbeing extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
) G9 h7 u3 v% R9 W% h$ J% Ccalculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
7 h+ F3 j& U0 r6 s% ?6 {/ n& O2 AThere was a demonstration of the new Altair, but more important to Wozniak was seeing
; w0 l+ I' I' P; g# {- ~1 a2 [; fthe specification sheet for a microprocessor.
. o% i# ]3 Y6 d! vAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
O' m0 o, v: p& Y1 junit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
3 }, q( M" r$ w$ U7 @ dcomputer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer% U# V+ L/ @! t: u, z; Z
just popped into my head,” he said. “That night, I started to sketch out on paper what would
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At first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
# E5 A) v% C% r8 J YBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.+ ]& S" n0 I2 }( B4 }1 `
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. l, k1 Y4 B: m0 R! E) |9 t8 v7 B6 M" [5 Ccost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
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After work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to0 |* P0 ~3 J6 j/ P5 I1 [- g
moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
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afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he/ D' s1 z# V3 [- s$ f
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters
7 ?7 [$ I: a4 D: T, F' uwere displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal# i6 n1 J7 U+ S c* X4 B% T- a
computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a& z/ e6 O, W& t9 f& B
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Jobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be2 z7 D3 h. z' q* s, l
networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz/ v6 J% Q0 I9 i) x' J) }
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.; ~( J* A; V* Q2 E
Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort b: w# w& y7 l3 k# }) S# H3 E Q
of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could% J4 K1 l+ C8 ]! p% `! k
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helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
% _( n2 R& D/ ^( F& \. x" c+ _. shad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
, L0 r: |, P1 p3 y: L# C; G# Awith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
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Woz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
7 F5 `% c+ T6 b5 D8 L) q% Dmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill7 C+ ~' h) z: m, X! d
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
* G _5 L% L! H. w7 W( a B2 l6 qthe club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
; c! V$ |! S4 q$ r+ i# j& ^that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
& |3 M0 g5 o, Y9 Wbecause I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak.
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the! O; G) W' \. ~6 ]7 h3 i
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what0 S" Z9 I" X' w/ t
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/ ^7 m: I Q- _) ]$ y. h; {& A& `most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
! T0 Y: X5 G* x% W6 v6 Q Rfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would
( J _1 `6 O0 }, c7 \' [6 x& {appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”+ }) p5 Y, h9 P
Steve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue3 n/ [6 V3 a% O: I2 [/ r0 C4 Z
Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies
3 k3 A/ m/ Z$ v2 `, j0 J7 U, Dof his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
3 E, R/ N F* z4 y+ _" F# p8 _argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of0 b( O3 X0 ]7 i
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' G( y; Z, D( Z# [& G. s" bmoney for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing, R- a$ X4 v/ N3 `+ \+ O$ S
that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s
* X7 J& }7 k( {5 G: a8 h: Phold them in the air and sell a few.’”
8 D/ ?& s8 \% ]9 U. m UJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then
3 n, v( _( |5 n! o a* aprint up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
' v0 Y8 C; Z k" E; u1 ]sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
: A8 ~/ J9 `+ W5 `* e6 J& Dcould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He% o& o4 f* i* F( ?3 s$ b4 x
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each$ j v4 A+ y) g- d3 ^
month in cash.2 L, x. {% j6 \/ j F+ a6 m
Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make
# }9 _# V9 p0 ? c. S$ jmoney, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,( }0 c. `) u4 y' T% Z
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
5 A7 [) M& `2 p/ zour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any( z) E' P( c! ~# X5 \: N( R
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two
' v- ?, y, Z. [: _2 m; _best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
# B) f; q0 s1 YIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
8 i4 w# F2 @# wthough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his+ L8 E" ~3 Y! h
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later- t: z5 F' c+ W& z# S' y
and said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.: X5 r9 z# Y2 d8 E$ u, L
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
( b; D7 A8 M* i1 V$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own- }- \- E2 g. }2 _% F' L& j
computer company.
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8 ]/ z" b9 N: e+ V! N1 s$ ONow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for+ d4 C+ g" v% n \$ h' j5 S
another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,4 T( i2 y' c) F9 {. s. B$ y
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied
" [. m0 h9 G1 b, A8 \6 t Earound options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some6 d% {2 t. k2 p$ E, w2 O; F$ [# Z
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
$ Q1 Y) Q& S1 h7 {Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start
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