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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my' S$ c, h, Y( |$ u1 r% U2 q, P/ V
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
$ ?" A% a" H7 I. Cmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused
q. x- o% q$ F, Bto accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
- O. c: u- N! B# [: iDudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he; z0 B5 F, @3 f" H8 M; z+ N6 B
stopped paying tuition.
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“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest
6 M2 U7 ^6 [- H d% kme, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a
1 O1 f& q3 W) ~3 {calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
5 Z% l7 X5 e! Z9 {) J0 V7 ]0 S6 qdrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space( S( L' x; z/ e: r0 A
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
, i8 H. W5 \9 T2 N0 N' xbeautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
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& P) ^3 q4 w" d# A& p8 {) E2 kof the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great1 ]2 n; e0 [6 T
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
1 d% e7 K; Q7 `% e& k; r+ ]friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
$ [* C2 L4 C6 I& @: xregard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have* b4 S; }! e( q$ I' [
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
$ I. H3 c0 R( s$ o Vcopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went
& e* o. O2 o. Y6 O! \( Mbarefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
/ y% h9 v; K5 U0 Hfor him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
) G0 c; @/ {2 }9 R8 W( n$ z- [ fchange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and
0 i. [( h& ^: ?2 r$ m0 Iwore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
" @# S0 H, @0 `: P6 V7 `needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic9 k% i1 l# W3 ~( V$ V* r7 c3 b
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
. s+ h) F; Y7 o& N swould come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to3 a w: W' X: J
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% z( q+ @, U$ w. U' ^+ R1 FZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
& {* N$ e! |' g. \ Z$ Nhim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important, ]" a5 ~, X" R
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
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' E9 w; z$ ~& W6 ]2 K/ \In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move! g) y( H& d3 O
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At! F# |2 {! j" R {7 B+ J. V$ D
peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to' V( z) N8 i6 n) g" Z. Y; E8 b# H2 o
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,# Z e8 Q; R8 v8 ^$ T
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer- y- M7 O# k) C: |1 y1 q% H
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that) y) `/ A f5 f8 Y' V
he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
8 V7 f$ O" B; F$ y( N/ [7 [visionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
# F$ @0 ]) _2 S7 c6 p' R. j+ [4 xwaiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
0 \+ U5 b8 [/ Dsmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs8 J4 I" u; Z" D
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
5 r0 ]) w2 o% g8 M; X# W( ^1 b0 pand distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn," q6 M. Z0 v `# l4 C+ V+ G& `0 o: ~8 w
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
! [) n4 l, g: ~# j4 B5 O1 Gvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called6 N" A# y* x2 U$ |# V
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that4 |4 u. O3 f' t, L+ O1 Y% N! p
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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$ v4 N2 X$ ?6 G7 p1 X: i8 eWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was% v. U- B* ~, d* t1 d: F
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s1 A. b4 d2 |3 K% W3 N" z# V
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
3 e5 T& \( B9 ?; ~6 W6 ahim on in!”: s: k+ |7 p+ |4 b, t2 m0 X9 ?
" L2 x1 W% g: X8 N9 }Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for7 X- y" ?* F5 D, T: D% g2 i1 K
$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But & V3 q2 G. {# ^9 E, d
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) j* D7 x$ f# Z: I8 hI saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn, \ ] w8 [! Y. d. w' U
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang5 \. P) {, t- t# {7 r# Y
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s4 u7 D0 R9 I0 y5 f
impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
0 ?3 q5 c" g, R" t2 q1 u M9 E. eprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
$ v5 e7 h- K% w: a4 J8 K3 Lregularly. It was a flawed theory.
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
- z5 C9 n) B' u' Y1 Aand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.4 Y: y$ w# o% }( h
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
$ k$ P6 X) B- u' n3 O1 I$ NLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
& h8 }% v( p9 G( t) N, N8 G2 nknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he& x9 O. C6 M* }/ t4 S4 W% b
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that2 \9 F5 ^+ u' ?. b) w+ M4 i
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.6 B H( ~" c+ F7 A$ j' j3 n/ F3 H- ~
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Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
8 E' \0 [0 @& w/ F: J4 mwas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used
, N. \, {& ?2 ito discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more* C# r8 R# x- q% k: b# z% |! G" F
determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
( } J+ N% w" A6 `people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power
/ G6 f. F! o; I' l9 t$ z+ S5 `7 yof the will to bend reality.
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. ?* q8 a* s2 E0 J9 @Jobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,4 g1 N' c) B2 k
and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In
% c" Y- s& |8 A% B% C4 Faddition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
4 c7 e5 ?% O q% e5 G! ]7 omanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them2 L2 V, P! U1 {3 U, M; Y0 p
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid H, w2 r0 G5 d& t: W
Klingons.”
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! ~0 X F, G* J% ?. j. K* T pNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
# V9 d& S) [, pdraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
. ~ s/ H! U6 x' g3 B$ ksubsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
: K( Z$ I' _* }8 J/ Zyour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had a( {5 P1 C4 E6 d V
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;4 a0 e6 B# ~, s" x3 H3 N
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But- w. ]0 j3 h7 G
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
% |' }& R' r* r; y D4 `# m+ Eway to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to. T: t" g1 |: D1 E U( b
start his own business.”
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& {% w2 L3 ?% F8 p, {- F8 t" F5 ]One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in
/ U$ Q( i" _5 sphilosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
7 W6 I9 | D6 Jhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said
& c6 ^: V: o5 k- z5 Qyes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He l3 U5 f Z* y
planted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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woman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse.
' n2 u4 S3 ? T5 G6 DYou can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
6 D# \5 ^* v! `0 F nis.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody9 O- V$ H7 G( b% u& o
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my4 d2 b) r. ?2 D2 y& A' N6 P* a
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
+ p' ?6 l8 b* c8 ]$ L: fhave any effect on our relationship.”
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' } d: {, c- v9 U1 N. ZOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
2 I9 {& D- U. o+ d4 c: m' ~# AFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own& G# L: [) s6 E. k8 b
spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),& V! W3 | ?7 L+ D
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do6 v3 j4 ?. v, [) P
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere
# b4 w$ v e- h. H' F+ J: Radventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of8 @: W. u( T) q
enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds; Y6 }! q. [( E
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
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7 M) `1 d, Q6 k4 t; r- y' pWhen Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
8 L9 c; Q9 K4 Z' |" Dthe jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
3 M [; q% d2 L. K# L" m4 Z6 Lfind my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help. r( g- A: ~9 ]) @0 X
pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
, g- e1 n! t! {shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
4 [+ L, T( |5 g/ V& ^wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
A" ^1 ^) i' E8 _" NAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
8 r" r" a. F% b& x6 zEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
# ~/ i' h8 B+ othen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
" V$ ?! _& [1 z7 M6 I/ FIndia from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the
/ }2 R- o( Z/ q7 X' F- O/ Hexhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”) Q4 v5 x8 n& l4 m* ^, X6 e
9 z$ A3 r: W5 oJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the- P2 z) v+ n# d9 R$ u
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
i8 h8 V8 z) she dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’
: o% Z! A1 D* {8 IAnd they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more: ?& m* p/ k& S' [% o
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs! D( T" Q; j3 w5 f
was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
$ x3 s* B9 k/ K A% i$ N* thave a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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He had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the8 s Z, i2 X) H/ M& x% y( b
Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
( b' W5 q3 z7 T( s/ f8 E2 R2 c+ y1 kweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
) [5 N! X' y) u [- r Itook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.( b. H( T& L! E) n2 p
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6 d& y/ U% A$ q% [he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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, s$ D# W" ] R, {; y! r1 ~When he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,) x6 t- O- B* K1 i
even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he
0 b: ?6 ]1 B' i S! h( xwent to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,( Z/ ~3 X4 N3 b* E w* u
because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was" K9 N3 @1 o4 j5 k. S0 f) F% s
filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really7 \5 z/ V ~* `% @3 |$ P
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”& T( ^- o% |, M" Y2 h) `: B
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he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which+ N6 o0 l+ C3 t- o5 o5 u
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into3 m$ U0 y8 V) ^
a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all
$ U2 t r: j/ W5 Faround. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you- d( u: G7 c% e
name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”5 E, D D5 F7 G" e
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
+ Z, J) E: U5 S) ]% ?That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
: ]+ R" O6 ]/ N2 E; P3 ?no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
* y- w. Q9 x/ Y* L2 ^5 I! f$ Lfloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
. O- U8 |& l0 e+ a0 K( `was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
8 {2 ^- J$ Q. J" k- A9 mand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
. K4 n* d+ V7 n9 evillage to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the# @4 F- \: |( l+ Q. d7 e" p5 R
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate0 z5 `4 Y& c. w; z) a
smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He5 r) K+ c* \( R) v
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) S6 `2 D2 b9 O* z/ G$ j% rAt one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
6 |) v" X' R0 r m0 W1 q3 Hhis followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
- b, u5 s1 U2 |2 o. sspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
: _+ O6 |. k- zmeal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,+ V7 a# R( \6 G: W* a# @
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
( w6 m j( h3 M2 S1 T8 Q( eat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
: E8 X9 o0 I/ E9 z) Htooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this
. C7 `2 ^& M, f1 K) sattention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked: Z0 ^- E5 P; L& D
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out/ h* X3 L) R% P/ H/ X3 G
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
# V( D3 {( P% C5 _) lof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He
7 y! u/ s- ^$ U! w. ztold me that he was saving my health.”
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Daniel Kottke arrived in India at the beginning of the summer, and Jobs went back to$ R3 Z9 U! B4 ^! G2 D0 H
New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
7 A9 w: Y7 N( k( w; a' Kwas no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking 1 p, f \# o9 W# r
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! h; s' @! R8 J1 vachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
2 W. y, @, {4 a8 ^Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the4 l+ |( r# C b2 F. l" o3 V
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+ c) D+ x: j4 i# Z2 g9 W1 Asleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
4 E- ^+ }2 B$ D9 i2 k7 f0 Mand bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
/ n0 S6 M; p, S. b4 e3 T4 Vmoney, $100, to tide him over.
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6 }, J! h J2 O( O; e( bDuring his seven months in India, he had written to his parents only sporadically,
! \- J& ~1 F m% N, C4 ~getting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so
5 ~( m! u' \9 Q; G& D3 Sthey were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
7 w- ^8 D( d7 u: ?- R1 ]2 ? H8 n. l4 vto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I4 a2 J9 a) b3 h, i* x" L
was wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
4 q! z# [ D! E& Othe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
7 K# J+ Y0 Z4 F. |and finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”
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with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
, I, @* o5 G& }# e6 Kand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at6 F: e: T8 `+ O3 g; p
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! M) S2 s1 p3 a- q! r3 LJobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for6 i) e, d% H4 F/ @" B& X+ W
enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
* ^3 u7 d- G7 z6 T1 whe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the- V% c E0 m( H. j
emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
% C- h8 `5 r W" j6 f9 ~: `experienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,' Y1 R1 b9 X3 h7 T7 v/ r2 e
he reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:
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- k% A" N& T5 D1 J* p/ JWestern rational thought is not an innate human characteristic; it is learned and is the8 @2 g1 L9 \! P; ]7 V d/ c
great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
) _/ r$ ^* S9 Q& m0 }9 L% [$ LThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is3 w; j* u- c4 Z
not. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom.
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world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see
$ p7 L# \- n1 w) u _ zhow restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does9 u2 \, V+ T$ O7 O: T$ L
calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition& S8 T3 U/ h( I0 s0 h( Z
starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your: a- t7 Y& R% [& o1 M
mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much
K* F9 ^6 z- y$ |" h; jmore than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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Zen has been a deep influence in my life ever since. At one point I was thinking about
+ A5 ~& _. l6 i$ ?% I8 ugoing to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged* [7 W; L2 E5 ], j3 F* a
me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I+ `2 C5 L: k4 Q# f
learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet9 s/ U7 @) r; H/ F- j9 K2 R
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( A: J+ l4 m+ z9 f3 twrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
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followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
4 L- U, |% U) h, Y6 O) rcenter there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann
' }5 ?* Z" `. Z+ J: P5 }Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on" ^! I6 ^9 f9 s/ L5 t
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
8 t; ~( r& K B5 ?& Nspeak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
! y0 v) h2 G; U. w3 kand half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
$ L/ a8 n+ k9 x* H* B! j- n+ _kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s; @( C- f. Y' R7 T; V
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
& D6 T# {- |) y0 [: J9 atune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun# m& g' @4 E9 ~3 U9 c" M
when it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
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8 |- w( ?( T8 d3 D: eAs for Jobs, his devotion was intense. “He became really serious and self-important and
5 s) @" ]0 ]7 }' `) {/ }& rjust generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost8 l4 `2 ]* O! `( Z8 K% q) G' Y
daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up. R" J. X- c4 O9 r
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
. S7 B" z! X( Z! rat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
w( t8 _! C8 r. dhim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
! ~+ j) J3 b% p# t% ~5 Psometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but2 v0 k+ ?# x" a% N, O: `
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
' V+ I- D2 H u# Y1 I* yside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;& U$ }" p h. u; @2 o
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. . K" k. p5 S3 t3 ^ Q
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therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles, d, M: p# y) C2 \9 s5 @
psychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
- `. l7 B) J2 y( Z/ qpsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
" {1 j6 u' n0 U( n, rthey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the1 P3 Q( H. I2 I8 S6 u, h$ L
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
2 z, s; [+ O/ {" V. p' O- einvolved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
. @! D P0 B1 Lwas not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
1 y7 r, b2 {3 e* P, M8 k7 r9 ieyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”/ `- Y5 B4 _) a
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7 c- o& k# f- f- L: r' m! b- [+ Ehotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
/ t' b, p$ f# n+ x: {3 HAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course) a9 R& |7 N% |( Q6 x# e( g
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted; @' Q6 Y4 M2 H, ~
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”6 @2 m1 S2 u. r- V
6 ~3 Z$ G k0 U! x; ?Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being
3 w$ s3 I: D4 t; c+ Rput up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound2 T" \2 F/ M& h; |( S; m0 t
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
& ^5 Q$ }# Y/ ?8 s N) |- KHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
) {5 M( S* J V3 istudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
! g( T& O/ h e: _9 x" }9 `hiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want7 ]$ X: S( p4 z: G
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.- b% e( C$ Z. m! F
0 \0 \" V5 q9 @7 S# _9 T“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth& j. V }; N1 e( q! G% t
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs1 I/ a, t6 q. o+ X3 Y
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”7 Q- @. W( F; c. j. S& P
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
0 d6 s! R j' }1 ^% x3 {$ M) G8 zabout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal
* [3 n- ?" e) ?3 L2 bscream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his# ~8 z8 r/ F4 U, q- Q7 c
frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been7 |( q& f" X! }; R( H+ W5 t) o
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of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with
0 V0 Y0 u9 F% k' |- Q4 e2 n+ u2 oLennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
6 [+ [: Z! c; t& L1 X) L9 ~( @% nkilled when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
* X. D( U- N8 W; P. M3 I0 IDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.9 P1 u" T; E8 Z+ y& `
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made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became( A# f. w' X: Z
obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it
9 j2 c5 I3 J4 \/ Hmade him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very
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and his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus+ B- r: d( B( M: g- W' F
push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke3 [' _8 }0 h, T4 j
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past& Z# k% \2 B0 W5 ~" d8 O
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
& ?, k1 r3 d6 S0 V; H3 ~/ X9 k' Mone day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to; c* n' c) h+ [: X* m2 X
come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though$ u3 [4 v4 K' L O% J) P
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
) d! ] b4 v4 |! u& `% Kbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
; U5 g0 a1 `0 [2 V4 U5 U“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes! {+ Q$ Y5 j0 Z4 Y
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his+ K4 I9 E- Z1 K1 o+ v, j* }
life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”- L0 s) N I3 H4 v1 k& C1 `+ @6 Y" ]
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It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
3 ~3 C1 r4 f; f. ]5 Wyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should* ?& X% k4 O1 a- y3 I% s
happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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! A0 q0 H. q2 l$ ZOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
. r. k! }; I0 r+ B: Wburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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. ?/ G* F1 U' r0 E“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.0 g& _% T% @& S! s1 \9 T: d: b7 Q
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,
8 @5 ~* I; U9 \4 P1 X+ |5 a# ?which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.. p4 U) B6 ]& S, V; ~
; @' d; k4 F) m: z& _1 O- L# b“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I& K+ e5 e, {$ S# ?1 R. y: U
said, sure!”
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/ A2 ]( j8 v$ V3 A# [ `Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was4 `5 y4 h" f) c% t
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out2 [/ c& B0 X. K9 H, t& u
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
+ }1 }% X0 F$ c& d' c3 z- eand he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.' D# F+ u/ D0 A$ @* S2 D: c
H# i2 J, n# z" \5 iOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom( i5 v$ }3 G6 [- ^( q
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
& g g5 O: B- Y2 b" i, U& y3 I* C9 tcompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick7 k. R& Q' G1 E& t
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
1 M: o( M6 f* V0 g/ Zand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip3 [( D+ V. \( A* P' l2 L5 T& v
fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
' g& v/ g: {: h9 i, K5 k7 wassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
- X: p0 h: U9 _2 a2 r$ t% @/ vlooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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) C1 V, {5 n) j& x5 Y" d+ \7 lWozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This. d, E* U& m1 X( ?, q
was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”+ ]+ W5 v. U- S# |$ s0 D. @ K
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What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because4 [1 ?# U- w6 s2 X2 J
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t1 P H7 ]( G/ n2 ]5 A: d
mention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.2 @' K/ }5 N( N9 L5 e! w) @/ _
" [: | ], `! M5 ?& B+ O) `( Q( O“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
. w. |: K! Q d* ]) X1 W! P7 y/ E$ mthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
; f! C9 v D6 y j1 m; _) Wstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
$ L/ [( Y0 G6 E# \his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
k+ x! E9 b9 i" L. d4 lnight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it* R [1 D# T* k) S; a
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent8 s1 m; C& T& p9 B5 o/ X3 ]) V9 w
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”& c% M* @1 P: v4 a
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/ P: _0 }2 f! e2 n5 H; nAstonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only& b+ W+ w; D! D- |* V* T# L
forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
2 K) \: S+ [5 F0 ?/ W6 Qof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another8 k4 X, {6 ~: f) e1 w B- V; f# b
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
- l B: g0 ~6 qAtari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,% @: W" b Y( `/ b3 ^* e7 q
and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there, h9 E9 o1 V% n: b
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If; I& T% Y$ E8 Y, \0 v; |3 Y0 o
he had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to3 F3 x z _, s4 `
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental4 @/ d. i0 G0 |) D- J7 ?3 x
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
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it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
$ b; R3 h) g% Q% i, X) nunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I/ `1 r$ X0 u3 y& w" u* z
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz G8 |2 a! u& _
stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got
$ C- s( R) v qexactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told' m' a6 ]- {' ?; {& E; U7 R, L3 Q$ W
me, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350: n5 P0 C0 O' K. F6 r
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
6 z: }. G" J/ k* p, ?6 D3 Etalking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there 0 M: U0 K: e) U5 m: H; K
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complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that1 S# r- W$ g: x
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
2 C: `% x% W' g4 J Z& b4 j) qalso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
7 X% [/ |: ]1 @3 npoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”$ l P9 }- F4 G7 | G
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. z; Z' ~' [3 l4 k% @appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That+ k0 F+ y, o) b% ], T8 m
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7 x) V" x7 ]$ n" D. I6 q! \- G& vWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t5 ]' x0 F% [; _9 w* O$ p; z
take no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how
; m/ ]3 |: @% Y) K, cthings got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same( [1 Q6 }* Z/ U4 J: n" |4 `
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; z0 d) g, t. V% y6 s4 iSteve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I# ^) t! q& t% T; C5 Z: z
taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
' Z a8 m7 }2 J v3 _/ ~9 vto be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”0 q- L$ G0 {& z9 g3 S6 X: z \
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- O1 e1 m2 w. k F8 x0 ]In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
( R% ]9 `4 P# B& u Y; |flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of3 ]( A. g9 s! K6 E* t V& Q
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game
5 d5 \$ v* v, v3 _) k5 L2 }designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,2 J1 W: E0 v4 j5 @6 s0 P2 B9 p. y
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
7 Y. t( f9 o1 }, zconform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
& U" ?( D6 k J0 S8 Msubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
5 [) o0 { s1 ^& [9 t. }* Mparticipants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,1 W4 P6 V: Z* S. e
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken8 w, c8 A4 l. @3 ]" G$ c* j
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that! o7 X/ h9 S4 u) M/ Z
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
4 P- f9 y$ i2 E- z O. abeat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech* G6 W/ q, H% T( H
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
$ o$ P5 m7 ^7 C5 \' U3 E5 M, `* i) cpaths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream6 r4 ], f, z' m7 e: a3 o
and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
, B" r u9 z2 d+ M& u3 YThis fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
, L8 T# A- [% b7 s5 c1 Rembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
) l2 `8 X4 M7 z& f, iStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
2 e! M8 I' R0 B; Lsomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
4 ^" `; H' ~7 S# C* S6 idid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”/ q Q: |$ H* |9 N
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
/ y9 S! J/ s3 A8 c/ `7 Tcounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and/ Y9 K" n; [2 H
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that+ o4 m: U$ r; ~; ~9 ^- q- d
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An: u+ O! p. P9 g3 t4 I5 n
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an* Q9 Y) V8 N* T2 O% e# u: @
ironic phrase of the antiwar Left.2 A' r2 G! e: }4 `* S
But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
8 W% @0 H9 k) F+ s, oa tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and$ h& U- Q( k1 T6 O/ t) o+ z: G
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
- ]; U5 `# \8 @+ bcomputer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
& M& T5 B6 m0 D; L3 SBrautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the
. D. J) K6 z( V, e7 T; B! mcyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had% v0 K& C% V: \
become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot4 x: x9 p3 p& O6 h. m, M
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with) L+ I( U% Z/ N* S" N ^
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up
% w) x" G8 {' h9 U1 M) V$ chelping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first$ I2 R; B: N9 r: X
century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
1 z2 L& d; O$ ]they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,) c" \5 o, U1 N2 C7 y6 i
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
]/ J5 @0 H& Y) N0 r I3 ^anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”) m. l8 G! ]0 j; O8 F( z, S$ s; q, f
One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
9 C, }. v3 Y5 H8 ~) Q# |with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
O6 x; D1 n5 Q6 kmany decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.& M: e& T# q7 B3 p
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,0 Z; b, z4 w# _$ a$ y1 b
appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked: q+ G/ X* k: r4 L
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies+ K% \+ q! {: r; w4 e
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the" u/ b3 I, V+ X8 c0 t8 \& }
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called
! I/ h: M8 l4 _" X4 O, rhackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
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tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
/ e( e- J: L f6 v" t0 ?7 s- JEarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
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Tools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”* K5 Y4 U/ y `* g6 q! ?
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$ K, p+ s! Z9 f0 `7 N+ \; pJobs became a Whole Earth fan. He was particularly taken by the final issue, which came
! E/ o" b) t, U. ^) M. E" n5 xout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
( m% F1 x) _' s4 Q! m$ G! Dthen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
, c: \' {" _: j* w. f" `: vphotograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking. z0 q# \+ S7 P. R) h
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
" K6 K) P/ w6 ]) f. uBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog7 V) z: r5 I* u
sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he
! w, q" _: _4 X, ~& f8 v# H0 jsaid. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
5 U- R$ i/ B4 a# O6 KBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation8 S! ~$ V1 }! q4 H( P, R- E. b
dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
3 o, Z# w' Q8 vthe People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and6 c* A/ n* T3 g$ s/ Q
organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
4 y7 m* d( G% ^: G1 lWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
- ?5 h: B* G% I: ^3 V( V) ~" o' Odecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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4 @9 N. w+ X; O9 N2 r: K. hThey were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
$ @% I% [; v" m$ Q4 m% I3 swhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
7 V1 H% I/ d1 h# K2 `just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
1 p2 u9 _+ w- U+ Q$ n) z/ G2 ?hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the
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language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
' E9 i6 C5 @. K( MAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
' O' c( q; C$ {meeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.+ L2 m0 u9 I, O4 ]5 |. ^: ^
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The group became known as the Homebrew Computer Club, and it encapsulated the Whole
& C9 K1 ?( u h' A* GEarth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
, V% c/ @" G+ c; h+ x2 A! O2 U. acomputer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
2 {/ |* P$ P* v) F! u5 Y0 J4 BJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for& m! ?7 w/ y- m- G# t
the first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
$ T1 [) D% M5 _9 ^building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to
3 I; \$ P5 d* x' Scome to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
3 U/ s9 p/ m7 W) d, k. M: kAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed# [8 X/ M- _ {( C. J9 j+ w
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”4 O X V' m! D2 j4 R2 |/ m7 p
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to1 j1 u# C# V+ ?# O1 Z F5 v
being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
* ?9 |7 o+ r3 m. ]4 @; |" Kcalculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
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At first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
4 g9 f; o9 E, p, I( N. QBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.! G/ h7 `- M0 O9 V. \: S
He found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
0 {! h9 s i, |- H5 i( y( X; S WThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but, Q* k$ ?: T! l4 {) }* n- I
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! T2 }: @' X \0 w+ ^1 M& IAfter work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to
6 }# Z1 ^* B; D- ~" u" y9 a8 Y hmoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
9 A8 `# e1 J$ O Y% _% \placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
* K7 L( i- M- k- Bthat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
& @7 S1 {) c9 {afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he! V8 c4 g1 J7 m. Z o2 Y& k
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters y0 L: Y5 L- N& n2 Y9 k) `
were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal6 X5 J1 q5 i5 u6 i0 ] e+ D
computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a
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7 \5 h6 C" l3 b* @1 ^% tnetworked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz" H, \$ O; t3 p7 i8 o4 U/ Z4 l5 T
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
( b/ {4 k7 r) h! N! O2 EJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort
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Jobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and) T1 U4 H( p& A2 H3 K" b
helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and' p0 z$ a5 o: E7 H: _. a+ T
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
( K( t. S6 I+ w* N8 d& Jwith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the2 A( c' Y7 U/ H0 q, ?; ]
merger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering
! e* A7 | _8 X: Sschool dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had
9 `8 g2 v5 M' x, _written for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a
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4 ~8 O) G- ?+ }( O2 Q% vWoz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
" ~9 @* y) V$ ]+ A" A4 W* Bmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill T* Y* `4 R' p2 d/ v
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
; D+ w+ {% Z* E; d& A" y( ?the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic) a, ?7 H9 I8 X/ B6 l0 n o t9 d
that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
9 P2 {* C8 g4 e& ^6 r4 @" C; fbecause I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak. 2 w2 M! H* \# T5 F- n$ R, ]
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the* T; ~ w# Z K( W5 a
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
3 g+ m5 F0 C2 W- h1 I) U b6 L U* Jwould become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,
# _0 i) ~* g; p: v0 h8 Hmost of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
$ H( A% g$ ~0 Q3 q. G! M. L. Ufrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would
0 H. V+ e* r5 r% o7 `; r u+ aappreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”( `( J9 k9 q& T$ c
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' m3 N4 l. z8 k0 [5 E! EBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies; q; s1 R8 W; z8 y
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs+ V5 u) e& U' c+ J* Q* f
argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of# t1 Q; S4 o3 D/ \
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- h. u6 }6 |& v, dmoney for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
5 M2 L* O* T3 p# Sthat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s: e2 A* Q0 c5 k1 P9 Q5 a. J, A
hold them in the air and sell a few.’”
+ l+ }8 b! r+ Q `/ y( EJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then4 i" t" Q, i7 n0 i8 c9 V
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
3 @4 r$ f4 R, R0 Fsell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they$ w; Y2 Q5 @6 r) \; _) N1 U
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He
/ z9 ^) D, ^/ i4 {was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each
$ U, m; Z( d& K; A) Pmonth in cash.
% Q( R7 I. R, B$ v7 }9 a, }Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make
3 I7 z9 p& @% u4 Z' a$ _money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
* [9 j0 _# k, g8 N& a c8 L, [we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in* j) `( o' Y; d( {8 A/ _
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
. _0 {( ~. @9 m" n+ eprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two0 K4 I7 q, @0 ]) t2 m! [: y7 z# m
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
4 O+ h- W j( f WIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500," F9 R7 @- W- X Y
though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his/ |' S9 ^; h: G2 J
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later& s `8 r! Y; [% F2 c% c8 I( ?# O
and said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
, V. F! S9 x: F- ?Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about3 Y1 u' k }; h, M7 d; E
$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own) j7 {4 w2 V' B# Y" f% y( J( ]' x
computer company.8 m& o+ a% H# `4 j' f- a7 V
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/ g3 _8 w, ~! y$ X5 pNow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
* F: n p: T) W0 V ]. b" g- Ranother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
. t5 y0 E: `0 P' m9 s2 P4 W5 |% b- wand Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied# {% j' f' v$ C- Q* [/ V4 \) k
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some1 T3 Q2 o2 g/ U1 e; K
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal. Y z! @! U; l4 e$ G j
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start % H3 v$ a9 A5 _' }
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