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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
) x8 D% @$ v4 U$ e9 J+ u+ l: ?4 wclasses that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring5 x8 J& |" a7 c
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused3 t: u2 I" } d
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”3 n0 L) a0 R8 O, X
Dudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he1 h! `$ a) g) S/ Q3 {
stopped paying tuition.
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a
( L% @8 ~# H8 g: Q) Ccalligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
) g, x2 Q& m. R( n/ Idrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space: J' b' Z2 d' \
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was, T- a) F" p( t* k
beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
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of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great( M1 e+ Z3 F% d- R2 }' X( e
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
- Y# f: m" \5 f# y1 M, u0 ?: Afriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
- K5 r. F. D) q, }regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have3 e+ g# J7 F3 t, J
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just4 g; k M1 ^: L$ g
copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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; e X8 v5 O* W* p5 AIn the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went& O/ }1 T& S1 o. n& A
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals+ _) `& b, @; N
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
0 S' ~ \+ E% D v6 schange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and1 |- y$ {( J# }0 E" W. T9 t
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he8 Y( E# ?! N9 z% X( ]+ k
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
( S0 L- y, s, G/ e5 |2 ^equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan" e) x! I/ Z9 ?1 `
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to Z! Q) n$ o( y) X" G; A! G
the stirrings of his own soul and personal quest for enlightenment.
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Zen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
8 `8 S3 A9 _* }him more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important& S0 D/ f; L0 j0 u1 S6 K( X
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t) P/ J, x: w% x
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important—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the9 o( \0 x6 V# m4 l
stream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could.”
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+ s4 M/ w/ F9 f' }6 M/ D, U/ b1 G) eIn February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move
2 t- J9 X! c' t1 |3 k; B, rback to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
' I. L8 O! Q g2 e" p6 E( j3 [peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to
/ q% U; r# P! t/ Jsixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,; l: v/ H, d9 o s, Z
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer& W9 U, P+ h+ m: v/ v; E9 M
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that5 e! C* n# t4 U8 D
he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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# l/ D8 Q" {; i0 M* Y5 tAtari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
9 |. K3 x' a4 rvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model4 P" G# v2 m9 y
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,+ h8 |( C; g) M P( V
smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs5 T% F9 L, [1 b% E
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
! j7 l6 b$ C$ f q, ?and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
' v3 V" P% W) `8 [beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
6 n, {/ w# V" A+ avision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called
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acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)0 D! ^# m% _6 Z2 D- Z; h# ^
; G: H+ T( n* e! I. |; m% x0 i8 ?When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was: P6 ~; ? L: Z3 W6 x$ I
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s- m5 e5 `7 d; ~+ e
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for
/ Z8 {2 N1 ?2 O- L% n0 d( o, j$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn/ `) `6 h1 o2 M
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
! z4 j! |) Z. c8 z3 ?complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
% J2 l! x& y" f4 V) W" w5 qimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would: m4 \1 }! D c/ c+ i
prevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell8 o9 J* E7 d- K* ?0 S# M
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.: Z X9 z- [5 \& [' n W
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
& b1 I" n# y2 Q- {/ jLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
( D; N* T( h) f) e1 f; ]- Tknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he \: G3 E* w! U0 B1 s
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
4 {, H& }6 i, X& Q* s1 i/ L( xjudgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He0 [5 L/ a, M4 f" o
was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used G) h0 r1 ^7 E* ~) x5 ]
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more: z/ N) _* N+ F( O1 K6 f7 K% S0 W+ b3 O! v
determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
8 g. d, Q. ]& T; k3 I( | R- \# Ppeople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power" C/ ~" U d2 ?) U
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Jobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
) u2 M% \6 N2 I M# K$ ~4 {. pand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In+ I. q/ R" Z0 n; h7 Q% a* K
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
/ t5 @$ ] ~% e- w5 X- C, x! dmanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them5 A! v& L/ m; O
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid
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6 U% j4 b5 |4 f. |/ W! f" F1 rNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
5 ~9 Z* a2 h7 {& Qdraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
8 F6 ?2 n6 A0 Z, \0 [, s! Vsubsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start
) Q+ K8 X5 F7 w3 `4 X# Q* d" qyour own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had9 Z( h }& d0 c1 Q
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;
3 H. ^' J: ^1 O- ~5 ~6 J- [9 d" A' \Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But5 ~8 ?$ w% M' S: V
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest$ S: v" D& |) Z) w+ W1 l& J# H
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to/ r& Y4 H8 Z8 q& }2 O: e% s' O$ I
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9 ^# N+ r/ Y( C8 B3 b8 b' h# _One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in' @( Y; J3 Y- }+ c
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
9 Q" b) h5 [! M s; yhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said
j8 B" X0 C! B6 Qyes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He9 r% q+ J3 |; T/ | t) l. C$ `' w
planted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful & |, {& d @0 M
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
$ M' ~" w8 J# L+ u2 Fis.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody- K L- `$ ~0 u) f
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
8 O4 J5 s# c. u8 O d. \, k2 ?$ Vwhole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t$ R/ K7 P9 y- q% B" l
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One reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
& q% I5 s# ?) q7 e9 V/ ZFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
0 [% v- t; L, lspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji), j% n$ p3 t/ f8 i
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do& f% ?$ }, g* y1 i
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere7 _4 s5 ]& r' ^2 f
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
' b& x" z; i- w+ [& n- y) [9 Genlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
! [" ?2 v% [5 h5 b# Mthat Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
" W: B6 ]5 d0 r5 d, P% Pin him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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, X7 y# A) K( P A0 v! q. L7 W' ?When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
( {" ?9 C0 W2 c! a2 M/ kthe jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
, o! m. S! u; G3 Afind my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help! [5 o* K9 C/ z* M
pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and5 I4 V7 i; U. a; W( ~$ |/ v
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a6 c; T: r. y. a/ b% D! B7 U
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
6 s6 P2 b j t# V' WAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in/ q. X) `2 b; D9 X
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and- f: s4 S. t0 k/ R, p
then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to; k, X! f! X) }
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the
% z4 s/ m# B! T. @exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
1 H# I& N6 v! O1 T1 P: a$ Y2 vhe dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’6 u" {( b$ A. y$ w: Q% R- L6 ?
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
' o2 R: f* L9 _1 M$ C' \$ Hguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
& ?5 G% U8 \2 u# Dwas upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even' e) F: w* R1 ^& e( k
have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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, z. A. g. l7 b8 \+ D) k J7 g' K- }Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of0 t/ J. L+ x" y# j% ?
weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
( |( o. l0 G( G: Jtook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.( l& B' b$ V7 u* @4 i" E' N
You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve
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he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.6 G6 y+ n ]% F1 C2 N
1 v3 b+ A( H- `3 t6 b: U% z$ tWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
3 D: O9 o- k7 D; j8 i" aeven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he
. W, B; {" B9 K: Uwent to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
9 [4 e4 h9 V5 ~% I5 e- v' xbecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was( p! }, f8 h9 ~" X8 W
filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really2 J6 R/ r1 _7 B6 w+ e
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”
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/ L, K" F. V$ i# N& hOnce he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
# v6 [: V) [5 T' W2 Z+ ` mhe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which
! D; @0 E8 r1 e7 r) p' m/ Q0 h2 `was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
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around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
) S( d a. T/ d) Z9 T2 hname it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.” A7 W) U7 S6 E% {4 g8 ]
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.* N1 O7 U5 I9 C( a! |
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
& h. j! l/ z2 {# _' P' D) Cno longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
- `, R' U( F i, w3 o+ [& sfloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
3 u& _2 f# o/ Wwas a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,5 E% H6 g0 u6 A# {9 w" W
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from! i6 ~$ k" J: b/ s, x
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the& |$ J; ?4 E7 Q$ Y, h
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
9 |7 J: w8 k) Z/ m# h# m) r# q* Y- Xsmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He1 s+ i( m8 @9 g" ]
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spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
% p, G3 |7 U# Xmeal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
! t/ ~+ O- W3 Q8 ^) Nthe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
% I6 u- N; E; ^; A- i q# |at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
* E. m! m* b3 b1 d, [tooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this
( m T5 ^# n* k8 L+ v) aattention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
/ b% M3 S ~" m& jhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out
- f1 D5 k8 h: s0 l2 s$ X" f4 |this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar) P, U# Z* b: P4 |3 c- J. T
of soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He; S3 s' X$ T' O1 m& F" o& @
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to
8 V/ d" H( G- H; ^0 S7 Y2 Tachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
- c$ e4 a) F8 I( Z& THindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the; \% ]9 t1 r8 |8 P; l
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8 b& h, U5 ^/ R& ~Yet Jobs could also be generous. When they got to the town of Manali, Kottke’s6 W- o6 X( ?& ]- a
sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
* `1 d2 a: @9 _0 S1 T0 A* [8 G/ yand bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
_9 L+ l) D& B, L9 w0 \2 V! Y8 Z" |4 rmoney, $100, to tide him over.
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they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
! t# W5 q/ N% N7 tto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
9 p' O; @+ R: {- M6 M4 L0 bwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
) p- p* C4 m6 Wthe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
' x) }1 n7 e* {0 i: T/ u! B* f7 o' t1 `and finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”6 m8 a* h: P& j7 E' k( w: ^
2 \8 |# t; y) w1 M6 y9 m) mThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit( `$ }) @% F! t+ Q1 E( M" F
with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
" P4 p# ^! _' N: ]+ u, M0 Kand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at) ^- f# Y8 H8 @7 A
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The Search
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Jobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for
: z$ P- u, J( s( D6 denlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
0 }) J1 d3 t. q/ w& ^9 H1 Lhe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the. t! F( w& V6 u4 \/ j, V, e9 D
emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
" m. p A) g- J' iexperienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,$ c% O7 y+ }5 v5 _, A, p
he reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:+ m( O! M; x7 y+ h w
8 N% {# s' H6 p5 \- NComing back to America was, for me, much more of a cultural shock than going to5 k2 [- o- t: W+ p4 ^
India. The people in the Indian countryside don’t use their intellect like we do, they use
: u% n0 m+ P7 U6 H% a& Atheir intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
; e* g# Z5 w) p0 s* R3 oIntuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a: o; ^; }! d5 S/ Z. C/ N3 g0 x
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.3 R t% S9 ~. {) V
They learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
- S8 R- F: L9 ^" G1 Inot. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom.
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calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much4 V) Y/ f3 z* D% M2 z7 v
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going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
. t0 T2 I# v( {: m. @) J; T: }me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
" u% T2 x q8 R! ^: B$ Llearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet" R$ S: `2 p; [, E3 g1 W5 X
a teacher, one will appear next door.
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wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
* y% w3 c( U9 ^Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
6 M* {2 f0 ~, h; M; tfollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
: x$ n: i( U& _' wcenter there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann/ H( ?1 P* d# [/ S( l+ R
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on7 r6 d! A0 M7 K: |# u9 X0 K
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.' ], s$ j* `! j5 i. Z
7 L1 x4 E7 }( X, @Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
7 X- ~& J1 w( i% Z2 D0 pspeak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,0 U* ~/ b9 q3 ]* m" }$ i
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
/ p+ B7 j$ H9 ^: M8 |# a1 kkind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s
9 O) i- A+ D2 a7 E r& U( o" Fmeditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to* s& N( s% a9 k% o. k5 K2 z) M% {
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
( _: W8 [& [: k+ U# H' zwhen it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
' ]1 [( |/ Q% s6 {' u. z1 J1 ]on our meditation.”
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As for Jobs, his devotion was intense. “He became really serious and self-important and
- Y9 k4 g6 F1 F* ]2 f \just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost8 u1 f0 ?( a+ F4 J9 G. u0 ~
daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up) n! B6 P$ W7 r# s) w
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
! Z. c$ \2 {& U, U2 u3 @8 Aat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with Y2 n6 e5 W( N9 O0 r* l) d* k1 d
him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
1 C' ^7 w& K) p4 ^3 ~$ O( gsometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but. E0 @+ M+ F* p( D* ]$ C
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
3 N. G0 x/ Q8 f3 P6 w; d/ aside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;, C" k5 u1 q. }+ p
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles& {8 F! |" j1 \* t+ \
psychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that7 J0 H: N, M: O: q2 c
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that$ q* O4 I1 A' q3 h5 z/ x; G+ t
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pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it* S* h2 o8 U5 E% q
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
5 C Z4 r3 h- m6 v; I: t* hwas not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your# G$ I# ?' \& O: B
eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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8 D( I; u5 _ s% r3 YA group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
2 }$ q) p# a" L% X5 @+ M4 ?hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose6 W# i8 Q1 S W8 U4 H/ z* F
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course. M& `. k( L6 V& ~" n) {5 Z
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted' x' R2 c( E/ V0 ~7 {: P
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”
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Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being8 ]0 |3 B g8 S. Z
put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
) T( \9 A1 z8 hdesire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
* V" u1 U& d' v! x$ kHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
$ @/ J* V2 b4 r* \students at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
% ^6 ?" ^4 @7 _& Z# G Vhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want! {8 W% r5 H4 _* g' b$ N
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.4 u! i7 c. Q5 Z1 i5 L$ [
& z% z6 ?, |- m! y; ?& o“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth
S5 I) U9 \; F2 o% x' Q# W4 GHolmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs( _4 z8 g. C7 `
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”
6 [' i* H' x5 L4 B) |he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
+ K- d. T( \# [2 Z" I" k/ ?8 q* Kabout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal
9 ]- N2 v) \. Uscream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his- I4 L: k, s8 P0 r3 @
frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been" ~" G3 q* @6 R% K
given up.”3 F1 a; v( m9 D- p4 Z6 Q
! o1 \. Q1 _+ }% g1 k3 VJohn Lennon had undergone the same primal scream therapy in 1970, and in December. x2 ^. {' B4 l- B+ e6 i
of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with
, K$ V1 x3 [3 lLennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
2 I4 T3 A2 Z1 ]2 f) G' Q3 ^killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
$ l# ]3 o6 P% `! C# i( RDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.
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made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
& |' m/ t1 U; ]- ]obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it5 H; j% X% E+ I2 i2 g k
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very 1 v X8 k' K: y# L4 x( _
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/ J7 [( H; Q h4 ^2 u( p* E: Q0 gabrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved+ k3 A9 S, ?& Z2 I
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
" m% ?7 F9 d6 k; y4 Gpush them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke
- A1 g7 D9 v! m/ v/ band joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
! E# I0 U# A9 p$ K1 |friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero4 r5 L8 [* w8 q9 E; F3 t
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to% b, b% q8 O2 c3 r; i) E9 W
come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though9 @2 ^, x; ?, s' u
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
! a" Q. N9 b) y- }, o0 fbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
V' J* Z1 o" h4 c% r( Q! t9 J! ^“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
5 V h" w* Y( B' |6 Kto sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
5 L/ A8 P. b7 K% o% Q9 x* o& X2 Z3 Zlife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should9 }8 o, l% r& ^5 m; w" R- U; B
happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”; y" v4 i0 u8 [# H
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2 N# q1 K4 d: G k& b7 GOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne6 Y2 V. G: _, l$ r
burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.
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. O- l7 \+ J' EJobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,5 z) k8 U9 Y4 q/ ~5 F. X, {- Y
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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* Q" ~( p( u& R% u“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I( q1 r" O: h* y, w
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Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was" w7 [4 W9 o0 w* ^
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
1 i6 l( G# T6 ? p6 ~! j4 R; zand play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
8 X: [$ o3 v# d ?; K; Eand he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.9 c3 y1 ~+ [/ y, d/ W
( Q7 {9 m9 |% N1 T- o- [: T% MOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom# Q# E. _) ~ S: C ~! L
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
" k' W0 f( q: @6 @9 `5 b6 ycompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
! e. T5 O. U2 ]2 F- }- r8 R. pwhenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,1 S7 g0 Z e2 b8 O+ ~
and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip; Y) G( U8 F1 _2 y) H. B: X
fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he4 E6 l3 i' ?& R( {2 l. _! Q+ c
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
! C( N& U5 q Llooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”3 Q! i2 n( a# ]" y' ~. U& j
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.8 J! r& l& n c2 z# x D$ z
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
+ x8 O- @) D0 o* o" S' o/ a8 Ghe needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
4 J7 b) i1 [+ Pmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.! G& C# D! _* X. E& f
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& U( |8 K" q) z$ z5 [2 sthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he) m. Y9 M" Z4 U* g) L$ o( [
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
& Y; A1 y# P) A$ @$ `3 This design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all+ ?: L" w& G% z l- m4 P) D
night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it
3 {6 ]3 N `$ ~+ }; b+ \by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent: b4 Y$ v. |/ _7 c
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”8 E1 Z' m6 s) F/ I8 v
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forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half5 O! _; A0 Y- C7 v( ~# k! @
of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another# f* ^% {( v M1 r
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of: o9 e) {* D6 b9 s7 \& g
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
9 p6 b1 K& f; ~and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there: |% G0 z/ J& h
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
* N+ S* G+ U6 i6 g& l ahe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to! p- [% ^2 c8 Y: X, n& U2 q S$ V( F: f. M
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
0 U, D2 d3 k5 k/ {2 U4 Sdifference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand& n6 ~: \6 x6 o4 l0 c H/ k' o
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
v8 q" w. Q- c8 _( e, y“But, you know, people are different.”
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When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
' l# I3 C% S5 s" q3 M0 n9 b0 Pthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember& S1 a# R0 |# K
it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
# F) P8 ^0 g2 z Eunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
' ^. [* h* [5 ~, J8 o6 z O) d' vgave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
5 m5 A" U ~ O. V2 \5 |stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got2 P) B _( N5 X/ o
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”! s1 o7 P6 _- a0 [0 r
* R/ h. a! L9 U+ D5 DIs it possible that memories are muddled and that Jobs did not, in fact, shortchange2 k' p+ \* c) e1 e# t: R4 S
Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told" U$ e9 L, S- F
me, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350
, [; T4 T r- ] ^& O, qcheck.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
; X# _/ A6 C: @: P+ C: g8 {- t, dtalking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there
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Whatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a, {4 y0 {3 r0 @! u3 ^* `$ ^) j1 d
complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that( X" G6 E; X$ o& E T _/ ^
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
l: ~: s4 v, j+ `also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the; B0 n6 [7 _9 ~* u# I& ^
point. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
; ]* ]( @* d- I8 M5 m; Ysimplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron
E" u3 t8 ]1 mWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
+ S8 [3 Q7 O7 g! [# W& U+ Itake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how' W0 U) a6 F% s% e3 t& }4 A" N2 m
things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
( Z8 k# x0 w! s( d' @% z; K- }driven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a
6 K, K5 J& [3 K# ^mentor for Jobs.”
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2 E0 y* U4 G+ WSteve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I2 @ e' _' `2 ?( X6 o ], i$ x9 \
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' W n5 a$ T1 z; ]In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
7 F0 X# \. x( N4 g2 g D0 B- r$ {flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of- l/ H* z# ?3 \5 p3 f0 r* g
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game
; b; \. G7 `; L" T/ Gdesigners, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,: @% Y# z9 s( }2 }$ y
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t5 D6 W3 W* k! [: ^3 X/ W9 l
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
% q( L! v; l9 A; b/ Csubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
4 F& ], I! a( ^3 xparticipants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,7 _9 x5 U5 f5 c( `
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken
1 Y0 R1 v- G8 H+ u$ N: xKesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that$ @6 }- Q; ^) q4 D) T" \) W
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
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and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.; ?, A! `$ L. {* e
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
' Y7 X* d. i; @6 rembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
+ ]+ s2 F2 N; F( b6 [7 U: U) O9 [: vStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
$ Q! e' l7 Q2 R, A! Hsomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music ( G/ S" e/ U$ p/ D% S, V0 d
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did the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”
, P! z# l- W7 K* ~! yInitially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
6 h6 d( K$ m; ~4 Bcounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and+ c2 B0 x- V2 I2 h! N
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that1 c; J1 J) T" ]+ ^1 Z
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An' Z' I) q2 N% m+ @: B
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But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as: a* x" j9 e: ~( ^7 j6 F
a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and2 Y5 h0 \9 M0 R' B6 ?& Y
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the# D4 w# E% c" C: H& l
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
6 ]1 @! v# g' `& V( N1 b1 j8 u6 \Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the+ i) D/ Q2 L- a# E9 R: \) K
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
* @0 R% q. H) A8 o5 n4 {7 ^become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot0 ^8 W" p7 i/ h) c+ c! n* _2 V; m
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with1 c* {+ q2 A \* {6 v {5 `# M
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up7 o: b5 v Q; U9 i" b3 ]) u
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
/ }$ g- ^, k8 n- a% kcentury were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
% P8 K5 S; f8 L& `$ G, C' u1 pthey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,9 \( T$ G! A4 \+ @. `+ W
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
* m& [$ Y* m* M' i6 I+ \anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”' a, ]2 I4 |! g
One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
% K9 g% I6 N& m) I9 i, [2 Twith the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over; N, d; q+ z- P* d7 {# y
many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.
0 U3 z7 g4 ^3 c+ Z: X7 O1 S* MHe joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
/ R, J, p7 x% [" K9 Qappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked% U N7 H8 u2 n8 ? }; Y7 u
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
6 T1 }! W* d5 }9 ycalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the9 E$ v' V0 |# s. Q& N
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called
* s! Q$ M" G* T2 u# l* A! I: Phackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
6 @! n: Z) j& _" F$ P$ ]6 ?2 TThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”
q- t0 M% f' O. K/ M$ EBrand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful. J6 K1 C8 v+ S, c! b" ]
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our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
; |, |6 S4 r8 b. I: V# `( Rpower is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own; @, G# b [" S0 v0 n
inspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested.
! }5 j) ^9 i! o* s3 x9 QTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”
/ w4 a7 {% l4 jBuckminster Fuller followed with a poem that began: “I see God in the instruments and
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then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a2 P* k0 h% k6 ^+ ~/ d& q; M
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on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”6 y, w( T. x5 K2 C- s' e1 A
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sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he, j# Z+ i( F; N1 k1 f2 F/ ~/ w5 H
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Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
5 M0 u) ?8 h' c( `& r" ~# Cdedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch% _4 `5 b* ]3 F9 N8 O
the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and, X- t* `* A2 `& q
organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
- t2 q) \) {. t( B4 l6 V7 zWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
& ~; R4 P( U& W3 T! W# kdecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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2 V9 W P9 I: _, JThey were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,+ _- X P: ?$ o& |0 x
which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
. P1 d5 ?, e6 r3 n* M: O$ Kjust a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
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+ G+ {9 e1 J9 f/ K' G2 N- Smagazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming) w. y# F9 x+ s' H+ z$ X/ _
language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an# a3 R, W3 V; k) L5 }* I! v
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6 W7 ?; ]$ h* C2 Lmeeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.0 c/ d5 L" P) u$ l8 F
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Earth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
1 r3 x& W! b4 g9 b6 wcomputer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
( F0 L [( K8 J, i/ M, G: qJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for. S) i- t; w: W; n; p$ e
the first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you, z/ x4 D- Q: X2 ~. I
building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to
& E6 G( B) j0 z' z, F( z, ecome to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
/ g. p q8 e1 S8 A# g& kAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed" n) Y& e& l* h6 \+ u7 B+ k" P
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”' ]( v" Z3 i5 T# t; F% i
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
+ x6 S9 H4 Y3 {/ Y* f3 T8 G- [0 U# Jbeing extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
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unit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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4 j1 M* S. l9 N/ ^' U" @: Ycomputer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer, T/ o1 `7 ~8 F0 o* D3 w# J8 t
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At first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
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8 Z: y# V7 n8 f8 w/ EThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
9 f9 O) I" ]6 p/ ^3 E6 J( kcost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
0 J7 A- o9 p( S: m% \' NIntel’s chips ended up becoming the industry standard, which would haunt Apple when its
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2 f1 y( T6 N$ R. gAfter work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to
! v/ I4 w2 p7 a# S4 Jmoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their, ^; P- N1 R9 ?) r- g( S1 N
placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software2 r/ |) T; J" s* A
that would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not7 ?9 y: t6 a+ b) c* v$ j$ l u9 W; U; t
afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he
9 P6 C" ?6 Q3 j. }7 {was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters) v0 k5 r8 w4 t5 i% r% f! Y- ~
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computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a
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networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz
& d: R0 t2 a) X) R& Nget components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
' z4 j/ H" a3 P% O, \Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort& N0 w5 y8 c3 Z
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never have done that. I’m too shy.”
3 h1 D. ^8 y1 n& u7 b2 UJobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and
+ G/ s+ {6 L8 {, Lhelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
# s# `9 w# u0 Q5 |0 t- d; a6 Rhad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding) Q0 u o3 ^& G7 h+ t" Q
with a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the# N. A, v) \- Y# v$ m& E! P2 T
merger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering& ?; F. t) l* a% q5 O; ?
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3 M6 u2 V! A+ [7 z) S MWoz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his7 M; [8 J& q; V
machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
* M2 I" C8 @) L8 }; V6 X W. I8 ein the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of2 s( |; j5 e% l5 }9 v& x
the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
, [' ^, J% q1 g2 _/ Tthat information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I+ e% O4 f* P+ x5 Q4 b
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the. T- ?% w1 F b: n8 N3 i( o) s
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
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most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
- v1 [. Y% N& F) q# U1 Yfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would: U, N7 y, d# R6 r% l8 p8 u
appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
' s; M) I* [6 h# RSteve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue
3 q% K- ]9 f; s! Y$ R/ zBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies
6 X7 ]0 K( e |3 Tof his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
; X1 {* Y( W4 ]# [% r! {* uargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of
2 i# Q; [3 `! @) B ?their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make
( \4 Z1 M% A+ |2 g3 t; F3 g" J; i9 v' m9 Jmoney for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing9 y) |6 d- l3 B, }% A
that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s. R( i; H" T! u h% F
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- Z6 S7 V+ V4 E4 s. J, VJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then
2 l/ ^. _- D; p5 c' _print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
/ w! w# w1 P! v2 `( M) J- Ysell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
9 |1 s% {2 S# r+ L+ V) mcould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He: n/ I7 `. ~8 t
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Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make
+ H% {+ U/ v! \' a# x$ r. R# Pmoney, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
/ s4 S2 x+ g# d$ ^/ }# iwe’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
: M2 L5 z6 _; `0 u, W! Dour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any$ w! T. n' }( Y7 }
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two
5 r( x' l# Q# V) ^+ d8 n& ?best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
, v$ Z; g2 A, u5 t2 N5 m8 T' CIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
* S$ L; m/ Y3 |! K Othough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his0 n; O; Z( L: [7 {
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
! }( ^8 o2 H8 ^1 l2 P# y6 D+ Cand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
$ P( B' h4 \- h3 z w$ iDespite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
) T/ H" a8 x0 T$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own
% G" T" o1 n$ M+ Z$ ]computer company.
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# ?( a* t* B9 [) X: q4 W- eNow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
# l% {& Y& n% ^* Y' oanother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
& ^! G7 ]# ^' a9 [* J0 \and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied
# g5 i6 l1 J; {% J3 Y: Q. faround options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
5 q0 W# P* k2 W9 N- R1 o4 @; X pneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
% p" `7 c3 V' PComputers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start * g0 M3 u2 X: S7 f8 X$ c
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