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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
1 C3 N. ?) p( uparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work2 @ G0 ]. B7 D
out okay.”
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking3 H+ |. k7 p! t) k: Q
classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
# y0 u8 h9 ?+ n+ S$ `4 Vmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused( Z1 t2 ?+ g6 i1 ?! \. z
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calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully1 Q0 U$ {0 t" e: M5 W! F3 A* z
drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
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fascinating.”
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of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great
+ ~( X/ V9 x Bdesign, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
+ i9 y. v: c& _ \# e- }friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
# n+ j: P( _$ Y! t, [6 cregard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have! S8 N+ l, {* ]( ~! J1 Y
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
9 H/ [+ S# f0 Lcopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”/ E8 z3 ^- d: _' o+ t
; J; T* R6 Z% p" x' Y- N! |' KIn the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went
) V, [1 a5 X- T! Pbarefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
+ v0 Y7 T1 [- \( T4 x5 Q' Ofor him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
% d8 q) ~: Z1 Y0 v3 W3 ochange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and
. I' W/ U) P: d# z% Owore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
9 F J2 Y! p& I8 b/ Yneeded money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic, L* b. f" ]& j7 S
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan7 h7 E% m, _# |: m" V
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to
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1 h! z, g' J/ O4 p8 ~: H0 {/ jZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
3 Q5 }* l2 M- [2 lhim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important( \# d7 }6 c s: K5 ^1 s; b; p
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t# T0 a) l0 v5 {) B
remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was
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# w' A; T) c3 _' z' gIn February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move7 W @+ `3 L9 }$ C* X( _- e' s
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
9 g9 x$ q' Y" ^! ]6 ]# A0 E* |peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to, _0 g' F" K. a/ {% K
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,1 N$ J+ @1 K) g# w6 q6 E$ g8 ]
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer
' n! z* ]2 ~7 b! N/ E' u" y+ gAtari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that" T) T% x. e& D G- C
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7 g' l/ e; {, L; T# BAtari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic" {6 U/ {" ]3 a
visionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
1 @8 I; q$ _7 k9 pwaiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,& d: N; P& j: Q! F5 M
smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs) G* P7 ]1 d9 S% ]; u. X$ R( G" Y
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate8 C" j* i- |" A: o
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
; l$ W" P* G) b& T3 E, m$ [beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
6 K: r8 \5 j/ k0 D& k) ^5 Yvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called
+ R$ ^* I! g+ c" c( ]Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that9 `' k' r, [: \3 K- ?0 o
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was
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not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn+ B. ?" m4 p# J; {- |" K
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang4 G5 y! e a. R+ k G& G7 P% q
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
0 D$ v+ V* m3 r( V9 [) Qimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
5 M2 r" l) |6 C' n7 [4 i- R/ a6 {prevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
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$ q4 V. @. J- W2 o& p6 f1 ULang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell5 `5 _$ x$ c$ f, Y8 c
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
$ @ G! ]) R6 o, lSo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
% a$ I( o- m+ r! e5 c% JLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
& E r7 z3 [, ~( \+ p# pknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he
; r8 P3 U! B1 u* {$ S9 uwas prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that$ |5 l0 M- U" ~+ M* x3 c$ b" `) y- X
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.; |4 }7 F% x, a2 M! _( Q
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Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
- F+ T$ P4 Y2 q5 W6 twas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used7 _0 ]6 K) t5 f* q
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
% a( E2 t+ ^6 |) S) j8 W. Kdetermined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict1 M! a" f" G2 O& y& v
people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power7 n# R0 r6 N! [# c% F
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/ {1 f6 }$ E, [: T0 i) dJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
0 w \, ~ h; q" z" ]# H0 Oand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In
' u! P- M9 r& Kaddition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
; S4 p8 N- n' a @8 O6 qmanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them( ?% k7 ^% J% d/ ]
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid
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Not all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a( J! d8 l9 z- [! W; }* W! Z
draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It5 p( T4 y9 K& t4 F$ L. P
subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start( }1 U4 p7 M5 Z: o
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had
, t6 C* ?3 E c3 Qnever met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;+ J6 Y4 o3 v/ T# c' g$ q
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But
% Z" Q% u5 N& C( m% S6 YWayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest" G6 y) ~# E3 ~
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to E. ]! y& p' k0 h3 j
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philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell5 N, P& M6 W0 {. X, D/ \
him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said
6 t0 k& L/ F; g/ n, q( S3 p( b, cyes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
1 y# l! }: Y S. @3 Tplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it, b, {& ]8 a/ W# Y# z% n
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody; S& P. o" d* ]7 y/ ]1 W& A' l
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
o$ d( ^- E& a7 a2 kwhole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t6 |/ a+ C/ S d6 f+ A5 s
have any effect on our relationship.”
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One reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert4 A/ i( W# x2 _) Q5 A* n
Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own! E! m% j) V& Z0 u$ v9 f
spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
+ N, \% M% V: K; K+ w) Kwho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do3 F4 c3 g/ B/ r
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere _$ Z, R) y8 n8 f. H$ W* t
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
9 |: ^* n" `; m. V8 p9 o6 lenlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
: B7 b2 P" @' g$ _% Q. Jthat Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
, w' Q) I" B8 D) P. | ~the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to3 R# r4 }- q% M# D. }# W! ?
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
$ U% S. a% P( ?3 T; C! m; H& Qpay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and, T4 ^) g/ @: P
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a* Q8 K0 w7 M1 V+ Q! B& S) h& i$ d
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
t, r2 w# v- ]4 t2 RAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
! Z T# x( `! f- c9 i9 b) EEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
/ V9 u K/ C5 athen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to7 m% z( d" p, r' Z& C1 g. W5 [
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the
p& y% i/ C$ z! F+ j iexhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”# z7 H2 x8 Z I
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process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
- ?; M& A3 B$ ]+ She dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’8 @# k0 q* c: S0 n2 l1 ~
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
1 x( ^1 \2 _; oguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
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Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
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took me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
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for the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where
6 _7 B# {5 F, a4 N4 x) B6 L1 r* Zhe stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.2 E. K0 }# f9 v& ]0 G+ O: x6 ]
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When he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
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went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
8 _- ^$ j9 d5 O, [3 ^because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
& u/ n3 f# k$ I. Tfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really1 x& Z, ?. R2 U/ O( J0 i1 z
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”5 k J# x) ^" M) T9 T* l/ ~
% A' m* A* a' ?! S" R5 |3 cOnce he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
, R; s* Z5 f! U3 Hhe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which
* J3 z- n8 K3 C; M) Swas having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into/ D6 X* k/ X! `4 Z
a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all
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9 _8 U, p9 Y3 J4 C/ T. M v) lname it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”2 W3 Q. s# U" R
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no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
: f8 V. ?: k, w+ }3 w5 `7 sfloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There8 ^+ b6 [4 s1 P# \: a# B6 L7 _
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,- s% h0 O) A+ N1 E. Z5 s+ B
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
& }. Y3 g6 t# b; m. @9 x2 M$ u6 zvillage to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the5 S0 p* Q6 a5 y" h E% j' \" {
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate. D+ a0 \7 x7 R# v
smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He* T. s) ?, W9 j8 k% ~
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his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a& ^9 W/ p4 y3 l; v
spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
2 c8 M+ ~# R0 {# a* t9 [; a6 Rmeal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,6 N1 R! { z7 {* z" O9 C' K& \: F
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
% b$ s. A: S) j" G9 uat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
" U( A% w( B7 x8 z7 g; r, Ntooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this9 y2 R* P9 I5 ^1 ^
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked( f/ b) N: O" ~% J! J4 K
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out; Y! r# D! k" l& e; _" d8 _$ F0 u0 ~
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar. P* Y: L; u7 c9 }8 [7 M( b4 k1 X0 I
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5 T+ u+ o! n" u* [% Ltold me that he was saving my health.”, d# o( a9 {9 e1 c7 N8 r, Z( O
( g7 A% q1 @5 _8 [6 pDaniel Kottke arrived in India at the beginning of the summer, and Jobs went back to
1 A% k% l3 V- ?6 R6 I3 F# K) ~New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs# o( ]" e) E1 y0 L
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to
1 l; G2 W; v5 c, Y4 Pachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
( w0 |5 A' j# ^Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the, z) C" k7 T$ ]6 K& E! x' T' I7 m
milk she was selling them.
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sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
6 y' M! l& Q: _and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own
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1 N9 m; F% D* |3 M0 O. Q5 s# u6 T( |8 Q5 Agetting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so1 w7 ~$ [0 l# q" r
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
/ M2 {+ c* V1 uto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
1 r n# K: Z0 l4 Swas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from) {4 _$ q; ]8 d) V1 c3 p7 p: @
the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
5 _* L; g/ m1 D3 T4 J* }4 oand finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”' w: V1 R- z, D$ ~( [" z
; k$ d; \# Z; Z3 X8 c0 uThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
% p& J+ ~; x# k5 y' Mwith many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate2 L& E7 V& g% C: k8 L
and study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life! M: f% F6 h7 C2 b- s& O3 }
he would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
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experienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,/ F8 D8 W& j: F- Y, l
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India. The people in the Indian countryside don’t use their intellect like we do, they use9 Y1 T d/ S6 ?0 Q% q& x5 x- H
their intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
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9 n, V) G+ H2 g3 pWestern rational thought is not an innate human characteristic; it is learned and is the
7 ~3 B, [2 s+ h" Lgreat achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.! C' f5 Y* `8 l2 Y! z2 ~4 s
They learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
! c; f/ S/ f% Y9 P4 Knot. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom.
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how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does4 x7 J- q/ p' b4 p
calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition2 N3 i5 \0 l3 I* L5 g
starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your; F" m" c. M9 O! s
mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much
8 U, k' C! A6 X3 Z7 H6 ^# Bmore than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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7 j8 a4 L( o3 _ kgoing to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
$ f! }+ N0 u( f! O1 D p; f+ ome to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
+ f; h7 V0 P1 H5 n! L- y E4 h$ llearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
8 ?% H( o) B$ h( Ea teacher, one will appear next door.
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8 F5 d8 u+ J5 }4 p& y. l/ B! vwrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to: _. ]7 j# l7 d' Q
Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
% L4 t& h7 h# X3 m" s, [+ k; Z4 Dfollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time4 o3 O% H5 d# K0 d& O
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann' M7 {% r$ }% Z9 R
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on
9 a/ w& S3 l- w5 O; cretreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.' j+ K9 O+ g2 p
1 D7 u, z9 J8 I _% r9 W# T- IKottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would" {( ^8 ~" q3 F! w: C
speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,, e+ I& _" f( f9 D
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
& L2 o7 t1 D& c- w9 W4 y/ F$ ~kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s U( D# l7 M+ l
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to5 d% @6 @9 o: R
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun& E6 V. @4 }8 f# h
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daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
' ?- O) [, g1 Q4 k& a) Pspending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
! V7 U7 J& u1 Jat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
- L/ B: g" y) q) _% ]! Y) phim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
- r1 k9 w4 h( Fsometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
" q7 L3 o1 i+ g0 c$ t/ f4 E! B# PKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual4 p. a2 \' u$ s( a2 X
side while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;
8 V- y6 y6 e: ]# b, \; @/ k1 yseventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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Jobs’s compulsive search for self-awareness also led him to undergo primal scream( d8 U6 y5 W3 i# r3 x
therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles8 N) U) e o8 H3 }: d0 v
psychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that0 @) @. w2 y1 R
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that7 [! V& Y: }& S; {- r: p
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the8 V0 E: T$ l+ T0 Q
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it: s" ^: {! N* I1 @# ?
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This/ i7 }- K2 Q9 }+ J
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hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
& r5 m* {- g0 [5 \# Z4 ~! ]5 DAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course
+ {# h9 e/ j0 W( tof therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted1 Y! q: F2 b q$ r8 u2 q8 l( ?
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”1 E& V( i6 E( a, Q& x) z
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) f) \# U1 W4 M: {" C" t& L+ x: Zput up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
: ?+ _7 O! N0 F: @) X2 N/ T% I: \desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.3 J. I8 J. Q) d% P9 s5 r; z) \
He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
( b0 C Q9 \' w0 o+ ^students at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
2 I- h+ b1 h* F' U4 xhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want/ N; f3 ?! `/ O5 n- C
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Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
5 v5 a5 |* x" Y( A. oadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”6 W- i* H ?/ Z3 x W7 c1 H
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
. ?8 t( O9 d2 R/ d; Kabout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal
* z3 O: n b" H3 M8 }scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his
; L, p) f% a6 Z) hfrustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been" Y; g2 K* u( E0 d3 ^8 F/ R
given up.”
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! R% V: ^% Y2 E% Q8 _3 Q1 rof that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with! X! O8 A9 |# O6 |
Lennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
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Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.7 G+ O# H& n4 A4 P. x
! ?, G* j$ ]7 |7 wJobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-0 u/ O; c/ j# e# V
made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
% x7 P) j2 w F3 X5 x! U8 nobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it! u8 i: Z6 N# @, d4 j
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus
! E( A" E8 x& E2 Hpush them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke
) ^2 ?5 e2 v7 \3 ^6 oand joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
3 g4 Z( y* b( N0 z1 X; L7 gfriends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
% \5 [ v1 L1 U, u0 `one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
) Q, J6 r( N' q/ ^come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though! y% a4 N* Q) u* y3 O V p
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get- K7 M8 O4 A ^4 i! f) X- o
behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
6 \, F: }5 H1 G0 `' ]( \( w“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
7 Y D% \' b& D! `to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
+ ~; F5 o' |2 p0 c7 ]life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”& c* ]; W$ _& D5 _( J
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you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should- n2 V" Q9 x4 J" }0 I% X
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,/ J1 ^" v& B2 [* ^1 a0 F4 y0 w
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.! E j7 \' g0 P& z5 e6 x$ ?$ l
4 S' M- n5 X- N7 Q- t' H( {) T“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I/ p" O6 L. Z. v+ p8 a
said, sure!”) g6 X$ U& ~9 Q5 y" E& l! F
# u' u! L4 k: O. \Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was Y$ w# e2 j, Y; x8 F9 _ Y
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out1 a# E+ F3 o( G1 l7 x
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and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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+ Z9 F6 `$ b- S- c" d. D0 Z! Cthat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
4 g7 x4 G' R/ ^1 q$ i: h0 dcompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
" u; j& f" w: Y% |whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,* F/ N2 {6 r* Y! M! B' I; ]9 P8 y
and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
( i$ m5 u$ O, I# `1 ^* m3 Kfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he) N) v: i: r7 `
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
7 c7 ^7 L8 {- `& P" n7 I k4 M% Jlooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.” ) S% \% s1 g8 Y& T$ u
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" f% }2 y% _* v3 Twas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”- F {# O% k$ v y8 H$ ]( W
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
2 ?" c0 V- o2 v6 d( ?: U# O- qWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because' ~- o* z; d9 Z" C6 P
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
2 U1 ~* K& \ N0 |9 I! `+ n; {mention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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$ v2 j+ w% l( Mthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he" z; B! j0 f) y8 c6 d
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out- I6 x9 r# u* s1 i& f
his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
0 I" K3 w' v) q) h% @night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it+ I/ `7 k2 w. F
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent+ m$ M) d4 C3 s+ P
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forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half/ z( r, k, s& a6 E. E0 @
of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another' \8 J- L! \6 t* U/ [ t- X
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
8 G. x: O' c& yAtari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,$ h, E* P9 \1 {* F; ~) l
and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
# h9 P/ ?& u% p* } w- D5 @are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
2 q& [8 s, p5 [3 b5 N: t" jhe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to7 _( d# a2 ]8 G! A- c
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental7 L! C4 X5 P* d9 ~
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
+ |9 E! _4 F' |3 R, iwhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.2 |* ~) s8 z8 v" l
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that he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
; g7 I2 X& d) f, P1 F7 Y4 c5 |it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became4 C) e+ H, K+ f' F! ]. g
unusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
8 ~" f4 r5 u' fgave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
) b3 i1 r) @' Nstopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got) R! R a8 v) ^ o" T7 z1 i
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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4 s0 B* p. b9 EWozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
$ ^, e7 T. P4 Jme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350& Z3 f K' ]; M6 g4 ^$ b( z# D
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
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; a+ b8 C# S6 M. K- w6 _Whatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
5 ~2 k( I. _ ^2 x) Qcomplex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that+ N# e7 z4 O3 F
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he1 ~* T. i7 a; q7 }
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
8 Y6 r' c+ g Z* m: I0 O8 u# ~point. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”- g* I4 B6 [- Q6 X" R
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appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
* _" @/ ~! z2 e: O, nsimplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron
9 ?; k2 l7 o% L2 d# Z' V* IWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
4 x* J9 X$ n6 H1 ], ~; g' w4 A$ u' gtake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how# n% n9 \+ d4 Y- m$ T
things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
# o# y* _( {, j: g! Rdriven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a2 t4 K0 u8 b1 M. c( u/ C+ S
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Steve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I
. I( S0 r' x' k% s; p" d2 e& Itaught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend/ `1 v0 p7 R5 u2 s* d4 W
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
$ `* D3 a( \0 ], ~flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of
3 Q. y8 }" v7 d, vmilitary contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game* w7 b' p$ \1 a+ |7 H- T
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,) ?/ E; E" N6 `7 R" ]
phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
/ i9 D2 m! x8 y3 C# \5 Kconform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
- h9 z: E& ?& j( Dsubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;- r8 ~1 s, P; Y3 m$ s$ w
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,; j2 i! F$ z; Q# V
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken/ m+ }* n# i% c0 ^- B/ d5 x
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that& @2 U, \9 d( ]* I' U
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s- |; V/ F, j% Z1 Z* g' X1 U
beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech
9 I# M5 ` C& bMovement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
1 x u7 p* M# I6 c) ]$ Z4 Ypaths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
& s9 d* ~+ s7 ^& y9 Oand sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
2 K1 V7 B3 G* |, [+ jThis fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
; r9 A& T' E) P0 H' {embodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
/ b0 d, w! E g2 G, GStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just" W# T5 s4 l7 |' n7 ?8 T+ v( R! E" T
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
) {3 \ J- z- c$ n3 adid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”
+ K6 A& c5 T+ Q, wInitially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the, Q0 d" J2 m5 `/ f
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and
1 Y' Q1 n1 K" ^0 r8 qthe power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
- Z! ]! o2 _1 b. Kcomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
" y+ t* v+ J: p( h7 Y5 j7 Oinjunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
. Z6 T9 G1 ^ |+ U1 ?$ Vironic phrase of the antiwar Left.
1 {& F) _/ O# G# n( gBut by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
+ ]& o& _: L ~$ z6 _a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and. W6 ?; b% b8 |) ~
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
( E5 V0 M* a& ]7 v' c B5 ycomputer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
: S/ F( F. `7 e: W8 ABrautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the4 y& F# k( C* u/ }; Q4 p
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
' p& k4 P' d H Pbecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot2 w$ p c" W8 E7 [6 L/ v9 z, ?- P" X9 F! A
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with5 U3 l; x* E2 Z% l0 q
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up, g4 E2 \' T! i6 b ]3 M2 x
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
8 @1 {. ]/ O* G0 O& J4 G, y8 Q9 ~3 Acentury were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
) V; _' D4 w5 V' j- y& y* N) Kthey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England, P/ k8 V3 b( G/ @1 p
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
7 \8 ]7 U! O1 B% `" ^8 E$ Ianarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
# X, W2 n1 s) \: KOne person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
. X* e" b1 N2 ^( v' y# H* I+ w# [with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
3 v1 T% X" {0 k1 |many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.: N9 x( S- u, b4 A% e/ g
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
6 @. d+ A7 z0 E- Z5 Q* ~5 Jappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked# A8 {# E7 X, w( [5 @8 d
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called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the$ |/ ]8 ]6 _& v" B
embodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called* s( P& i1 q1 [- {8 I- L' m9 c" I( D
hackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
2 l6 v& x x- O$ o* OThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”
! S" S. I' z* fBrand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful
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subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be9 v4 S7 f+ D6 q, {) k5 K' B
our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
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inspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested.
. H5 P- v% o+ e' m# wTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”: I- r4 c' L5 G7 `5 J
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2 D7 m6 m: C4 R" V9 Q- G0 omechanisms that work reliably.”
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6 v3 P& x( }4 i# b1 u/ E. fout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
, x' O7 e9 @! D$ S& m6 {0 _then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a4 L' f! x g8 c. L1 c
photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
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sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he
8 n+ |9 L! q2 t: @8 L) j+ a. K- d1 Bsaid. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
4 [6 z. A; s8 rBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
# t- K# L9 d4 G% Z6 Z+ jdedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
" g9 V) \+ D5 s. q# G6 d1 {the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
* ~! o8 @4 X& G/ j8 torganization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional3 v* n3 z" d/ u R7 E0 \# @
Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,, \7 U6 H, c$ B1 ?$ |) f+ d
decided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
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hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the7 N( e0 c7 M/ }+ h7 `/ t# p
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming5 M$ h. J" A: U6 c* d: q0 S# j
language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
! ^9 U, a& }3 Y! D0 ?! X fAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
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Earth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
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Johnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
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come to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
, [9 z4 _" {: E; g0 R* J4 q& ?Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
9 k& d0 J8 P6 x$ L2 `to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
6 V! r J3 L( B# L a6 hWozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open2 N8 e; N8 k" u5 L0 ]. s
garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to* ^4 y/ O! h4 \2 H2 W8 Q
being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific5 v4 H" B5 i) i2 n w2 r$ c
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As he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
+ K/ d! R N4 k I4 D$ fcomputer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer: {) P& h: V$ B: C6 F5 _$ A& b
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6 x- I$ x$ ?) W' t& t* J$ `At first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
3 o {5 O# d- S/ |/ GBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.
$ L! \# F1 v* |5 E& sHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
0 {& ^0 B( q w! ]4 W1 k7 G! l, LThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
4 |6 t4 o# b+ h. }( e" }9 p9 s! o7 Ocost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.+ R( w4 z |+ j5 U/ H
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1 T8 f; [0 A& S6 K# A1 JAfter work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to$ l" U4 E% u" ]' e! w% ]3 J
moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their, C3 L, c2 `) R1 H
placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
8 }" f* \7 Q2 zthat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
3 R. k+ k# |0 C5 Q7 B# Wafford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he# m- A5 T3 I% n( d! I, Q' \
was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters
0 F; G; v5 ?" C, E" V& iwere displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
( ~8 t" j: f' `+ qcomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a9 D( `! k5 Y$ O6 k& i( ^! U3 h% @
character on a keyboard and seen it show up on their own computer’s screen right in front3 o) p t: C1 p' N
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Jobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be
5 q. \* K8 d7 |$ d& \networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz
" q3 \# ?1 M, c& ~get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
0 k0 _; d7 j" XJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort
" L2 U+ C, X. q* m: K. }% F1 i9 cof person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could
+ a- m( S8 ^) n0 i4 q+ [( onever have done that. I’m too shy.”
4 U0 h6 }2 t1 z6 o, z6 ^6 y! f# l; dJobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and' b( C: D% \; r- h
helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
4 b7 T. U. Y+ d% x* f L# zhad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
: c6 G/ B* v5 M7 b& \4 Owith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
$ t0 L4 m) L6 R1 j& V: b( l% Lmerger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering/ C$ ~1 A( i1 E; X
school dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had, Y/ s& F {9 b s7 C3 R0 d! A# s. q
written for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a4 y5 j8 G+ E. E5 P1 q: L" H: o
computer engineer.
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machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill& \2 G$ @2 q$ l
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
+ I0 t6 ~: u: t n: Fthe club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
( {, e' n- V) _' [0 v7 Ithat information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
! q' {; H9 w# o* L8 Wbecause I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak.
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+ A) y( {7 t) g) tcompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
, B, `. _+ T# r! [. @1 |, {$ S, [/ {! JHomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what5 k4 j# o, Z" U9 M3 X( F( Z% W
would become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,
" s, b, ~% ^& l. \2 z) S7 Qmost of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
% e" B' G. C2 B( M1 |+ `( bfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would
6 S: P& \5 O: C9 Jappreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
3 U) p$ i$ \" Z9 k1 @Steve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue# `& t! _! q, A. D1 i- V
Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies6 z. y3 _& D0 Q! ~( z9 T
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs! D) y4 D; l7 W2 \6 R" s! F
argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of. N9 t0 t! ` e8 w
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make4 `% v9 j# u) y7 X8 x
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
/ Q% l; Q; M8 n5 wthat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s# G8 f& `" O6 C x2 y4 G: I3 ]
hold them in the air and sell a few.’”
3 E+ a7 ]% | x; k" vJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then
. j1 m* {, L- j, L* Kprint up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
3 N5 v1 `) J% v5 l1 D8 _! Nsell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they F1 m" z9 S; Z. N1 V
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He8 S# N$ h( M& E9 J n$ `- T
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each1 m+ y d( K/ n
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Jobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make
9 e" O, \* w& d. Y( \money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,5 {5 i# j& X$ M. X1 J
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in2 G# X- }$ b8 I+ S$ M
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
j( ?, V' x3 a" c* Vprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two0 w- o3 ^: L: e. d. g5 p5 A
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
& I, \7 L- ^ B! U$ A- oIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
' G5 U! m+ P0 p8 |& }though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
/ f6 T9 K/ F+ P! L" z+ iVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
@5 C8 U6 I& _, z- Cand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
2 ]$ N9 |. T& e9 FDespite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
$ P$ y. ]+ o/ H; i$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own* i; }: G6 d$ u8 F( P8 c! n! u, b3 |
computer company.- r/ g( J: F' c
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Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for% W7 @- s9 C& J- g; k# c3 v
another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,' V5 G7 b) b8 N
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied& I" n# i) J/ y% q
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some! W. o% P+ m4 c) W: w
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal1 ], d' T7 f G \% z% X
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start ( Q. V% g2 [( A" |8 R, y2 p
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