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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
, L& Z' V) a8 S q6 P- K1 Vparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
$ r) a. r% H5 s5 g. h! Xclasses that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
4 q( N: c' h; |4 X. k1 qmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused% F4 N7 @4 W* Z) d. A
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
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“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest% T: p; o. ^! `! A8 ?
me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a" q* C4 N9 t) i$ O% p
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
& `; u8 t! c% E/ g' Jdrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
% i: n* t/ D0 F, Kbetween different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
! |* i0 \+ @4 x: t# E, w" \beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it$ ~; }8 A# S5 B }* @* C
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! k4 f& A( {! u p/ nIt was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection
/ s) Y1 M9 J, z% b. B9 m" Fof the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great/ ?& m5 P4 ~8 g: o
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing1 D+ a# U- H; \# q6 J9 M
friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
9 G* o0 v8 x) z! Sregard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have5 C; p. O n3 Z1 y
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just4 q$ v, P3 a8 o( T* T" G" w
copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”1 h: g" K. I5 R5 n% {
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In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went6 ~/ q4 i/ m5 C5 O( A! f. e
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals8 V/ Y" \: D _( V: B
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
# g. S6 x& o! @# b Achange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and* i2 v* [: m1 T
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
* [3 ~1 G2 v, `7 ]3 K3 x) [, @needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic3 h* m% z* G* O# |5 A
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan3 y' r I7 K' W; o2 j$ h1 ?
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to3 f; J* i# q* S% P4 t! l
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Zen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
6 z$ I$ r) I! r8 s/ Hhim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important. [1 w) v; r( O, \% b: G5 K
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
* |: V0 |$ F. f8 n8 ]6 z3 ^2 [remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was * b4 I5 T" k2 m3 J5 `# L
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important—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the
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/ p- _, F/ |. y d, l9 E1 e, TIn February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move% h6 o$ ?+ W* x1 [' ~; b7 p
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At5 b! [& P: o" j6 d. r) L+ x
peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to9 X5 @5 |9 h& G6 p! f1 q
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
) ?4 h {% D/ U! L' U& Smake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer
V6 O5 H) g' j+ e, }Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that- ~* M6 J, c# u- W
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic+ K6 X. z+ ?. J% @
visionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model# Y$ n, ?! k1 q4 H6 R, |
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
( C* C( P7 ~* n$ l c& i$ n3 A) Hsmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
- D2 A+ h# X+ }would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
2 [! H$ C: S" U( O1 j# ]7 kand distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
1 ?) b- L3 W6 I* E7 ?" S6 i( G. gbeefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
! t* v, U, k2 c2 ?9 N X+ uvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called* t1 `5 T! S" \! F$ _. U
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that& B& w( I2 m# }- e
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was
! h1 @. z; T# Kthe one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s+ l% J8 Y7 z2 _1 i
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring0 h8 r* R+ U: x7 W1 y
him on in!”4 t" _' e. P0 a9 k7 c- N
& i+ A( e3 p3 L7 |Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for/ h3 v9 m! W P6 r( J
$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn% j( H( C' z4 I9 p( d; N/ A
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang. ?. B J* y0 K6 L8 V
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
: T- ^% r: w$ V! Z0 i9 O, T: Nimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would( l) z+ ^5 \) f8 w4 ~
prevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
! W" \$ C) R7 `2 qand behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.% k' _4 H: D+ z% g$ _
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
2 x: H$ e" |3 LLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
% @3 w- u. W( H2 }( Uknown for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he
; F0 P9 }3 _/ n$ kwas prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that7 b, x9 D: S7 ]! f% t/ c
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.* ^# M4 @$ _) P/ s% m
" f5 s$ y7 L; ~& V3 g! H0 gDespite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
4 z) D" q8 e# V- Y3 x" \was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used
7 R# `4 @* A% g2 y& v! hto discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more6 K1 Y- c* A/ f: P1 C
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j j$ H3 Q- P$ gJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
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addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no) U' `& m$ | A: j; R! x; E
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them& g& n7 r* u. r/ s
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid& @5 R0 b) Y( S3 g
Klingons.”
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Not all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
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subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start* w) u8 [! V% a! |
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had
/ i% e) y6 e- l! N& T4 a* Pnever met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;
8 v# E6 |% a3 [1 r( h& _5 c) w9 DJobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But6 L+ a, U! L |( @# O
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
( T! G. @4 {- G% {9 ^way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to6 M- n' [! X5 t2 @
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him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said- C* ?; g1 r; |4 P. Y4 m
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
. `5 ?8 `" l3 l. qplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful 2 ?( u/ A8 u- N4 o; j
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it( d* W: k& F+ j+ P5 u; Y
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody( O7 T# f! b: a0 t& _: z5 A
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my8 F8 t( o- j& [0 R) _3 i4 q1 f3 Z
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t# r$ O+ r4 B/ s0 }9 l0 w
have any effect on our relationship.”
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2 @( v/ l) Q0 E( VOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
6 e+ }. f7 D) }, H4 d4 U+ z0 tFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own- |# u n% x' x/ n$ J$ t; w
spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
! T. X. v2 N4 u z# }0 A1 Ywho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do# m( q5 Q$ Z1 d
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere2 a6 k8 K, B, L( d: O+ `; R
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
- K4 {# N* o8 m# A( v3 T0 E& B) g4 Renlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds' }# [! L8 ]5 v8 ^$ U: s& P O. u
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole: n! R1 H2 Q$ X( `. C) k
in him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to4 _. N% M. e, i3 Z# p
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help* j! ^# I: p' h/ c2 r5 ?, x! }
pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
' P% G5 D2 Z; ^: N% kshipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
$ N/ o+ E5 i9 n% x9 y; D k3 e: x Wwholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the' g+ o$ f3 L: G1 v
American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in+ I* x* Z) D% r; I
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and' @0 N" Q1 C! U' {' E. V
then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
* e6 Q5 |6 d% ]; J. b% JIndia from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the% J+ N3 }4 O2 T, o2 B
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”, }, w# ^" N& T% b/ F. n
' V- v6 m8 s z& Y! GJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the
& h s4 D1 Z- z' n9 s' ^1 fprocess he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that
. ?7 X) O A: Hhe dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’! r0 U% ^2 y) c% c+ h4 m w
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
) y7 f7 D2 d7 [+ qguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs& f4 w& D) o! V) v
was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even/ a/ W% G! ?' U: f6 K! f8 C
have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of* k( u+ O& q/ C! o5 c
weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor& Z& j+ `' u. f: C1 w( s
took me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
: }4 w; M3 ?! I8 qYou’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve
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for the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where7 e1 D' b+ q$ t! f0 f- Z
he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India." ]7 B' |& a) a) c& r
; J( v1 D$ o; t$ Y' K, P0 uWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
: e1 Q- P, C6 |0 `% B. g: Yeven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he, f' ^8 T; K' O7 [" n
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
2 W" c2 m% _: i8 O) Rbecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
) L# U# h! _) Z2 C$ @/ V( rfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really4 Q, d: s' V5 L# n
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”6 k1 ?# q0 M5 s* z5 L2 _& u
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Once he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So0 h0 l h W( L4 q; R" m+ g& l3 B
he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which( P" }; ?# V! O( k
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
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around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
4 |) ?8 D- F2 p+ Ename it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”' Y% l' X/ H8 ]8 M6 s) { j
: H; |0 `- a) P, o8 Q5 RHe went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
* F& A. r, z& k1 e1 ~: h/ O2 j- dThat was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was5 v7 p0 S. U- _1 s
no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
6 m$ W( z Y3 C# A) `floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
; ?4 T7 X+ ], Z6 t, W {$ Lwas a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,$ T8 d, _+ I$ e0 R) f S' d+ Z
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
3 G: I3 l5 }# e6 L$ q8 Tvillage to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the
& I# F- c, a! W: p; f7 l& hcommunity there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
) Y; `8 l7 F7 ]! [4 s- ^smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He! c8 J& v3 p" ~1 q% Q G# O
became Jobs’s lifelong friend.
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
+ d, W2 c' k0 v9 M5 o8 \his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
$ @7 ^+ B$ K& C9 K8 Zspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good% E* x% m& L2 B
meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,6 p( s, M" w3 x5 Y
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed5 l7 v8 W3 `5 W0 o, J2 K$ G& A
at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
& _/ {, O# v [( Q1 z) Y: Jtooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this% W1 }1 s5 G5 p, O: w
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked& p4 G) O) }1 E. q; [
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out
! _) y: q! [9 [) Sthis straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
) o2 d7 @! a2 z# U& H2 Rof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He, q2 k2 |9 z' S0 K
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New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to" R) r9 ]( X4 Z4 ]' ]
achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a7 x9 K- @* m+ [5 M0 N
Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own- ~) I0 k9 N& S# J; Z
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% [2 D$ h0 W K: ~" D" FDuring his seven months in India, he had written to his parents only sporadically,
) r9 v) F; O- A0 Xgetting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so5 ?' w9 t2 ]+ h2 l/ @' E9 ]
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
2 R0 O! [/ Y3 e7 l+ \to pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
# s* O! }9 ]+ e" s! Zwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from, a: _9 ?8 r7 P
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/ H" y# ?1 t F* M3 I' ?3 uand finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”
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7 f1 u/ k0 {/ v- X3 \( c2 {3 aThey took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
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. s5 ~4 `7 y: ]/ ~2 I( zJobs’s interest in Eastern spirituality, Hinduism, Zen Buddhism, and the search for4 B% l2 q l7 C- O A: [
enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
6 `. K6 q5 P7 X. h+ che would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the5 X8 P$ O) t$ Z1 p1 Z6 W
emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
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India. The people in the Indian countryside don’t use their intellect like we do, they use
# ` E( J% i" L# ], s1 W2 ftheir intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
8 I" c A; P5 Z6 y5 r9 }Intuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a5 G0 z: \) ~3 f. _+ C2 X8 y! q
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.7 c. c/ q$ ? Y+ J7 s) i
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Coming back after seven months in Indian villages, I saw the craziness of the Western
+ ~2 X: x- z( I) jworld as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see
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calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much
2 G" a+ X( d% i8 Hmore than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I9 C* E8 E* p" h4 o% t
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5 d0 U! Z' ]8 X. l& E& f4 u* q, Zwrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to0 Q9 O A( B' W I
Los Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of6 Q5 ? C+ W& u8 Y# g/ z) ]
followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time' |3 U& j8 U/ H, R
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann
/ W! I; F, N" w5 W9 \ m/ k6 f0 w! BBrennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on
7 L" ~; k9 a8 Y# M5 ^% m6 lretreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.
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. T5 \8 u) u7 T, v( \speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,4 ?) P8 [& z: ?# B" z/ I: {" L0 L+ c
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a. e2 n2 S8 z4 ?+ V0 F8 G2 e
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s! F. r" w, X9 N: Z( X4 g
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to% [0 z& R! Q/ y: F' Y
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
) j0 K, [/ z6 Y$ i# p2 swhen it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus$ A Q3 g! @) A( l, m
on our meditation.”
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just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
1 }- F" x& G5 c8 kdaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
* H( A3 r+ p" [( K8 _spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
5 n4 ~; N! L( c s% V& |at Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with1 x' w3 G0 n* q* r
him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
. g5 Y& o9 {# X# v( o: w. l! esometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but7 }7 R! R3 V3 ^0 a5 ~6 }: r
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual0 ~; I6 C7 f, k+ J/ y0 k( r/ t- W
side while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;% @, A, K1 e' V2 p% w6 {8 k7 W% K
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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3 Y' H5 y! k( L: k9 q# t- aJobs’s compulsive search for self-awareness also led him to undergo primal scream% \5 F; {5 y' U& h9 l
therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
+ k4 Y, r' `$ G% W8 fpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that! l7 ~+ P9 Q+ v: ]( F2 g4 u
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that5 N5 I$ z1 @* }3 J
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the
/ `2 ~/ e6 W7 w/ Zpain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
2 M2 w2 {# G6 Linvolved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This5 Q' z$ ?8 Y* E( |0 t$ I
was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
) Y: G- `9 n1 veyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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' u4 \, O$ @2 I. ^ v4 rA group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
- B2 u3 k5 O& g4 whotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose8 u$ l6 P: X% z
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course/ n, b9 L% v7 [1 _/ w5 n+ A* }
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted9 u$ |. N6 p( ]9 X Q/ b9 v
to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”
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put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
5 H- l& b1 B8 n: ]1 V4 X# S# Kdesire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.$ B- Z1 j# N: V
He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
5 O- n, ]' m4 x) B0 b ]% n0 cstudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about; \. Y d' G2 _' h. ]. j
hiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want/ v- s0 P- Z, P7 r' o9 n7 S
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.
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“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth
5 i" q- x' x# e" S& pHolmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs5 j; W& Q- ]! Q9 q; d1 ]$ e+ |, d
admitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”: K# V% u( X5 j- O0 |- s: r( k
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching7 I- u& W9 e+ v+ y' N+ t
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal( W) I6 F; H3 o4 O6 n" t& ?
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his
9 E" j" B9 |! c: U( A. xfrustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been
2 b* f0 C' X/ }given up.”
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8 `$ o$ m) q2 Z+ Nof that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with/ L$ e- y+ P9 e( i9 |, [0 `& K7 y/ ]
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killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
! I$ j0 G- B" p3 lDaddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.7 n y, h4 O# X) K* i0 u. `# }
# E: N$ V+ d* R, `" @+ p% v1 _Jobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-
0 K9 e1 h( P8 G k$ Jmade, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became( r5 f) o N( k) A9 m1 U
obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it O/ c+ y q' t9 g# i: E
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very 8 A; r9 ~- f5 s8 i0 ^
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abrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved
% A- V2 w4 N2 @/ ?and his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”
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Jobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus9 h T; ]- o; }! e
push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke
# n, @# Z: a }% t* ?. eand joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
& a9 ` b! D, [7 [friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
" H8 U5 j1 g. ?; ~- x7 g, Rone day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to3 ?' p: v& M. p; L0 S
come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though
, P1 o* Z3 v# i8 t6 oshe didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
4 o& E' J8 A4 Q0 D4 Zbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.5 |" [. e0 U9 f b
“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes% q5 A# M& S9 h- Q0 P8 Z
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his2 O3 _1 x5 k: j& k9 g' f! G' h
life in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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; V) X8 F* Q9 U8 nIt was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
% }$ T- t* Z% G; q4 C' pyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
( o0 c/ R' `+ L$ ghappen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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0 T0 V; ?' k4 |( q+ T& w8 |“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.. T! Y' _7 }( A0 z
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,$ C5 W1 D# P2 Q) I' G+ b
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked. o t- R, q2 u% U
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said, sure!”
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Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was& r" k) V6 C) ~/ ~9 n9 N1 o4 \
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out& b1 f6 _. i* ^. Z
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,7 q5 I; `1 S% ?! `0 j' l7 Z
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.- A$ ]( X9 p: K/ [
- _8 v" k8 k t+ j: n% KOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
% ^( g- A" Y& c5 j/ ithat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of1 f( \2 @/ k3 R
competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick8 s2 ?5 w0 l- ]# o
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,5 A W9 X# w0 r5 K& I$ q5 h
and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip. `$ w, [% l1 H- C; {
fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
% z' e# r3 U. W9 k7 t- r2 sassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I$ T3 w1 X/ @, B2 y/ e. D
looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.” 8 m4 t3 y4 W4 m9 G7 E* r: H
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Wozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This
4 @9 l5 [- \& T7 z8 qwas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
$ ^3 Q, i" o# J+ Ehe recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.8 p4 \9 M8 i% i k( v
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because2 s: B" v* J6 L# \% B
he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
5 g( e* C) C5 d V! A( Lmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.5 t P6 A$ Y7 |6 q
# L; h8 z. k9 g3 W/ D6 B“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
# j7 ^3 R% u% u' m5 gthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he4 Q1 J6 y% S s3 f3 R% Q$ V
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out* ~" `4 O7 W% }, I0 I8 b- D# _3 J
his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all1 ]3 f' l8 |. n" w& ~" n7 R: V
night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it
K- F& a* s4 r/ D0 `by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent) E1 P7 r3 q7 q. a. l$ Q
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”% {3 Q; a' s5 Q% C; d* m
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Astonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only8 g" g8 U" `6 F) u; G
forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
! z. U4 U& Q3 T3 Y( J1 Xof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another
% I8 ~, u; p( L4 ?# k6 |& nten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of; H+ a0 p& x' C0 c
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
! r9 l3 @& W4 ^0 T* O' M: Gand he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
$ I" e# w: I6 u0 V: S" G( \are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If( _* F9 E. g4 Z: N! M/ }, j
he had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to. c: \4 T7 G- k1 K4 q5 m8 [3 G+ }
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental8 J2 i% Y5 A) P% B ^: Y/ J
difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
+ {( C& x' y, C6 Rwhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
' T) X! f; u% `6 v“But, you know, people are different.”
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it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
: P- M+ V# y- u) qunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
+ n- K# k" N% n: Qgave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz6 c* w+ a9 a* n
stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got8 n! }7 U {; `- Y
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Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
8 Q: x' w% s& n( R% X! G% Jme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350* W8 e5 e; _( X$ }5 b2 X
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember; \% O5 D- |1 a% k M
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complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
) v# K. I4 l$ \4 o% w# `0 R+ b" A2 Jmake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
5 w0 T$ x5 E) b! D6 \& x2 balso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the; P* P9 a9 _& C
point. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That, T5 z& w4 P( M3 q7 j) V. m/ d
simplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron
. d7 l/ E0 \% S dWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
- T2 b7 @& w6 ctake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how
( T( t- a$ x: a E1 T& m% [things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same0 X# P- q% \/ f+ h
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taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
3 M: H+ z: d* L C# Nto be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
; y7 G9 Y% ^2 |. qflowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of
/ Y9 C+ P& O8 L$ V9 Kmilitary contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game
3 C+ e& X' n2 W) m2 P* I! Adesigners, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
: W' v7 k5 P* ~( F( zphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t( u* g, g0 L' ?+ v8 E
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the9 y. ]& p8 z3 @, W$ z" a) c) x g. K9 |
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;* P. Y- J! e- f& d# Y; W1 D8 z
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,% u1 ~0 {7 F5 N( U( {
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken& |/ E# r, I* F" X
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that
. U' N. T: ?+ ?: P$ Pbecame the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s; i5 }* \8 }" y& U" v H, T
beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech
# g) E" T7 j N& |7 K. E+ u+ JMovement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
" ?8 E9 D1 c% Q7 `. Z1 Z6 q0 N: lpaths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream4 i- W9 P6 J4 M. C, R
and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.9 e5 H$ x# v6 W8 V, f& D
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
2 N6 c' p9 I7 o& a3 B* L4 zembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
3 r! c$ d8 v8 w+ v+ w' mStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just+ D6 e1 d/ W. p/ S$ e+ u
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
5 I- ?/ [+ b" h, g: mdid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”
- B- w* v t; ^4 t9 [% wInitially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the: `5 P" a2 W6 c+ D! L* V
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and
7 U) Z& R2 \& y5 G- w( Y3 [the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
, C i" ^5 k1 g0 D$ Fcomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An8 B0 V/ k$ W' @- N
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an6 c0 b4 ^; S: |0 f7 V9 b
ironic phrase of the antiwar Left.
2 Y. j$ d$ T9 DBut by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as& [4 L1 F# H- k- i
a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
" r1 M5 D: w" A( n* J, ]! Y. fliberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
8 N! ?* N- q/ ]/ R+ |- {- P- y/ Scomputer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard( O& i: b& S8 c
Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the i! k. ~2 Y7 ~ q" @
cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
# E' E1 X4 u# ^( R0 u) kbecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot
! }/ j+ V( D9 L: t' nup, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with7 m' N; p% y, `8 \: W6 T; v
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up
' y$ g# J) `0 y( G8 Ohelping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first) P& L( F- x' ^( j! P& q1 d
century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because% a/ e( T. N# Q. l6 r
they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,& q5 |4 I6 }+ F0 q/ g& K) Y
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an9 c" T) R: E1 e) |
anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”" K; N. k; F$ F6 G" M5 b5 U6 l
One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
/ k0 u( n" q% E8 J6 w" zwith the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
3 {& D( ?% Y& T" n* ?; cmany decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.. l5 \7 w4 B( P& O; g
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
) B5 q- l* h5 W$ |# A3 nappeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked
9 c( H+ s/ z$ N3 U; E( w8 Nwith Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies- I9 z6 Q( w- j
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
% Y) L) a. m) B. Qembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called, J0 C8 L4 d. A
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That turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”
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tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole/ Z' W p5 ~7 D# ^" o- o: r
Earth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its1 J0 N+ \7 A S% J, j2 C* T
subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be$ q6 e- J2 Z3 A3 n$ n
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power is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own
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: x0 T$ `2 f! H# k A/ d" G! ymechanisms that work reliably.”
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0 A/ y$ E+ p' @4 A/ M/ dout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
$ H8 V. e- A5 s$ L0 ^/ X" Wthen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
, L2 t% n5 a4 e1 ~) I/ Uphotograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking1 B7 y1 |7 V# d8 w
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”. e8 X8 V6 z; c7 r1 m7 s+ D. F) G
Brand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog
" F( f2 b; B0 p' j4 Hsought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he8 q: |) T3 z" z2 a; q: e0 e
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”1 Y, l! y; H A0 `2 c
Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
' O6 f2 @7 O! a7 I. D! ?dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
' L, S7 C; H" ?( ^6 |. v: hthe People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and) z2 c' J% y, y" o, K3 U
organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
- g* B/ R2 T* U3 G% _: C0 KWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,* R. {6 E1 J7 H. @* ?
decided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be$ }/ F j/ ] g- c& Z+ f b- l
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
# B7 X, o) p' U( mwhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
$ D# i+ s$ t. B! H8 E, rjust a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
; y$ V8 I4 h- u0 [2 \hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the
# I. t2 b, X }! k0 {4 Rmagazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming: k/ Q/ [& S* C2 {! j
language, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
: A4 Z( v: Z% A9 dAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
; D* M! }% ~$ d+ l/ ~' \meeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.
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Earth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal4 o7 ]! f) s4 v6 J/ R
computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.) l- t4 h& ?- J$ a! k: ~4 c
Johnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
- u# d6 _8 ~, h6 x+ U# V- lthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you R8 Y+ C0 m3 A/ w9 _3 S
building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to L4 M3 ` K4 Q. ]5 {# w
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Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed& ?% ]) Z: m% L- A
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
" _9 {3 t$ _- b( @/ [# b+ EWozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open
5 u! x: i8 m1 u% V/ I$ J3 vgarage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to4 t+ x" x9 Q0 a0 U, U- X+ u
being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
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% a2 ?$ ?0 k8 f, E) c- Bthe specification sheet for a microprocessor.
0 Q! m( K5 P$ @# ?8 M; U% N. fAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing. G( T8 h& ~5 t3 y( L/ I
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monitor, that would connect to a distant minicomputer. Using a microprocessor, he could
8 ^7 O8 i1 R% N# A, \put some of the capacity of the minicomputer inside the terminal itself, so it could become! B3 \5 D5 ^' V Q. @
a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and- ?. h: Q" Q! O5 I0 F) Y$ J( g
computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer
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f- Z. I) i: `4 i% BHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
, {5 {- {8 u6 k4 X @% F9 E, MThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
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After work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to+ h. `, `5 q1 O |/ _$ ~( a; N
moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
0 ]2 ^+ Q! A" d: J) P" }placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
( ]) ^' I& [ r6 Jthat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
7 ?: u! x- V5 B; x0 E$ B: ^! Cafford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he
) J2 T- L* n% N2 h1 o ~was ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters1 v" D' f7 e; ~7 p1 Y
were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
) Q! i5 k0 H( I- ?. Ncomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a7 M( z n1 h3 j) c: ^: X
character on a keyboard and seen it show up on their own computer’s screen right in front2 b, x: [8 a* N5 Z& e
of them.”
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! z; i2 g1 S4 R% k4 v% Y" [networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz% p' Z) U$ F! R0 L' b8 [4 d
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.3 I$ _5 u' J1 `; G8 _
Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort4 }( T a# N( B
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; } ]! Q, u# W |* k P knever have done that. I’m too shy.”- y: J7 n2 e* \9 T& x- h" o2 J
Jobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and( b6 p `: U6 D% q
helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and/ x. C0 i: v3 x, M. E( B( e6 ?) D3 x
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
* H5 }# x/ ~& ~1 I9 _# Vwith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the0 B$ }/ A( ]' H* S" B8 u
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school dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had3 M7 B x8 b, o7 y
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machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
7 G: Q. g' i( h! k9 Nin the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of' x; C7 \5 p( W8 Q& |
the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic$ Y5 \6 j _; j7 ^
that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
- O4 \. D2 V# i: U5 ?because I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak.
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) @0 [9 H- I' g+ u: vcompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the, Y* Q7 o5 j" ]: m& {. e
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what) Q7 Z F! G/ B: H
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most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
3 I! g7 v4 C8 h$ z/ G! [+ tfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would4 U- m: o0 N3 j5 D
appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”! o$ S/ E& v0 R# n, h- k! z& u7 h
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Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies- r- h' ~" @- n
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
4 `8 ]" k% v+ E- T+ nargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of
; P8 r5 x' i/ H7 ttheir symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make
$ G6 c8 J q' o4 b! fmoney for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
: U# p; O/ N: T3 ~that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s6 z- g; Q; H5 l# I6 o' N
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Jobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then# U& h" @6 h, \/ o/ s0 Y' y2 U( N% T
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
% c% [0 R( n7 R4 G: j2 j% k4 Gsell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
& ^. k( i" B1 p8 R1 ccould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He' A" L; @7 r5 i+ S* W0 z" r
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month in cash.
, {& M0 Y" _$ Q8 ^ N, f9 p+ DJobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make2 U6 K$ }, C7 f# C
money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
, E. G: f# K. H; W" p6 v awe’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in J4 R4 i5 ?" {' r1 z; A
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
. N7 J" Y7 S% c: zprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two- \, ]+ Y4 r0 u4 Y6 k1 G
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
1 @ p5 m9 @# \2 W( fIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
6 Q) }. S5 i3 z* _' n* T8 L0 athough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his& m' w5 [; R$ \+ P, X. e# j: ^$ Q2 F
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
e. V/ A0 }3 a$ T+ F- dand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.' l7 e* o/ T7 n" Y/ u
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
( f+ M4 w8 c. P% U4 `: @' t6 g. P$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own
7 Z$ N: j0 d4 L7 L* jcomputer company./ s. l' ?, z( R- A- A
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+ _: p3 l8 J% l8 P) |- R5 Z; ^Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
7 b. {+ m/ s3 N" ^another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
: s( Z8 q6 P" l& r! v5 t( x# t* `and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied- A8 o- g! l2 D; f" Y
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
/ ~0 B; m. V: z3 Wneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
8 I" ]2 o! w: ]9 w' PComputers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start
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