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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
! I; q# t* n0 tparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
6 z: e, G+ W3 Y1 y* G# C$ i& P1 E5 Kout okay.”
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
1 E6 H+ r2 i# {' Iclasses that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring: i) ]8 b/ ^$ x3 D8 \4 K
mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused
$ @) K6 x0 I7 ]8 L8 \to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
. a, f/ U# E/ I# K5 ~Dudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he
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“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest
' e% g3 P# S8 O2 G8 E2 Fme, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a" F) ~3 G5 I! M# m8 m5 _3 b
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully' F* R& ^2 z3 |8 V* {6 N
drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space% t4 ^/ i" M/ J1 \- r
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
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fascinating.”
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It was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection0 I5 p' L1 m5 `0 K" v0 X' }
of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great$ }: S X; D! j1 S0 L% l
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing% d& L& K: E: N0 B* Q
friendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
_4 z& Z! y* m# dregard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have8 `2 t2 A( v2 P
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
" T: `! w1 s4 i# |, |- |1 jcopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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: g; J+ {* g. d6 E# T) y% c) o- @In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went
* I$ i3 A/ N: R* z: P7 q" Bbarefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals/ K' i+ u% V/ W
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare
" c& z1 [5 {7 p# k O/ Rchange, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and6 L2 A) C. v. k' i$ t4 A# b3 \
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he4 J0 P Z6 w' l& i* a4 [8 q
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic" @' z) _6 S6 x, _! k& H
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan3 C3 d% j b! T; S
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to9 }0 A, Y6 p ^: H9 ]
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^9 \; b0 A9 _ k1 b e+ w“I came of age at a magical time,” he reflected later. “Our consciousness was raised by+ o+ ^! j7 b+ E1 ?# t
Zen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
; l# L3 Z# C, G1 Z' V. f; Shim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
; i; _" d5 H5 I% J2 J3 Qthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
4 y* O) r% J; f! i8 E3 L$ gremember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was + H: M6 K* w0 a6 ^4 }
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ATARI AND INDIA
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Atari
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move
! e# Q5 F! y0 [. ?$ E/ hback to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
. f/ m& {+ L; r9 f( Tpeak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to
7 f# g1 |9 r( B: d2 `6 nsixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun," } T( D/ [! ^
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer4 [6 T$ T" K4 L- y1 X I- j
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that! E3 L/ L9 y+ }; `
he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
1 B" Z' {& ^& Q* ~' @4 Yvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
+ @2 }; _6 y, o6 ^+ ]- y: ]waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
+ E+ r$ M/ M8 N2 @( A! R& Ysmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
" o4 w' P6 B: H0 x) q% Fwould learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate# f; M! Y- x$ K& V
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,7 ~" X5 T t7 b4 Q5 ^5 H) {/ c
beefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
! i6 t6 F2 e: _% l0 I- ~' q+ fvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called% B. I5 p1 Q$ Y! G0 R
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that- b' e/ j# f, r7 C- X6 G0 C! X! r4 l
acted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)
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5 V+ Q6 l5 h, f! ] X/ vWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was* i- H! p( t S8 U5 Y: n9 B% ]4 e
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s9 o% Y0 r$ b" d% M
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
2 s; N# G$ ~9 g1 G& N% g5 Ahim on in!”
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; W: B; v( q3 s2 d0 |* ]. q, D, IJobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for
+ B: }' u+ k% k3 Q$ z3 M$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But ! ^. r6 j6 Z! A) A; z
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, L* V6 d5 h+ u% \5 SI saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn3 E+ B6 a8 ^" u
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
' h, Z3 C$ d# F0 scomplained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
2 f4 e/ w# d* L7 Dimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
4 R; S* \/ h1 P7 ~: l3 fprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower1 N1 L2 i, i, E2 @5 b
regularly. It was a flawed theory.$ ^( Z4 u/ C, {: c
/ a y7 G0 B! Z6 KLang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell0 g& x+ ]1 y/ s* d" K; }1 I
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
* P6 R4 W; M' v: O$ MSo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
" `# r# v0 |, F1 h/ k3 pLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became' E1 G& T' R8 r0 H, U! X$ n% k
known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he
6 F+ G3 Y& h F {8 y% rwas prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
: f' n# l- m& e* p0 L5 mjudgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.7 [! m% }- p9 P
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Despite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He4 O }/ s8 ]7 n& r/ F8 l2 t0 H& b- E
was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used0 s# n: l6 M+ H
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
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people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power: |8 `7 F/ `: W# |" w+ U
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3 o3 p( q& j: D, d: ~2 XJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,
6 a1 ?0 N6 @4 i3 N) u; N. Hand Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In1 J+ ~ F1 q6 |/ s
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no# U/ {+ j+ C0 Z7 {! ~
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them
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7 i. V* h# | N! u6 J" lNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
/ ?/ M4 e! U/ _ idraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
# q3 L( j4 m, X C' j% zsubsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start/ C$ h1 x( t ^
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had
# i. f* F/ l+ M S9 K5 _- Snever met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;% `+ F: m+ K9 M. }
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But
3 c1 V+ J: x* T! \" {; z+ }6 CWayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest0 S& A+ K" a/ P8 o+ D3 @8 E; j6 k
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to$ g% j& J5 U4 T7 L# h
start his own business.”
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One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in9 t; S! M/ j+ D- x
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell9 \$ \; Y' P) O4 `) j& {
him. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said V2 L, h( `, C* f5 Q! V3 \
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
- h, t; U% f& B/ V. Nplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful # p* ^, j4 @: U7 e
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( c9 y% L1 Q+ J+ p6 VYou can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it% n( X- w/ h5 C8 s0 x$ e
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody" B; Y/ T6 {* i1 D3 M; z
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
* C$ h; S% g/ r9 |: q: Owhole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t1 Y8 \7 M* p; @8 o
have any effect on our relationship.”8 |3 y. ]. ]0 _6 b: A% h6 @
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5 ]; y2 ~) Y) w8 hOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert+ y: a5 ?' N. x
Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
' j) L) ]- r& a! B! r* k, Bspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),6 P( j. m, v# D0 E
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do
. S, k! `* T. ]( e$ {+ Q9 G( bthe same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere! E2 u; O& J3 T, n
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
2 W' ~& E% _: @7 B. Y0 \enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds
% f- [5 S! Q/ q/ O; cthat Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole) [) g) S) u# P
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When Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
5 `0 S6 ]* u2 Othe jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to/ ^% ~& w5 h, s: `/ P6 h
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
( q8 F0 a# U' f! d# opay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
6 \* }! Z; i/ j) A+ D8 j! Gshipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a% A6 ]/ s- f, m- l! {
wholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
1 s1 i7 |; X& Y( V! v$ s& ?& lAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in! z9 D" K4 G2 f" S i
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
! w+ t, a/ X* Lthen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to( D2 L9 N, S) A2 O7 C$ ]
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the( F+ l6 t I5 A& Y
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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; L; _) E! X- A/ u& J) \Jobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the
" ]1 Z/ |% `% \* |4 v$ Qprocess he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that/ i3 R- b+ {( k$ C: k9 m7 c" B4 k6 B
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’
# R1 X7 \5 q3 D, X$ d% K3 N# YAnd they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more3 w; l1 s% o: ]5 q+ s$ r! X) Z
guys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
& X+ U( |6 @1 cwas upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
7 \7 k) L1 ?/ `* e9 H, U! z- a) a' Qhave a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn. j/ V& T0 H. N2 z6 ^. _* j) ~
7 d2 y" X& a3 W2 h6 yHe had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the& y+ ^& |1 ? U; {- ]
Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
' g: o C; C0 m( e! u# Qweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor+ B) V: l& Y: Q; l) m5 ?4 y d
took me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
2 T! P$ H- G- B% M% V6 x& _You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve + u( ~9 u9 S$ X; H
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for the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where+ E% p+ s& x( K% d
he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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When he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
5 a' x2 u! c% v+ q3 l9 g/ \! Leven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he+ f; P4 c+ }6 A7 @2 o
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,5 R$ k: l& Y9 \0 M7 P+ u2 \5 e
because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was9 f5 l& N% i( `
filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really
5 s# R) m8 `0 ~) ]) isick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”
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L3 C) X3 @ v* ] n3 bOnce he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
' n! M+ ~& t& r" Bhe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which
4 e( C% p& M: z; V, B* U; Hwas having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
9 [" n, E- @. J! x) ~# Ha town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all- a; Y7 K5 o3 a9 K0 U
around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
: u6 j0 ^5 o7 }8 u- {( ]name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”- H4 q' ?" T) Z7 e B# W5 x, X6 F
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.. P D5 R8 s9 Q3 S7 R
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
" _' n3 L: y7 ?no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the6 k: d- B8 S! F+ ?
floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
/ m6 a$ T& i* g2 iwas a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
- N$ R9 d3 `+ J% z9 i8 zand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
# c2 c4 G' c) ~( e- Gvillage to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the
; m$ _5 s: ^' Q* @) U) i' D+ t$ G8 lcommunity there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
R9 S/ B4 U2 m5 W4 g7 esmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He
2 C7 h5 ?% R& v. F3 ^$ H# cbecame Jobs’s lifelong friend.$ p# b) s; P. h& X6 R2 y0 s8 ^7 p
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
8 g1 L: Q( F+ Vhis followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
* I S6 {) p$ H5 S0 M* V0 ]spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good6 N: @7 {5 g* q) n8 Q/ H
meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
m/ T- B( N% U# S# s7 u0 T/ pthe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
4 L. B1 W5 u& q4 O) T7 Zat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a; X2 s9 c* _: g7 T9 F4 y5 o$ [
tooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this( B/ D' h8 O- F |
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
+ @0 x1 G( H' d4 W0 e2 n4 Nhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out3 `2 q$ H- \; q! T# {& L7 a$ l
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
' w+ _* R( h9 R9 Mof soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He
* `' c) l& |" ftold me that he was saving my health.”
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New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
- R R! K; R6 I, S% y0 y- \was no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking
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% U* M# f! N; yenlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to( `% H1 _1 r6 n. J7 }( j: ~5 A
achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a
z& d, @" {, P( wHindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
# M* P+ W* P7 Y- m Bmilk she was selling them.
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sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
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money, $100, to tide him over.1 V+ O6 R) F# L% i1 `! U$ o9 z" L
+ i/ [- E; s4 gDuring his seven months in India, he had written to his parents only sporadically,
3 P( w, v/ Q' V, k3 e7 O" Kgetting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so; a- y8 J. l7 P$ u4 v2 _5 s( r
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them' @0 c$ e' O$ `; ^& @
to pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
8 @2 t, q6 h7 P0 }" M" r, rwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
X3 A) {& X9 T- H$ c4 |2 Ythe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times e7 o1 [; r+ y8 d
and finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”
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with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
- f; G0 V5 F$ x9 cand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
2 F/ ~: s& ]6 U' Ihe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the# z1 z/ Y) I- ^6 B2 q
emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
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Coming back to America was, for me, much more of a cultural shock than going to
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Intuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a& p, u! O. \# w
big impact on my work.
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.3 A) ]9 p0 Y* j7 v S% ?# c& y
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world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see) o4 k! A, d6 S: B
how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
]! W" N3 x0 c& a: a" Qcalm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much8 B7 B7 W3 `# l6 k' {, ~8 A
more than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged9 i4 `7 P- Y+ R7 ]% o# n) M% \
me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
6 J9 V& J! Y* D5 f. S$ nlearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet8 X0 m; V# R3 [; j' S1 q
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- A/ Y* K" |" D, |wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
8 W) r$ V( i8 DLos Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
- |2 g$ \7 ?; m/ E, N7 hfollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time" R. B9 `8 b( m, e6 k
center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann, A* o, ]. A& v7 f7 W& [0 m3 t3 @
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on
) C) S# ?5 I& g# U1 P4 Q' y, Dretreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught. d+ n$ m r% C; `' y
$ O5 p& i- y$ R8 b5 [Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would
+ n; }7 x B5 y2 d( ~speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,* D6 `% U( r7 S
and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
2 C; X$ d, P! T( |$ ]. skind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s
# S9 g2 O: h' N# P( m0 Q) gmeditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to, Y# h; p1 X3 @' e. F
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
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on our meditation.”
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! p( p) _+ f7 P5 I$ L; o1 {just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
, y1 q& D% V' |! Ydaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up9 f2 S4 ` D' ?$ z
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
" x( ^* e. W# W+ oat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with& j3 z( Z8 ]% X0 j+ e. }
him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They
/ S3 ?# R' t0 qsometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
, u$ B+ c, X) \) D6 NKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
# Z& U0 J3 @* w0 @2 \+ Iside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;
o/ Q- ]; h" H: O# ~: |( ?, ~seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. E/ A* n; @) ?, E& I+ i
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Jobs’s compulsive search for self-awareness also led him to undergo primal scream. m1 E& W& S2 a: ^* f
therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
. H; W# t" A& f8 E& o- r- m+ fpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
# ? V$ a( j' N: c; w! H7 Spsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
6 L% _) N; K4 [7 ]3 w1 cthey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the" p- j( H5 e' K& O: q
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
+ f6 T' [* _6 p2 g" zinvolved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
/ l1 p+ |- D6 c5 Lwas not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your7 G4 c7 t% r5 R( M
eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose% y# ]9 Y5 u: z& O8 y" k4 B" O; \
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course" h' c! ?$ g) n. }
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
# l- s: p# Y! M6 pto go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”2 G" W9 u, C; _4 w `
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put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound9 @( A, }' C+ f' y; H' }
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
/ I$ `/ ^: l0 t( j& c0 }He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
9 ~8 h/ p4 a# f; s }7 Lstudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
/ z- J- v- i4 Whiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want+ ?" P- ~% [8 ]4 y; Y7 T. e) n
to hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.
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. U' w' W8 C& `# _ F; _“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth
8 b" J0 p. t' u( ~Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
7 |6 p! O" \ L3 V$ D1 v2 ^( Jadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”& |, b9 n8 Z7 X$ M
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching* i7 X, |0 Z; t' m: Z9 h: Q3 S: o
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal1 C' [4 b) @# f& l( P& t
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his
& n% j2 `4 L9 X& f0 N4 a& lfrustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been, h$ |2 B! Z8 P( r
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John Lennon had undergone the same primal scream therapy in 1970, and in December
9 v; T0 W. j" U6 j* Nof that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with/ Y z. h5 E( }
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; A' {1 x& W$ x. D! mkilled when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,
$ k( k9 _# p" I' t6 i9 ]Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.1 `3 q# c3 w: j: w, H1 i2 y9 \- \1 {0 {
1 S! E& u6 B9 Y* f* _5 q5 SJobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-2 ?3 ~4 x# r0 `* R
made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
! W% E0 ~1 [, E* jobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it
0 B/ f) K' p- O3 pmade him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very # K+ H; J' q; _: v' }
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. @& E3 C) U% h2 H& BJobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus4 Q1 o- U1 I( L
push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke* R/ X* X3 ~% F0 S$ c9 f# u
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past8 x* N, b3 B4 ~+ Y7 X/ p- Z3 J9 f
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
+ V$ [. U1 n% yone day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to2 f) C; A8 ?& l" ~ L
come. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though
9 N$ ?) T& l2 ~7 }/ d, _' ^she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
$ e% s8 c7 |0 sbehind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.- K5 R4 u0 ]1 y4 D
“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
: }( U* ^/ u! e% wto sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
1 P5 R5 a8 V( w6 i7 }+ n1 Clife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”1 m# b& E% q2 Z
6 Q0 R; z2 ?! _7 Q6 OIt was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
; V6 x" s/ a& c! n( Cyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
8 S# G. a$ h Z7 C Vhappen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”* f3 e b) M" N2 B! `8 X0 t: J
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* Z. h7 o |& j& ]8 f. F4 [One day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
. U0 X* A& Y9 _7 @" X5 |" j7 Uburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,/ e! \( W# J" I5 k7 Q
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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6 d) M9 C: W, y9 I+ k! c v; MOnce again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was1 a: f9 s! M8 N% h
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out7 L/ _! k2 X6 E2 ?; g' k8 |
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,& C; K4 a6 c7 x/ b1 f2 p4 y" y
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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3 L& E5 y: b6 n& E4 X! bOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
, s( c, X) k u" xthat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
& U t: v5 d) x: X! A Ycompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
2 C0 Z; r$ B" M! r8 Mwhenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
_# Z3 Y$ \$ Q aand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
; E- S- L( i/ U8 x$ Qfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
" i6 F, B* V5 Eassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
) v( G' e! e- h! L0 t8 L4 |looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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Wozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This
. J( O! ?) c# W/ p) vwas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
: l4 A6 p1 ~. S1 Ghe recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
8 [5 d* _6 T1 y- h0 nWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
" a8 m- B4 a" f3 l( y9 @1 bhe needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t' Y8 V- {! G# n) n9 l
mention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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; x' h9 |, w% b4 o0 O“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I1 j3 \# N6 s _! G [
thought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
7 w% |3 S/ e& N3 Jstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out1 @7 {4 n% Z/ M0 x6 M, C2 p
his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
5 ? D) {) a! J0 X$ Znight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it2 I# y! K9 C4 H% x
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent! q, T3 T* Z) `& G* b
time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”2 x- D9 r' S0 }# [: ]
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Astonishingly, they were able to get the job done in four days, and Wozniak used only
$ T+ B4 e1 [9 O# l- Y6 Cforty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half) ?$ U4 Z2 ]# R" f! \8 {
of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another
; F3 B" P/ Q% C- x% r4 e4 \ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of! n" P9 H3 x# f$ N- R
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,+ l' A# ~6 X5 _
and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there B" `5 @, O3 Y* f d o
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
. Y; j/ ^4 t1 z* fhe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to1 ]/ n6 h# t/ w$ {! [, @. i
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
0 L# l# P3 B; f2 M# a4 O5 wdifference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand/ e6 Z1 r, q- w( Z0 u3 T
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said., T! G" ^9 {% E# p. B- g: \, L
“But, you know, people are different.”1 V5 G8 y b4 F7 g% \ j7 G) g
$ K8 X2 d6 x; @) t3 e# B' j/ VWhen Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me% n3 n) r/ e% i- C. d- \
that he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember# ?, g2 ?" R! |( I" S
it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
$ X% k# n1 w8 y$ q$ Tunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I
: t6 ^6 S5 u* A2 o7 @( {gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
1 p2 d/ I# l: o) ]4 v. i; o$ ~stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got1 _0 ?6 _* Q7 T6 M3 R# e
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
2 j8 U* z% P' X R* Wme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350; K" x4 C5 Q8 K! \, s$ R% H+ k
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
, v1 ~2 x7 v; X! e0 ltalking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there
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was a bonus for each chip they saved, and he just shook his head and then clucked his7 S, y4 ~2 h* E/ k5 x/ Z8 l( M. t' o
tongue.”& D- j( \7 X1 e5 [: a @1 D0 d( ?
1 n7 J. R% x5 R- J/ W! pWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
# s- R: W; D" q( O; W5 Y' `" T) |complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
; J! l; `1 }9 K! Emake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he; }' v. c( j. ]/ P
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
& t/ H! B) h: m% L- n& K+ B% rpoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”" t9 l* v% y- S: W! A+ W; O: `
- F' h/ k) B, Y! |) E3 LThe Atari experience helped shape Jobs’s approach to business and design. He
7 W3 y1 R# l- F, happreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That: e1 c3 Q, J6 N' M% W7 [7 x% X1 \* {$ D/ a
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things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same. A) b4 r/ a3 m/ H- r4 H
driven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a+ @3 ]( g( } {) U9 t$ {6 J7 x: M
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Steve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I
7 ]% i- j1 T% z7 gtaught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend; ~9 z: U a( ^, U4 ?. ]
to be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents. p5 K" c) ^2 g! D, z
flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of
% I6 n8 l( k5 ^# J6 R% r* I9 Y9 @3 fmilitary contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game
+ K+ t# h8 I. H2 W9 n8 J: ldesigners, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
* e% q6 u) K; o# [8 q' ?/ a8 R5 hphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
0 z, ?. a: y7 \0 f. w1 s1 }$ cconform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the9 J, N$ v: X+ E% z: h1 Q; S# l
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;& R( L& C9 }# g; r9 O8 \
participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,
( _ X# K+ P* y; r ^9 i! R9 Uwho later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken% R) |; ^! \( R ^. l6 X: o j
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that" U% ^9 u2 ` M" S8 O1 T) W
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
% \& L6 \) u. g: L7 dbeat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech8 Y" D; p9 ~5 U0 d( U' t3 p
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing8 Y. |( w, V6 I7 `
paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream% w: F5 L c1 i2 v& u
and sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
% R+ V) X1 b8 U& W2 V+ F# ?This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
0 R9 x% I) H" Z2 Kembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
' Z3 ^4 J# w9 i% E ]Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
6 ^4 E! Y" c& A- Hsomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music 2 y; Q* M4 P, ~) b8 n, H n
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% ?+ G9 f$ |. ucame from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so
2 o; W: Y' |1 Gdid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”2 Z( C9 j1 f6 v. X* S v
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the3 x# y+ e" G, P9 B
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and
& r8 K% h' T. T/ T; athe power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
. X: t" ]7 }9 q) ]0 m( L$ Scomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An9 c* W5 ^* l+ |" h% ~3 ]5 G
injunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
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But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as+ x' Y, P! _7 C+ h
a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and( e! t2 g$ m* F6 _% j
liberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the: ?- u* G( S" U4 [. y+ W! P
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard, [7 M! A0 W5 Q5 x1 S4 e
Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the' [, a6 d# E, \9 \; [
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1 i. w8 w' T3 e9 ]$ \* abecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot5 t3 I7 M" ~3 @
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with: B4 ^/ L5 F" f
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up1 R+ q n% X. Q. M
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
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they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
2 N3 Q. W- U* Z4 ?Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an) _6 ^6 L# T( k
anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
U2 d% N7 k! \2 D8 z& GOne person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause/ y+ A8 `6 ?8 \* ~3 ]) ], H1 b
with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
; w$ @& s# l5 @9 @many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.7 ^( v* k' ]; j9 V+ v/ q8 O6 {6 Y
He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
7 b; ~1 H. i" B4 happeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked& T, W: d/ A1 A) \
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
' o# s7 U/ v* O: }' kcalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
4 ]" ~! H9 a* K9 xembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called3 R2 ]' W' r* z: {2 M; F
hackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
. ?; u+ K% ]5 X7 S ~1 xThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”7 d+ [' R0 c. K6 G! Y4 A2 Z
Brand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful
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Earth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
) o s; j+ p5 g% Esubtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be
8 Y9 {, ~! y/ C% k& K0 i( P) g0 S/ T5 your friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
; G( A- }# K& ?3 e; U8 |" \. h# Ipower is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own
; Q( m- x7 c/ C& r8 n# ^0 u$ Ainspiration, shape his own environment, and share his adventure with whoever is interested.
; j" H$ g7 z) m, C/ K( A9 d+ qTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”9 _6 ?4 V% U; w8 H$ m, x
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out in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
2 G5 |- B7 a R( c3 @, Ithen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a {1 L" H2 z- z
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sought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he8 n7 y9 H- o" h; v
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
" o3 D$ X" I1 @9 VBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
s# U3 s: p% ?. w0 }% \' Ydedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
9 Z, W9 _) j6 }the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
6 C. W# q. V1 q" \organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
7 u% F. K3 u7 a3 @$ }' dWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
/ K* v; L+ X& o9 N C8 l' hdecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be' R" }; e+ Z9 l( q5 v
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
3 ], x$ W/ q6 u% M$ g0 Q! dwhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—# V, E5 V8 i: t* ]: d4 Z2 @) z. k
just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for; s# p" w/ D6 }
hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the1 N# `/ c+ l& D; n. M
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
i( [9 Q% y. y/ Xlanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an& |8 H) a" V7 {7 u; l L- ]
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Earth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
- x8 z6 {7 y- x0 gcomputer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.5 L1 y6 @. K4 L5 m% }+ `
Johnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
9 k4 K9 p- Z, N( I3 Z I, ^the first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
. X4 v9 f, K4 W. A4 p" fbuilding your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to& a/ b4 Q% x& t$ F
come to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
6 M: w3 ]" E% ` U. S8 Z5 n8 }% ?7 OAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed$ t4 P# n: Q$ p; {$ ]7 K
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”
% A* U1 M. L8 A2 _8 qWozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open x9 o; Y4 \4 Z2 b: m4 A. h: T7 x
garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to
# T" T: r% b: Z% @* F# f" xbeing extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
( V* O3 [1 v* \3 a- mcalculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
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the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
* M K* W% [8 c1 v1 V, x$ DAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
3 g' ]9 I( B: }" ?7 H4 lunit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and 4 p9 A/ g8 j: W1 j0 B0 K% N
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put some of the capacity of the minicomputer inside the terminal itself, so it could become, t# Y, }* p9 s/ w9 ~
a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
1 E3 g6 x3 @4 k0 G$ ?computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer+ d7 R3 V: H3 M( K! s" n, N2 H2 b
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8 m% ~) F0 x0 J* ^later become known as the Apple I.”
, ^" X( z {6 MAt first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.
8 }+ L. b+ {% T. m- c: q2 CBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.
& L% G6 G; M& Q# o$ fHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.
$ l+ |7 a2 d, M+ [9 LThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but
7 [7 p0 i* m+ W! U6 e: zcost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
7 \6 A% x7 U9 ^4 B- Q0 n, IIntel’s chips ended up becoming the industry standard, which would haunt Apple when its
2 y J9 s) o7 M1 L G; ^computers were incompatible with it.
( J& x! I) ~8 s+ oAfter work each day, Wozniak would go home for a TV dinner and then return to HP to
, Z, V! u8 E4 _% pmoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their/ H: ?) B2 L ]. c0 c/ b
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that would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not# }* R3 Z' l- Z, ]' P' v- a) _
afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he
: R! y- w) h+ e; T& h) T1 ewas ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters
8 Z) Z# n7 l; L+ X# z) qwere displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
- e& r7 l% ~# |0 Bcomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a( S7 T% x1 a" \
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networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz# E3 C* X ^& {; k
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
# y! A& e# I1 g- zJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort \: j6 B6 ~& E$ g* N8 I" E
of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could u+ f0 o' g, ]1 _. S$ X/ k
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helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and9 W# i9 u: {" A6 `7 e( K4 l" ^
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
4 T0 e7 @" d1 x1 c6 u/ O( awith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
* }4 V/ O) r9 F! K9 X9 m8 p1 c# Fmerger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering
Y2 q4 m0 b( C5 w0 i# E/ ~school dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had
& g9 p$ I+ d/ {) x( K9 Uwritten for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a
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machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
* _, u/ U6 d9 e5 D) r( ~* oin the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
, Q% M3 a( P% B% j3 m7 ]the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic/ `. y' M- c( k1 U6 \
that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I( H2 Q( K: m. L; N+ q5 Q0 O
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completed their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
' o4 S8 |( `7 I7 Z: U7 ~Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
8 v* {$ F) g- g. D2 x* H0 gwould become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,: S- P' @4 @7 ~+ S3 e
most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software4 T$ I) a3 V' C. l& N3 s
from being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would
) v( ^$ ~0 t! e$ @appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
6 I( p7 w0 W- A7 ISteve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue
l5 g! x9 W+ KBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies0 P \4 J; G8 z) I
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: U) n3 b8 @( @" O7 ~argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of- ^ l1 K4 M* O8 |
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make6 b% w+ v5 |! ^
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
1 w' I" v( I9 U5 F" x, othat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s
4 _; Y8 @: n: x7 v4 chold them in the air and sell a few.’” d; u; S1 G2 ]0 `: ^
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print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
9 h" s! b! W, ?( w9 p; @sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
( m) g/ V! w; t9 lcould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He
) n7 D6 S5 b4 |+ ?; [was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each4 }) F! W0 ?- ]& Y- O
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money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,1 e# q# W; x4 e2 }
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
& ^- r6 u' f, f$ m6 t0 Aour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any( Q2 q/ g4 ?# {' D! i S
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two
3 |3 ?* L' F; O- a9 Z# C' l" Gbest friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
3 O, E1 R. ~" `& C- ~3 d& \# WIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
3 W( V' D' K3 _& d8 _; W+ hthough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
3 X9 S) {: q" [% |" s; sVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later/ _/ ^ _- T8 W
and said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.6 ^7 ?4 W; ]% i
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
$ ^' ?8 A! f. }+ U$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own
3 o4 \% T+ T" n& W* o! j0 ccomputer company.
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Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for
+ c% R: z4 g5 x5 z2 O. |# M, |5 v: aanother visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
9 i* h, X$ `, Kand Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied
v5 W' j3 d. Z' J, F& q/ M$ E6 `$ earound options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
( v: Y6 k0 o8 Y$ Q1 l1 K& Mneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal" O5 |* ~: l' o
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start 5 ~' n1 ~* A* u" w: _
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