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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my
: U$ n4 `+ Q8 a, H, d c6 G$ Bparents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
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mind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused
3 c# U/ ~2 j$ xto accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”
' c$ S9 K2 Q. Y/ c/ T/ ~( C0 pDudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he
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: ~+ X/ e2 J* x& s* D“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest
. d8 c s7 j8 P4 H" c7 h$ pme, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a& I- S; g+ F5 A* n6 W1 G: H
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
2 L8 K5 t0 C+ T: ^5 w% c+ p) ]drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
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beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it, ~( o- R$ d% ]" j, e3 j$ I# f
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It was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection4 W3 M; L* N* ]; o' w& a
of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great
+ S9 w8 L# j, ?0 c# ldesign, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
$ l, c, R1 Z3 zfriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that
* ~/ m& u) z3 c" m1 f) s fregard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have
0 l5 q- A% R( x' a( {/ Q& Bnever had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
' d8 I' c; w y1 ~) X' ?7 W) Icopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went; u6 P- f" F2 G9 R% Z; x' g
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
6 |8 ^( M$ c# |7 B1 [for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare2 h, n+ ^- Z1 N1 o0 d) d6 b& t
change, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and' H$ e+ x) f$ O& v
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he
g* D9 ^. @; ^* Uneeded money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic& t; s X) i% M- q
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
7 v' w, s9 {- N; D; D( swould come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to! l. D- C6 Y2 i v; w* d
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Zen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
9 w' u: b f3 Qhim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
}8 z P5 k' G/ Y2 c: Vthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t& j/ G1 U2 `: J" j0 M
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important—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the
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7 G2 [$ y: ^+ Z0 X! E' t$ T# L0 tATARI AND INDIA5 F7 R# v6 `: f9 }
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3 m* O/ o/ H' g# }7 \, uIn February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move
z6 p% m% }; k) n9 A; W9 Dback to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
9 V2 M/ J1 O. k- ]0 bpeak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to
$ }+ d6 Y3 ]. Ysixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
( y5 {' }) M" Q; n, Xmake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer' ` L3 `5 w6 m7 o
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that# U V V! V5 H/ d
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
+ y/ w/ o& u W n1 F) Ovisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
9 q: H4 u' {# M; G) Xwaiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,+ K, l% ] z, Z$ Z( s
smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
$ n0 k" d4 @" r2 B7 n$ z$ f& v1 @would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate( [6 y7 L2 f. Q
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
9 l8 i" a; `+ k6 v% Mbeefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
% x; ^: w" r. A; ~, y+ _! c5 vvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called ?1 N& X* t8 f4 X) g5 j( R
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that
6 M! C) I8 e6 V" q9 P5 b3 k M) Nacted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)( @8 L5 B* u3 G9 |
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the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s: K0 ?6 |5 L: C/ k
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But
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+ R! M9 o! l& \4 O& D+ NI saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn' c7 D2 N f0 F H4 _% |6 R
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang& {; ^; d% r$ N' v0 C
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
2 Z& s% j- x2 p8 ~1 Wimpossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
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regularly. It was a flawed theory.
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2 k2 z! E1 I4 l* F3 p1 X4 U9 \Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell
: r2 S% B2 X0 |and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.- E; P. I! G4 D) ^1 B( i
So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
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known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he2 e# S, |6 k( u3 l! U3 n* l2 U
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that7 I( b" e% }1 z6 n% e" d' Z# h
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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+ C% `, ]8 d C s# W1 ?; r2 cDespite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He! p5 E7 y. x; @) P
was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used3 a4 |& {+ N- w4 i
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
, `! X' @+ I2 I6 Ldetermined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
) }$ h) c9 d, e' Rpeople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power: L/ f1 v# a7 P* e) W; }
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Jobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,$ Y" y# f3 ~! e: V
and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In& S d5 @/ o# S X" b! `/ I" _
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no- _! n% {: ^; N! q9 M0 I, P
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out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid3 M8 v+ d+ r4 V S" a, V, |: V
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draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
! [- i- H0 }1 F, ^0 [subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start4 T$ h' a- y1 J6 g& v, l* J3 |8 S
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had! E0 a7 @ M) g
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;% G; s( R) j. O: n& f
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Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest+ q% L7 R6 Y0 O& B* {0 n. F
way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
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One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in
8 z6 V, E4 \5 L9 `philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
8 O" d1 t; K& v2 Z( Dhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said5 A( I5 H8 h( @ U3 c
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He
, T+ z/ U- p7 U& Hplanted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful
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woman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse." \6 j/ v* n- m2 S
You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
! u, y+ I/ v8 [1 i6 Uis.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody# F. l E8 e9 q4 F9 X4 f
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my7 _4 L" ^% H) J, [" @$ H" V
whole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
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One reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
. w6 F3 J9 P( p* R& SFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
' U% j! C* o; f- T8 l2 wspiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),9 O0 G3 s. e& G7 q5 H
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do3 Z# [7 \% R$ S+ ?" h: _" w
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere
7 y( G/ ` k: Nadventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
" K5 ?9 j% E. x- b" k! Fenlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds5 N! P- E. `" p2 f, B! A, A
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole8 \) q7 Z: K5 h" G4 \4 R
in him, and he was trying to fill it.”
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the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
3 n/ K7 r: c' Qfind my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
# q* T; ~* b: \; t0 b, ?7 Mpay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
! e8 N: _" }+ R% M/ v/ X+ bshipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
1 x6 S3 N% t5 Fwholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
' m( o( h; A; t1 A9 k6 EAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in: [. V0 s& N* F
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and( H- l2 F* @2 k! o8 a
then offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to
) m, c% B* v; [( ?& a( |3 x5 uIndia from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the' s e3 ~+ `; P
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”
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# T! z: j/ `( bJobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the4 g' d0 ^6 D( Y# p& Z0 D
process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that) J3 Q3 H% r ?1 N8 x
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’ }$ R) y5 X- s+ U$ R, N
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
7 N& z) @0 q; ~; v% w4 c) Wguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
( E6 Q$ J2 @: ~9 t8 a1 y/ awas upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
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Italian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
1 }5 h- t: z Jweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
1 p5 v7 U4 x" I/ f2 A9 B a ptook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
9 D2 }. f/ i( b; G" ^You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve 5 _; O/ n2 G1 A; o! r
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% _! @( q8 ~) {( p* L9 r1 jWhen he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,' D$ B$ h. z0 A( s+ [8 ^9 i' L
even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he
( _1 J& X) Q" D. X9 M) i2 bwent to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
9 J& r# G2 L2 U: ^1 Q% Abecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was4 f$ ~3 D* P; t) d n$ {
filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really
1 ~- U4 H( K0 Jsick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”9 \4 Y$ m$ c" y+ V- h
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he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which
% ?' A2 I9 J' B+ j+ a8 O/ Iwas having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into; N. z" @" D- K) K9 ~ L
a town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all+ `, c. }9 V; u* u
around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you5 G( j4 t% g! e; ]' u
name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.( h0 _9 n& M, t: a8 |. s6 k R4 n
That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was) K) Q8 y+ u1 ^6 R- e1 V% @; x
no longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the* O# Q2 x4 Q5 I8 A$ W0 Q% n
floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There) Q0 l/ }8 W) s. ~0 }
was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
s; o `8 H5 j; h' d3 hand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
9 o, @0 a1 z* N4 y: q7 ^) N' @village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the. N, a' x2 M9 `
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate
5 x' F2 u8 f- Z. esmallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He1 T, p5 z. B8 K. N1 c6 A( ~1 S' A
became Jobs’s lifelong friend.( a9 _; x) O6 s0 L3 c
9 ^( D# S' a, _, ~At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of! E$ u# C+ O# o% i. g9 c
his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
8 H. @/ Y9 b" P9 V ?spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
+ r& q D/ M( [meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
+ \+ Z. U9 m2 `; q1 _7 Vthe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed# S c& X) j& P D
at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
6 v( ]# {: H2 A- e8 ytooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this
2 g5 N$ x1 m/ a% Eattention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
7 q4 T3 l u! A4 i) Khim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out, C& M4 y) c+ Y5 [2 Z+ x
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to
: s% v- t8 M1 \) t g* l) }8 i) Eachieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a# |% i8 F* k3 O, @3 r* Y
Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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: M: B% B6 f" F4 N$ m1 o! o! V; F. esleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses
) ]. y! i0 `8 pand bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own* P8 X* s2 r, X5 U& P$ Z
money, $100, to tide him over.
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9 c$ M+ w0 q* X; k P! _7 xDuring his seven months in India, he had written to his parents only sporadically,
, O8 ~( i! p k6 M7 Q1 y8 b V, e% ]getting mail at the American Express office in New Delhi when he passed through, and so& m5 k& N2 O/ }# q
they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
0 i" \6 W& E. B" tto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I2 t# `6 T- Q& z$ e7 H
was wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from
2 k% q+ W0 o0 x: f! e9 lthe sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
9 E2 o+ V. i" v2 Z9 x/ ] Rand finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”$ o5 f/ }# n" f) g+ C1 v' U
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They took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit
D/ l5 M y) R1 J. Swith many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
' I9 Y3 @: ~) c, k. Gand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
, l O S9 e/ x7 N2 a$ whe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
2 g9 _# p4 {$ v: k/ {emphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
, g0 }% Q) S( ]9 P: B6 v ^6 iexperienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
$ [( a1 |1 Z+ w5 U$ U% Uhe reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:
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) n* h# c( w& G% s. U. EComing back to America was, for me, much more of a cultural shock than going to
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their intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
5 B: W; ?: U5 j! t) O- U( hIntuition is a very powerful thing, more powerful than intellect, in my opinion. That’s had a
/ w# x$ `" E9 {% ~" A5 y, Cbig impact on my work.4 H9 g4 ]: p! g5 G8 H6 r
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
7 j, b0 e' L* z* B& qThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is4 t& X4 ^: U& g V( J% c E
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calm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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mind just slows down, and you see a tremendous expanse in the moment. You see so much9 q. V: {; B8 M1 q# _8 g' N+ x, [/ b
more than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged+ p# u8 L& o9 P
me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
" L) o5 s! T' S' A; ?learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
& i; ^$ `4 ]8 Oa teacher, one will appear next door.
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followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
( M2 I2 \) b8 R! ]center there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann7 {$ w' Y8 Z. f8 a
Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on6 o6 K. d* d5 Z+ I
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.6 ?9 U2 t. H. H# j: ^/ s ?
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Kottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would$ X2 |' U. `5 w- G! J- R
speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
6 k0 h3 q9 }) T% \and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a' u6 n/ u: s& l$ a" B
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s5 O q8 ]: m4 O# L
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
7 S3 k. U9 F$ V" mtune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
/ x T6 c; N5 G+ ?! F; L4 f8 [- ]when it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
7 Z: ^3 q0 i( s) l6 son our meditation.” x3 f, @' k$ W: y! M$ k
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just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
7 B8 ?6 @$ b4 odaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up9 H' r- v: A5 _
spending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse
0 `! R+ P0 h( j6 k+ P: jat Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
# \2 s+ U! \ Rhim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They# i9 r6 `. }0 p( ]0 N
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but7 d1 D* P+ u7 h( F9 c2 e0 [
Kobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual& s# B. T E) J
side while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;" d( x, C7 r! V! X" c, m- {) N
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. 0 L4 Z2 K* R3 h% S
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therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles2 w0 t2 E* a3 E" |% Q E4 n/ h
psychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that4 j& i% i2 ^' R6 G: C$ E1 _- G
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that3 ?; u( Y! Y4 \$ N
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the* K; i) n0 Y; N e( G
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
" L" ]# |0 v8 v4 k) t7 yinvolved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
( [" \8 \% _( A; Q+ ~was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
: l7 ?& U _! ?3 beyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”3 D% l9 D$ A; K6 ~0 M7 L- B0 {
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A group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old
& T9 h. o5 z V( l$ h nhotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
& |: I: p3 i' Q& @0 R5 ?; `" m1 qAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course
# r- r Z5 [% W3 R. J& yof therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
/ H B9 T+ k: ?5 {to go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”1 m8 U0 q6 {$ Y5 x3 J
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Jobs confided to close friends that he was driven by the pain he was feeling about being
+ O6 M4 ], _) q% jput up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
& n+ a6 V1 {/ J" c. d, C1 Rdesire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
- F$ V/ B% |1 ^; z* VHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
9 N6 k8 ~! L1 Q* t. _3 Ustudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
\7 l8 }9 v, {* {$ b0 H) Mhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want
9 v/ y! U2 M* D, G$ h4 Pto hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.) D8 z0 y% ^! X5 c
) y$ q: ` D$ P8 C: O4 u. }9 a“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth2 v- r. w( i1 d: D6 {. D
Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
, H/ `4 Q3 S" eadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”0 z" C. b4 u9 y" G. n& c9 {
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching
; Q# |. b/ Q2 C% babout being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal, F5 s8 J& b2 D/ _; x$ z
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frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been6 ~0 A& j" y0 r9 |
given up.”
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John Lennon had undergone the same primal scream therapy in 1970, and in December) R8 a- m+ G _- f
of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with* ~" ^6 j+ Q) ?4 K" b9 L( A
Lennon’s own feelings about a father who had abandoned him and a mother who had been
9 B2 n6 Z: L+ ]killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,# h$ P" D* m& r( c) h0 x8 b
Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often." g: a! z$ ]. K& X
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Jobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-
0 K4 m+ a8 f- N' H6 l {made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
5 ]4 H: Y9 Y+ ]/ F% |obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it) n- O; Y3 x+ q. S) t. r7 ?
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very 7 f" [' g: f! d3 u
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abrasive personality, but there was a peace about him for a while. His confidence improved
9 A4 I: Q2 y1 I$ J1 V9 \# jand his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”: Z, \$ c; }/ x
! j: m3 K. Z( QJobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus3 C+ }, A" k2 |5 x) R( r! F& q/ l$ P
push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke5 g* i6 G! x5 O. g/ s, r
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past3 y. Q* e: t$ s2 Q4 W9 [$ ]$ M6 s4 @
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero* r% |* B Z) {: X7 Z
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
5 [# l1 J q" q& G$ | I; c6 kcome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though
7 q# G/ _1 b- o$ dshe didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get1 O. P- E* D- P0 Q' G) w& u# K
behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
. y2 \7 I: y/ G5 K0 Y- n& ?“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
0 k9 p& p& j0 D# W7 v q h" Q# Ato sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
% Y) [2 o; H, A( ilife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”1 _6 ?* {' D( b3 n( @2 p2 h
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It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If8 j/ v. R7 D* C! p
you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should. a' m; S/ i% }/ E/ |' G
happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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" k; g' r% m: g6 N! O& \/ e. Uburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.0 _7 O0 R, P7 ]& |
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“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.
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' R. e' _# A0 l* y- ^5 GJobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,
; C- ]+ _* A8 q; W- h, Iwhich he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I
3 [# Z+ p$ v0 q2 t' d) ]7 I. t nsaid, sure!”
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living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
) ?: X1 ~, v# s band play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,5 `5 Q! Y! [) }" k5 ]: m
and he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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G: F) I4 s. k5 w% I; G0 r! OOne day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
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competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick- C5 p% N0 L( L+ q% v, }4 ^2 T
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
: M' L3 z5 y+ }' t( N- Uand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
! k- q- f* N4 Q: A2 w, {1 E$ K6 j* a8 E' hfewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he
. r! g' U; { l1 y oassumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
: ?0 m# F4 F- U6 ?$ V- Tlooked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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, ^# l# p. X" b( H2 K. J; ]was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”& }; H1 h* |6 Z w) i) \
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.( p& \* ?5 a y; Q$ n% t. |' g
What he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
& S! O9 [, q0 Z! w3 l$ ?he needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
) b r4 D- g9 e% V7 H8 ?3 Jmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips., U. g7 v Y, k- l6 [. [! C0 n# \
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“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I9 h& x* P! [! H8 @" I2 Z, U) N- G
thought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he2 r a! t8 X# F# _
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out. a3 R/ z" q+ o, x9 e
his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
; ?$ @4 Z& q- ?) B* hnight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it% j6 ~2 k7 b! q+ G+ @
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent
# x- a7 r4 N1 @5 e1 \time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”. d4 e7 Q2 r% u; b7 c' m
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forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
8 [. J% p- S9 dof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another$ E$ y) {" B% j# j) E" D* c& e
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of
) J, @0 G/ Z; i3 A8 @Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,* X4 _2 J" q9 W2 t! [( Q
and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
0 a9 t# t T; h/ S3 Q, Fare long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If4 Z. G2 ]+ }0 M# e# Y3 i% V [, J# ~
he had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to; J3 Z+ x4 v1 {' j* N! Q
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
. w' e, i3 r0 J3 Q& d& F' [difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand1 J- }3 _! k( Y
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
# k: l% r7 |8 {3 o6 K# I“But, you know, people are different.”
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When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me7 J4 e* [1 n" @4 ^( j3 c
that he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember6 x* x2 a' n5 n, q4 R
it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became% ~6 c8 V6 _! n! k5 O. Q
unusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I# _6 _3 V- Y8 U7 N" Q
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz% S6 m. D& Y% A$ @8 U6 x
stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got
) \: F8 P& k: V$ ?+ e. @1 E: mexactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”
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Is it possible that memories are muddled and that Jobs did not, in fact, shortchange9 t0 A" e0 e+ n1 ^
Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
: Y# N5 {) p3 c& B0 y$ i2 o# Nme, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350' a" _ S5 |" c, M% G4 Q
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember9 U) k9 Y7 j0 ?2 f7 u# z* u
talking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there
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' r. g N* D7 b' l6 nWhatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a' ? k) v5 F& F: r8 Q. {5 V
complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that1 ?, {" n/ W* X( \1 z$ B) F& q
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he8 x0 y" L; G" g/ w9 c: ^
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
$ |7 g) Q4 d/ npoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”# }7 ^- ^4 Q* b3 O6 l
3 T: P; q; M# p9 fThe Atari experience helped shape Jobs’s approach to business and design. He. m. ]/ {" v8 o! u6 o
appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
" o5 b. F/ }, m2 }0 }4 isimplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron( k" H5 `$ ]1 F) ^; n
Wayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
8 d; H2 Q: n, b& K8 B7 \take no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how
$ M; j+ v$ K/ u) Q6 f; G" f0 ^! gthings got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
& K# P: E. s Edriven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a
0 l5 d5 H4 P: s9 Q1 zmentor for Jobs.”
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% e9 C* i0 }& P- S Ltaught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend, g2 I# ?( c; L* }1 r
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! ]' ^/ y! p, ]6 `$ FIn San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents5 m5 b6 }; Q3 o1 w r& j
flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of1 u/ Z" k3 `& M" e7 G: l& c6 c! x
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game' T+ M R3 h+ f4 I
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
" w" Y. O% C2 {3 P/ Y* N/ q* aphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t+ B7 i9 b8 m: e% j7 E* }+ ?1 ]
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the3 i; _+ q3 x- Z% i
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
A! o$ A& t' O2 Q$ E3 c' {2 sparticipants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,
% K5 M9 I3 @9 d# |' |who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken' S" K+ z0 \ i9 ?+ J# l
Kesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that* a6 x" F$ R; x9 s1 I
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
Z7 R' {: P+ B7 I3 ~9 {5 `beat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech- R6 q5 C$ ~7 _' H
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
$ M/ J8 z; B0 A# {/ {paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
: M4 D$ G2 X3 w) b3 r8 wand sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.4 e2 I' m* Z3 p0 z- n+ o. h" ~
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
* m$ f8 j+ k! Z9 J* q) H) `. ~. }) Iembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at4 m: _0 L: n1 ~6 y
Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just8 p; W: S7 R7 J D+ A
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came from here—the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin—and so2 m5 j; V( `8 t
did the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”' @: Y- i8 i# V% ~* i5 }
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the P, a( E9 P7 q$ e4 d3 x2 \
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and/ L# j- b8 T9 Z: _( p# Q; j6 B2 a+ c
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that6 H* e: M5 ^0 L w! Z+ ^! q
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
( _+ [8 L. Q& E& T/ dinjunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
, a7 R, z3 A" N1 Q) E/ `, Sironic phrase of the antiwar Left.! v% w6 @ o: c! ]$ u% k) J6 d2 y
But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
3 i( N% q9 O+ {a tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
6 B5 J$ h* p; d1 }- f+ Xliberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the' T5 f5 m1 v! U6 s6 N+ ~! U
computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard& m1 | }3 ^# c6 c2 z+ Q, Z/ H
Brautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the
1 A5 d9 f8 n( z- o( D$ A2 x- Y& @cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
7 L; a! ?; @! Cbecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot* a; |, u7 M, ^3 [5 U/ Y
up, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with
* C% o) t7 j# G% \, j# Yhim why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up
3 T+ Q/ x9 o# A4 t- X0 O- ihelping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
* F* U, V. m0 K# U# bcentury were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
: D/ d- B* l Uthey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,. j' X r% s [" p5 T# {
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
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One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause
( b& R: E$ S- ~8 O( _5 ywith the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
* P3 V0 W3 N1 E8 imany decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.
8 w& Q& [' v4 q% w% xHe joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,. K* Q; {: R7 w
appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked! j3 p9 n" D$ M# I0 Y9 \9 w. X. W
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies, R6 _3 p5 |3 Z! X
called the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
$ h5 r4 e8 z$ o C! i* n/ Lembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called
- P+ s$ j4 B! Mhackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
, G( S/ y0 y9 L$ _6 a: l7 v# q, H" j5 bThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”' e. g7 |$ p5 f4 z' _3 T- v. `
Brand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful; b* x n2 m" l
tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
) I! c7 @% H& i& k( V: U5 CEarth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
& I: B5 S; F7 G/ ?& y# c z$ N( X+ L; Xsubtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be, }) ?+ P( g7 N
our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
! N6 r3 K+ M) X3 X; ~5 Wpower is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own
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+ ]6 }/ m6 ?! a7 S6 }% w- z% QTools that aid this process are sought and promoted by the Whole Earth Catalog.”
; z+ }# A' g5 |! R8 N9 @2 r( F3 p7 OBuckminster Fuller followed with a poem that began: “I see God in the instruments and
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; A0 S6 X1 C* P. ^* Y7 H2 sout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and
+ L- G1 `/ w* z! Nthen to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a. y* N1 q; |1 [. p+ S( T7 b' p1 ^
photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking' {' R- C# o. `( P, m& H
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
* v0 C0 c$ o$ {/ I! bBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog
c$ t( H2 p- K. O zsought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he" M/ r8 i9 f. I) y
said. “He got the notion of tools for human use.”
. z3 J0 z! _; j3 C) X3 y3 lBrand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation6 B9 F+ D# M5 F* ]; u/ F
dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch; E3 C" J x$ |6 [' m0 s
the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
) b$ v( Q8 w' m% P+ Porganization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional" _2 p1 C7 D; c1 |0 S1 u ~
Wednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,( }. t [- c- w9 X! x. f9 t
decided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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They were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
# [# C! C# D/ W. dwhich had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
/ Q4 ^: Y: W0 c% \just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for: `* R' G' r6 Y) g& H
hobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the0 Y" m3 ?- i# k, J" I' O: s
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
/ z6 j+ t3 S6 n& W9 @2 k1 O& ylanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
0 m G' t6 e3 d+ B" s5 a: Z, p5 lAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first- z F* j5 B! d$ R
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6 G0 u& X' d8 ?7 C; JEarth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal$ I& }1 F8 |/ y* P4 s+ ?9 v9 \
computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
2 s8 X7 B$ A* dJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
$ }0 R+ i1 |6 x: l1 dthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you; |& V* s; \# ~
building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to
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* S1 P$ p% s) t$ dAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed; ^$ q4 q/ G+ v
to go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”, H5 H" w# L# Q4 z6 E) @+ y
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to4 e J) U A+ F* I
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the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
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a small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
) e' Y% Z" t! Hcomputer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer
& O9 u" F; A0 L; k% Ojust popped into my head,” he said. “That night, I started to sketch out on paper what would
7 I9 q! Z1 E h5 M8 W. llater become known as the Apple I.”
+ O7 X0 R; a3 m6 CAt first he planned to use the same microprocessor that was in the Altair, an Intel 8080.3 n! @4 @9 r6 q" H
But each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.
( G& @" f) k0 C- d: Q# j0 K. yHe found one in the Motorola 6800, which a friend at HP was able to get for $40 apiece.2 X) O% w" L3 x) d; N
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. M1 G; I1 K0 i( s- @; Jcost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
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moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their
8 C7 m/ f# {8 V4 g* c6 Hplacement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software
/ \7 p0 g/ H4 J( a# xthat would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
7 G( I, g$ P1 M2 \afford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he
( D& V( K; g0 z; b4 m" swas ready to test it. “I typed a few keys on the keyboard and I was shocked! The letters
/ q9 o' @. k$ d3 }+ r* ?* ~) j- wwere displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
3 L1 d2 K' |, t2 @& c& L8 Ucomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a
" b5 i( v3 p0 tcharacter on a keyboard and seen it show up on their own computer’s screen right in front
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Jobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be
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Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort
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0 L: K% p1 S. ]5 e5 Zhelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and2 e' V7 H% f& |
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
$ [1 b9 F8 J% i2 iwith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the
( @# A8 g- e, r8 Y* d# tmerger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering
5 o0 a! p/ I& g, J) A% K7 p; i% oschool dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had
: |4 g# [9 p* dwritten for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a
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machine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill
+ N! h: v9 s# Lin the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of, `1 l) D2 X0 A- @. F. d
the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic6 _- o) \6 w4 @- ?1 y
that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I2 o& A" I- ^" p" Y
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: t; B1 ^2 w; ycompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the/ f- u0 U* Z7 U, [9 M
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what/ V% ?4 y( S% |1 l
would become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,
$ P5 @6 q( ~# E G. umost of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software+ w% d0 b& [. C! A) V
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Steve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue8 A, l1 |" v7 D2 x0 L$ W
Box or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies, S4 G' p. C. J
of his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
1 v! g; _/ E% Y2 S/ I- Z4 {) Sargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of4 \) b. K4 F4 E7 O; X
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money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing* U+ p# G+ h. r
that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s; e, J4 C7 z+ @. ^$ f. ~# Q, ?* d
hold them in the air and sell a few.’”5 A7 e( N2 z$ z r) n. p$ S
Jobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then
6 J; c4 s( @ I8 `6 X+ Oprint up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could' C8 W1 d8 K* Z1 |6 y2 f: Y2 i
sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they% i& x/ j% j. X$ L ?7 q
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He
4 ^5 }4 D. p$ K7 n/ dwas already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each
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money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money," t; n% v& z8 ]- S7 J5 ^
we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
0 L/ X: s& A& G. @$ b. dour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any' r3 h2 R$ B0 l: @+ S
prospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two3 X: N# ~- E' L9 g- U
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
. w4 T# v" o( P |2 C6 hIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
% E6 n* O) i1 | @7 w+ Q' jthough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his2 O9 _$ z: |: f7 Z5 q7 J
Volkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later
: c: [5 u; K& c: I5 O) o4 rand said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs.
8 S8 A4 J3 C h9 ]4 i2 u7 o( X7 e. ^Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about
& U9 ^& Z" J0 }) t$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own8 i @; v, y( K m# {( _4 M" f
computer company.8 J' j+ Y% Y6 f3 V$ N
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! G4 g' y' R6 s& c2 E8 WNow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for4 y9 D! P9 F' [* H" ]
another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,7 {( z w& V0 B: ~ U
and Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied# D, i' {: O7 _
around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some
% [. ]( j W: {- c; Sneologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal; X! ^9 C S- X
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start
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