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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my- X+ c& I2 Z* D& n1 V2 I) x3 q9 z
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work% _7 u3 a- [5 K! D* k
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0 M! m& U4 [8 |$ b5 q, V; j$ yHe didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking4 _, P4 O* h6 @
classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
r" g; R( e5 Y4 O# i; Pmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused" c1 y+ L/ A t
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”) A ]' j; O0 R: \/ j
Dudman allowed Jobs to audit classes and stay with friends in the dorms even after he6 q8 _: X* E4 {/ O
stopped paying tuition.
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a" w' T$ V3 E$ `9 x
calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully$ k3 y0 @" g9 A `: q6 L! M9 o" ~) v
drawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space
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beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
# r2 a- q0 ^) N1 zfascinating.”
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It was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection
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design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
; e( k- {# k8 k- a+ {8 Tfriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that9 ?6 \. C# _) I% {2 V
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have2 Y- I _! k* E
never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just2 h# o: _0 U( M% ~' C
copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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In the meantime Jobs eked out a bohemian existence on the fringes of Reed. He went/ \6 ?7 J6 P& y. r1 w7 x7 W
barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals+ { Q0 K$ ` }0 a
for him, trying to keep up with his obsessive diets. He returned soda bottles for spare# N! Y" H& X- I* n4 v7 v; i
change, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and% p( \ w2 c7 U- ~
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he0 s9 p; l( m9 b6 ^
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic
1 q. e/ b* X6 J; {: ]equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan
, y2 e9 P! h0 o, ^3 _: N% cwould come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to# }& k4 e- J, u9 d4 ]
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Zen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making' p9 r8 F* g/ w. ~- X
him more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important K5 c) U) Q2 ^3 M8 Q$ j
things in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t
/ s/ ~9 G4 C2 Q, }7 tremember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was 5 j4 T! Q# b7 W6 r7 _# Z6 D- b6 S
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ATARI AND INDIA
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! ~& j6 ^% n" h- c8 {) _Zen and the Art of Game Design# D: E; V+ c( @
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In February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move/ l9 j8 b _ h1 A$ g
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At! v( ^" O2 g, K8 Z+ j
peak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to0 w7 }. p5 M' v/ ?, u7 C
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,
) m; K7 I# F( n$ R/ i3 ?3 U3 umake money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer$ ]$ B, |; I4 N9 k: j
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that
/ H9 B& d/ `' i. d$ ?+ \1 i P! ]he wouldn’t leave until they gave him a job.
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: l, I, K' W4 J7 pAtari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
2 H8 C/ s2 P8 o& t6 x. r2 Z6 _# gvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model0 \7 |4 ^* E) [ @5 z
waiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,
7 J/ m, W% {2 v; R% U, ssmoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs. w6 [$ d% a# p' J8 g
would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate4 d6 Y$ L& e$ K1 v( Z# ^: r; [
and distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
/ r3 ~2 \; h& W, G. p! r4 q3 Ebeefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
" N6 V+ G- j5 s+ s& hvision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called" S. c( Q x0 d5 L; h1 H
Pong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that
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3 X0 m0 q& P9 v$ o7 fWhen Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was! x7 d$ z$ u; E) q% s' ~6 K0 o
the one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s8 _& x- k% k' x
not going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring
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Jobs thus became one of the first fifty employees at Atari, working as a technician for
9 r! h: z' B# X/ x& v8 T: V; m$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But 8 }( |, L( |5 _+ W Q, j$ a
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6 f. h6 W4 G" xI saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn, \" r* v& `# z# [) Z
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang
! d+ |+ h' L8 k2 P+ |- e5 \/ E; acomplained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s
: Z8 k9 ?; u! \impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
; S' x4 B# V$ I$ g# v3 D, zprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower( u6 f8 d! z, l5 s; N: }& r
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell; d; y* N7 \: G0 J; [
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
$ D) n, a' u$ C6 l6 [2 USo I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
- [) d' Q/ t# b1 ?& z7 n2 {$ ^8 ]9 mLang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became, H" @4 u& N. I
known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he( w6 @3 V. I+ A% U- n
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that
% V% J7 a5 Y0 k# b3 Gjudgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.6 F# S. L8 h- G
+ ^5 z# r, O2 S1 RDespite his arrogance (or perhaps because of it) he was able to charm Atari’s boss. “He
3 f1 k, v" j+ D& h3 b" Iwas more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used" Z, x7 X3 I3 h1 M8 K
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
2 ?4 D* L- K% G( G3 W) gdetermined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict3 }; X; q# A$ l6 [" D- y
people’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power( }7 M/ C6 }2 T5 C/ O6 S
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) H9 H1 u4 _4 S) ~1 m* r1 a+ bJobs helped improve some of the games by pushing the chips to produce fun designs,$ T- E! z1 \, U6 @, V
and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In( S( f4 |6 F- Z @. E+ ?9 Z
addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no' w6 ]9 T1 w$ M* u6 l
manual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them. D/ F; G2 S: i$ d' I
out. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid; J3 y6 v0 a- Q9 w( j
Klingons.”
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Not all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a8 a$ @. L" r- E; \6 j
draftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It% w: H! F/ ~( g8 w/ ?
subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start# t, L& x( W0 h" y8 V$ _
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had8 x) m3 X1 l) [* s' H l
never met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;( k; M1 i# A) e1 f" c5 B+ N
Jobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But6 @- \( N+ a* v# F% F" a7 i
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
. ~, y% f P$ _way to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
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- b+ u4 e" U; u8 |! U8 AOne weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in; L5 H1 a2 I' B
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
9 _$ i# M, g* bhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said. K" t) g! z+ a4 U
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He' P! ?3 `5 s, y# [
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You can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it
6 e. m4 C! O$ t3 Ais.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody
3 i; O7 K' h) ]4 tat Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
. ^, d; @7 O1 x" u* r% Mwhole life. But I guess it just felt right to tell him, that he would understand, and it didn’t
1 R( d) Z0 c4 ^" F/ Shave any effect on our relationship.”* u- ?, x. G8 `- O8 d1 D0 ~' N
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9 ?5 e1 ^2 I" D5 eOne reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert
7 d2 p. B Z/ z5 fFriedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own
0 |. r4 L2 E2 ^/ N, e% h: \spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),( z0 K3 I& H" N! g% n4 Y# q2 e( q, O
who had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do* e3 G; B: q3 J9 ?" g+ L. M. u# i
the same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere+ j) F1 W" Y- j$ ]. o: v# m5 y
adventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of
' [1 |- X7 `5 i5 Benlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds, ^- ]8 W, f# \4 [7 x9 y& @# t
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole
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2 P i" e( ~+ LWhen Jobs told the folks at Atari that he was quitting to go search for a guru in India,
+ A+ [. B# `$ ~! H1 |/ Fthe jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to
; X) Q1 l- h2 d `! @find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help+ Q6 Q: E* ?# f* |4 J
pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and
E5 t+ O# [9 j+ X: B2 nshipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
7 c; l, ~- }6 T- ewholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
1 s4 q+ Y8 f1 M# vAmerican rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in
1 u$ K- `$ c* E a5 N+ U" vEurope, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
b, A; g! m6 o8 N7 X+ }( t" p8 Ethen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to/ V+ [+ r6 T3 {8 J8 a
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the% ~4 o& V8 b! ~9 ~; m# N
exhortation, “Say hi to your guru for me.”6 j8 U9 r) X) ]+ e" O( X) H
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Jobs spent a few days in Munich, where he solved the interference problem, but in the
/ H+ D2 L8 r8 k' s3 ^1 d2 Z( Lprocess he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that; V+ O& f# K: Q' B! G6 M' T
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’9 Z8 `1 W0 ]/ d+ q X
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
3 ^8 X" S6 ?0 eguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs/ z9 J+ ~' z& n* }% c6 _
was upset that the Germans kept trying to feed him meat and potatoes. “They don’t even
# ?- ?2 \; c/ ~3 W8 n* G$ b0 ?have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.4 y- u7 f2 y0 g" q; h
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He had a better time when he took the train to see the distributor in Turin, where the
" W; p; ~7 C* i; C/ C; jItalian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of+ l9 Y8 |5 K2 i9 Y( f
weeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor
6 {! R% o. ]0 Qtook me every night to dinner at this place where there were only eight tables and no menu.
8 d( a! J4 q# {You’d just tell them what you wanted, and they made it. One of the tables was on reserve 5 |3 _0 M1 v$ y: h
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for the chairman of Fiat. It was really super.” He next went to Lugano, Switzerland, where7 d. j! e& W2 f L# X# ]* c3 V
he stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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When he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,
$ Z( F% W- f- @! q; u- Aeven though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he6 F% H( I1 \1 ~
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,' C: _5 B* `& F. A
because he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
' E9 x N0 m' R7 k5 L7 e& s# jfiltered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really% y* N0 v7 Z2 X- R+ H: n( I+ {
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”' q+ y K0 b, |) F* s+ X1 u- a: n
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he headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which U3 n( b6 z6 t8 F6 n4 m) `# q
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
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around. Tents with this teacher and that teacher. There were people riding elephants, you
! p3 N1 U1 E& S# L* a* Wname it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”, ?1 H" R7 i+ P# g3 @! ^2 v
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
8 `# I- J( O- j, Y9 aThat was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
/ X3 I. H% ]* O& {. E, ]. f! c- Pno longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the- u4 G8 k1 X+ d$ P y
floor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
! L2 O+ |0 Y4 C+ \1 s+ O1 |was a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,
' ?$ W2 j: K) \2 tand I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from" o! O" m g3 q1 {' I- U h5 R
village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the# ]$ t2 z! ~) a% D H
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate- {8 H7 f/ `, I; d0 [( d" P0 K+ u
smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He
# {' y: @) n8 g# y1 }+ W4 C& Abecame Jobs’s lifelong friend.
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of
- o, D- a0 t9 Nhis followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
% s( E$ }, v" {. n# }' ^1 ?spiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good* ~! f: O; M5 m6 o
meal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,0 w! t4 V4 Q) s% I5 b e) ^
the holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed
& O9 x- `& o) s& ?& jat him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
3 r& j! u0 Y$ K: W% W+ m8 P" a& ttooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this8 m" d1 ]3 Q$ K; W% r
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked3 g/ W( e6 X5 n
him up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out9 o3 S3 E& E. `; e3 d# S
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar8 X. Y0 j; y& W8 g5 k9 {. K
of soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He
$ R+ I0 x; h: e9 B1 j! U* t, p Y& w; htold me that he was saving my health.”
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Daniel Kottke arrived in India at the beginning of the summer, and Jobs went back to4 W* M Y) A( N% j5 {5 c; P; u3 Z" }
New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs
* i6 @6 b2 t0 O! s! _( @was no longer trying to find a guru who could impart wisdom, but instead was seeking
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to- O2 b( F7 H/ z# [0 y2 w. P
achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a& c7 _; C c+ G( I2 ^$ Z* D0 m: C
Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the
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sleeping bag was stolen with his traveler’s checks in it. “Steve covered my food expenses3 G& p8 q! ^& W9 S7 z
and bus ticket back to Delhi,” Kottke recalled. He also gave Kottke the rest of his own/ d* t! g v* q$ e
money, $100, to tide him over.
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they were somewhat surprised when they got a call from the Oakland airport asking them
$ a( a, f; s# h; c, w8 c- u/ Kto pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I
, K0 U' q" g4 z$ v+ T* mwas wearing Indian cotton robes, and my skin had turned a deep, chocolate brown-red from$ ?3 E+ H) N& d2 P6 g' x0 y, E
the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times" r1 ?) a5 F" n0 T8 }7 V! t4 ]
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4 A b! x, M% W0 a9 r4 `% g! ~They took him back home, where he continued trying to find himself. It was a pursuit, h1 ?+ x- t1 M6 }4 h
with many paths toward enlightenment. In the mornings and evenings he would meditate
3 Z8 v4 p4 Q( P4 h7 \$ aand study Zen, and in between he would drop in to audit physics or engineering courses at1 n, P1 ?( V( O
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
& r6 c& c( u0 ?' J lhe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
- v L) {" m m' temphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
* G& Q2 {( y+ a! oexperienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
- ]8 w0 ~" I4 D) n( |he reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:3 S: \) w9 w& m$ y" Z* O4 S# ^. A
8 l) j6 c) v* b; F( P/ @' pComing back to America was, for me, much more of a cultural shock than going to7 A8 ]9 }: }5 ^. A8 {! q- c
India. The people in the Indian countryside don’t use their intellect like we do, they use
4 U$ W) A: d) [" T( `$ x" e; ?their intuition instead, and their intuition is far more developed than in the rest of the world.
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
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world as well as its capacity for rational thought. If you just sit and observe, you will see
K& w0 E {+ g* k% G$ a2 D- show restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
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starts to blossom and you start to see things more clearly and be in the present more. Your
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going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged
6 g, x$ L @4 ?6 @7 j! w( j: o/ s3 Ume to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I/ T( i) P# s. ?9 i
learned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet" u. e6 s! ]0 B& z5 l6 q' j
a teacher, one will appear next door.
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Jobs did in fact find a teacher right in his own neighborhood. Shunryu Suzuki, who; [! ?, K, K2 F: ?9 m k: A
wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
7 F6 Q# c* i2 l3 aLos Altos every Wednesday evening to lecture and meditate with a small group of
: ]4 i2 f$ n9 A9 ufollowers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
. o s) ^6 }% b" c( N I$ K0 [1 }# icenter there. Jobs became a faithful follower, along with his occasional girlfriend, Chrisann
9 E( O8 F/ Z) {, NBrennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on# y4 N/ A: s- F" Q, e% _
retreats to the Tassajara Zen Center, a monastery near Carmel where Kobun also taught.8 p8 x, R: @" o1 ~. m- U$ _
7 f0 k) H6 j8 @8 gKottke found Kobun amusing. “His English was atrocious,” he recalled. “He would* O* T3 f6 Z+ }3 W$ ], o0 r
speak in a kind of haiku, with poetic, suggestive phrases. We would sit and listen to him,
/ ]- E5 d7 w# ?) Nand half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a$ }5 m9 O9 f. @: U; u# y
kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s
5 D* u$ K5 N9 Y% H! ~# @0 bmeditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to
, n' @( {" a: f/ Ptune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun+ ]! W3 J2 \) F8 g) d0 ^/ [
when it was raining, and he taught us how to use ambient sounds to bring us back to focus
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E% B4 g7 F0 F; f, }/ @just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost+ T7 Q+ ^$ T6 K Q7 K' N
daily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
5 `) z+ y% B" i i$ a& Tspending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse1 F$ V( O2 u* v8 d( C$ \9 Q
at Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
( n+ @" U3 L( P+ j2 Shim in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They$ G% E: q/ E9 I- l$ r4 _2 ^
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
1 Z& Y+ {, j: lKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual
7 v3 q4 l& V1 R, a! q: cside while working in a business. The relationship turned out to be lasting and deep;5 {# T3 T2 L6 W. t
seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony. ) h8 K( ^' e" B7 |* k- Y6 `
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psychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that+ G1 O0 N9 i3 o) M5 v5 d3 h& ^
psychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that% C/ A" r! b9 r! E8 J Q) X+ v; ^
they could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the) W+ g/ n2 A/ q$ q9 `
pain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it
/ N! `; U2 Z* t6 cinvolved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This
. j, n5 S, K/ _was not something to think about,” he later said. “This was something to do: to close your
& s. t7 @' Q: B6 k1 O5 c- ?eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”0 F( b5 R5 l; i/ J
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A group of Janov’s adherents ran a program called the Oregon Feeling Center in an old. e1 w7 k2 b7 j3 Z1 S6 S$ w0 `
hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose
2 }3 Q/ h9 n) G- W1 yAll One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course
+ i' Z% Q4 b* J4 |- z2 N1 Aof therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
" g6 H% O# J) {; h, t5 zto go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”
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) A @# p* a& j- l1 T: cput up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound5 k C. {0 k( h7 D$ {; K
desire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
2 a+ f4 ]8 ~8 @He had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
5 s" C: A" C: L& ?8 Astudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about
3 t5 @% G7 z- Hhiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want0 ^% G' l- c# j8 d \" ~) P
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Holmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
, a9 ^$ B! l( l2 qadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”: p# v) h7 S6 H9 ?1 i& m
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching! X( S ~+ T/ s- T
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal4 h# A/ E0 Y* v0 G8 u' \% g& J
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his0 |1 c- Q" x r. q' y; L& j
frustration about his birth. He told me he was deeply angry about the fact that he had been8 i2 L$ e( F6 ?3 E
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John Lennon had undergone the same primal scream therapy in 1970, and in December# V& d3 s# u" _' u
of that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with
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# \. n: K7 Q" L: c. mkilled when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,7 u& D3 I7 D4 `8 A
Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.% e2 U+ X) C; w5 f
5 E7 \7 P) |$ d0 w/ x! `Jobs later said that Janov’s teachings did not prove very useful. “He offered a ready-
6 w {* i2 g1 i i4 `6 N0 tmade, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became
- [# |8 J- e4 a, \% c4 e$ F2 tobvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it( a9 w: s4 Q6 L5 P
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and his feelings of inadequacy were reduced.”
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8 _3 I/ f' ~, W8 wJobs came to believe that he could impart that feeling of confidence to others and thus! d9 k" V8 q+ G3 G& @
push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke
' ~5 p; x& E) D [! fand joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past
: k+ X' Y$ \- [" gfriends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero6 C/ i O) r( G# a$ a) T
one day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
. E( L: l8 g; ~* zcome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though
7 o. `! d) n1 }6 X/ wshe didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get
3 j M% y& z) }- |behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
+ R0 @* u: F: j4 v“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes6 @% r7 M4 O9 R$ w4 N
to sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
( H$ _/ }' t" [$ |) clife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”: M! }6 d' a4 I. c, z" k
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It was the brighter side of what would become known as his reality distortion field. “If
3 o. O' ]- z1 ^2 b2 E+ Gyou trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
7 v1 C& e: [# Q" d# X) a# Dhappen, then he’s just going to make it happen.”
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One day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
" Q ]/ ?! s% Z8 }burst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.1 l! l3 o7 ~4 M5 G: z
9 `/ ~! b* y# U' b! u“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.
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Jobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,
/ V8 e5 b* U9 ^, o+ N0 Uwhich he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.' d4 L5 }7 ]( F3 D# _
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I$ F) I* i* d# o4 a
said, sure!”
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Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was- ? k! n" U* [* u2 W6 N- y) E
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out1 G( Y2 I! @/ A' Z% Q1 x3 H! k& L" ]
and play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
9 p H6 K c- R& F6 b( T: Cand he was able to build a version that he hooked up to his home TV set.
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: `# d8 n; ~0 g4 b6 m* o3 \One day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom' e: L3 h6 j/ A; M6 T- P
that paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of4 ~- z! X: i9 r' R, E2 S! i2 w
competing against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick: h0 g2 I/ a3 G/ r& D: `
whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,
8 _$ b/ q Z" S, P% C; a7 x" Z3 Nand asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip [. X9 M$ `% N* A# _
fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he7 s) {$ ^+ {1 E& J
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I0 T; ~+ T/ ^9 V
looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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was the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”
4 D! O% A. k5 Zhe recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
! G4 O7 |+ ^5 K a- ?9 a& d7 JWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
2 S7 |7 d6 b$ d$ Whe needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
7 n& o1 ^: B( hmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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$ N5 R% Z7 m# v# ~“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I7 p( k6 p8 Z3 t! Z5 i0 v
thought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he
+ \, b1 J5 o0 Mstayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out
8 T+ t6 X& W( h+ }- B: `, Z6 u' rhis design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all
, A8 x2 G" L/ F Anight. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it+ N5 \2 L3 b1 u! q
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent
( S0 T9 U+ D2 ^time playing my favorite game ever, which was the auto racing game Gran Trak 10,”
: s3 t, \9 h i+ j" k2 G; kWozniak said.
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forty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half
. Q1 J( p3 U5 F4 Q2 K9 C( Y5 M1 cof the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another( [+ W/ W8 a+ x. ?# ]4 l# f
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of5 ]- |' X0 n& g! I0 v: r/ }
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
5 ]% p4 t6 Q+ _and he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there1 I1 O& H& p& l9 n8 s
are long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
. S1 k5 }& b" ]' G6 z: f4 uhe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to" O% ]/ s+ _4 s p9 W
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
3 c, f6 R* n0 @9 _/ q. L4 A9 odifference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand
4 B8 w9 X8 `7 @4 [) ywhy he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
7 A4 i3 [! r, p% T2 n“But, you know, people are different.”
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When Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me
) @6 R' v2 D0 j! \' D3 xthat he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember7 x. K. l, Q7 C- }
it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
3 g2 L$ X n% Y1 A9 I1 Aunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I3 ]& E5 `2 I+ _- h3 V) K4 x
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz# G& e5 K) i9 D8 z) c* [
stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got: {; M" C) s- \* X9 P2 K3 Z8 u
exactly the same shares of Apple stock that I did.”2 u$ ~5 d! _6 D. m# I+ }) d" T9 y
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Is it possible that memories are muddled and that Jobs did not, in fact, shortchange
8 ?" d. A! F0 ZWozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told
8 R* w+ \( b" ^4 H8 e8 C( h* Ime, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350
& y5 C2 }2 g9 f4 N& h! ucheck.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
1 ~3 K! A$ I1 G1 }2 x/ italking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there , B1 h( k# C5 o5 V7 z
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Whatever the truth, Wozniak later insisted that it was not worth rehashing. Jobs is a
$ f/ _; N5 b& A( u/ Q' E7 m7 xcomplex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that8 l/ Z, ?. M, P8 C4 X
make him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he$ s- o K& u5 }, F, M( h, ?5 }# L
also could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the6 o9 Z% F$ Y4 J. G+ `
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8 w/ V3 F) {2 A* m. {( tappreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That
6 l) a" Z$ g/ v( dsimplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron' y8 q1 Z7 V2 O+ |( |& y+ K8 }
Wayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
0 E4 W% i: `. B1 _take no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how
/ V( ?; S7 V. m+ P# O, ]things got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same# h# s7 I+ d& f
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0 v4 R1 ?; L2 s& k* L7 K) x; vtaught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
# t9 t; s* ~5 I2 \# a' v+ Qto be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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In San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents
, S9 _/ v& C7 S' X3 Q- uflowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of
9 g/ _5 u$ N. s4 a( U6 `military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game: D4 a/ X4 y3 `+ M! q# f& v
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
4 a$ S# D+ `4 P% M$ O' `" tphreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t
4 B! w: Q5 h2 ^1 G( `/ c' {conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the
1 [& v9 b, }% | h, U9 Zsubdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
3 h( u" r' d) y% Y. l5 [5 S F9 C8 |participants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,/ p) |* _3 N7 v& s& }( E; u
who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken
a) I, k5 ]- zKesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that& g; [9 s2 Z6 @3 l7 M
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
( o* ^- ~5 N5 C; A1 i4 N6 h& y% gbeat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech
, O! R+ t' k$ k* o! f6 @, [8 WMovement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing! ~* @, h8 N$ U
paths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
; y; i H9 g$ s. X$ M' jand sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.9 |* s) w# ~& v( |% f
This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
4 Z I' d m# z, _% gembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at
& P* M7 j( ?4 ~) ]% p; ]' yStanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just
( J! S; w. x' X& ~3 O. msomething going on here,” he said, looking back at the time and place. “The best music 7 l9 j% o; }% ^- m
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did the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.”) w, {$ B6 S$ l$ p; ^5 X" k
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the
1 Y/ J2 b+ b2 v, ~ I# {/ u% Vcounterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and2 d* B& i# d) X7 T, x) w+ K6 s
the power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that
" y" X9 x& c9 Z! {* r0 J0 Ccomputers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
; J5 b* V: j/ d" kinjunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
1 z3 R" ?3 r- \ R' _ironic phrase of the antiwar Left.
" W9 ]3 |, _% E' |( hBut by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
: _" d2 L0 x m d( ^) g" na tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
i4 `' R ?) R; c1 p2 G, c1 Z# ]9 tliberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
6 @& U2 t/ |3 @- E. g% p$ t$ L( F _computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard" Q" p. y5 f1 P7 i* U/ N7 X. o
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cyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had
* e5 X, K0 S4 o3 B" _- e8 D% S* i* q: @$ Sbecome the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot
* W5 W# j4 n4 X9 q1 Sup, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with
! E- b+ f! G' Fhim why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up3 z) C8 n8 ]4 \3 s
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first) L# H: U+ p$ W; h
century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because
- I) H: j# |! j. Tthey saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England,
; ^, m! X5 R2 a& i2 n: w* O- p# aGermany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an- n9 O! z& y2 Y2 v7 |2 m
anarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”
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many decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.
7 B, c9 x3 l5 j" E/ Z$ M6 Z, g8 `He joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,
! U c' N6 m" u; d2 Y5 }- s3 U3 q+ }appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked' D! H6 X- y& `7 l: Q$ X
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
& K* |: Q/ w- q* [4 {8 pcalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
7 h# [% @+ n& c5 B/ G# d% eembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called5 h5 H/ _ u* u- i6 B. \ `
hackers—embraced computers and set about transforming them into tools of liberation.
8 \9 z- u" x! N* FThat turned out to be the true royal road to the future.”
1 m. i* p3 s p& e5 a4 k& cBrand ran the Whole Earth Truck Store, which began as a roving truck that sold useful
5 S: J" g. l3 s* j e i [tools and educational materials, and in 1968 he decided to extend its reach with the Whole
) V m2 W" J. _; I `" {: {Earth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
% t Z6 P+ V+ ^subtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be
# j+ F7 x; S% l7 |# O! ?: Q9 [our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal
- D" P0 F. M7 x* ^' B4 Bpower is developing—power of the individual to conduct his own education, find his own
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Buckminster Fuller followed with a poem that began: “I see God in the instruments and
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then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a
, p) H8 o- }; P' _) @: z# k- \photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
; S9 @+ O( ?+ Oon if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”3 F% q) B, r( o9 `. e- ^/ ^8 E& @
Brand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog
& e5 r( ^) }6 `6 L3 b, Rsought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he
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Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation. }& Z9 Y9 F8 p0 q, K" i
dedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch ?4 ]- D( ?- S0 @- S# Y V4 k+ b4 L
the People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and
8 \0 m: C' Q; K! r9 I% U" p7 Eorganization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
2 q/ u, O6 v+ EWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,+ L7 P; D6 h2 h- J' T! y2 z* |! W
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which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
% s# H. J* f( |+ i7 ujust a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
7 @6 s4 K% e) m3 @9 zhobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the* K" x4 E# v r. _) W/ @# H
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
% A# Q8 v+ R/ v+ E4 P" o& rlanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an
% |; }4 g7 V. a; GAltair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
) {7 F. W7 N0 T; m$ s, ^2 rmeeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.
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The group became known as the Homebrew Computer Club, and it encapsulated the Whole
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computer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
6 s2 y& ^) s$ n H& O* P$ C D8 }Johnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
- E: L9 y5 N( F! D8 k7 Nthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
# i* K9 i' p- F+ j& L6 F5 g3 e" M( Gbuilding your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to% G! Q8 q- z" y, ?
come to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
9 i n: G$ g. n5 z7 vAllen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
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garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to; N0 v: c# u" s- h" c
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calculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
4 q: j4 F; R$ e' \$ p( \, gThere was a demonstration of the new Altair, but more important to Wozniak was seeing
6 P$ a* @5 b- K O7 j+ R- j. Nthe specification sheet for a microprocessor.
: V3 z2 K, B% D1 q/ G; E2 _- KAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing
% w5 d$ G6 a& i- cunit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer/ @8 D' c! W8 U1 q. @/ f L/ _# i
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. P2 G$ w& q0 I5 d tBut each of those “cost almost more than my monthly rent,” so he looked for an alternative.* E2 m3 x- A7 k+ R/ b1 z( P
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9 U( o/ S5 E3 V8 \0 hThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but( O: A! Q8 J; m" A
cost only $20. It would make his machine affordable, but it would carry a long-term cost.
. p1 E4 y" {4 _; t5 W0 ~Intel’s chips ended up becoming the industry standard, which would haunt Apple when its
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moonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their+ q, ]; y3 J6 |7 N, P9 {5 g0 g n
placement, and soldered them onto his motherboard. Then he began writing the software+ | {4 E2 P1 Q4 |% u2 A: [
that would get the microprocessor to display images on the screen. Because he could not
$ u6 [+ C3 ~; A3 S3 eafford to pay for computer time, he wrote the code by hand. After a couple of months he6 e2 _$ y/ K" }; f6 o; V
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were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal
& p9 g# [7 D% r! ]% y) }5 bcomputer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a
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8 U! R9 `9 Z$ IJobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be9 f' _* h% t3 L7 e
networked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz3 m8 c/ G8 ]2 M
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.
o! J6 y$ j: v* i6 G% AJobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort; o3 I( T3 V) m) Y0 C4 h! K6 c: B
of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could4 }' {& q+ }0 k* a% ^3 h
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5 Q& G5 I/ p, g/ {5 Ghelping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and
4 a! U" q; J2 v, u3 k! U) i' \: Ihad been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding6 v2 P- \7 m( D' W
with a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the0 t* h" H4 \& F: Q8 K/ J3 X9 }, t3 B
merger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering
2 m% S) K4 g' Gschool dropout, a participant in the Free Speech Movement, and an antiwar activist. He had( `8 ~0 Q5 D& W
written for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a
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. @; L+ ~ o6 R& c, \Woz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
; y- l4 I/ v' ?, M p( {$ \: vmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill' |% j* m! F& `3 W
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of8 Z& {7 G0 c. o9 F! }2 ~
the club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
* Q: @* [0 K- x+ ]/ w C Mthat information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
$ C7 |1 Y. \0 ]- R2 Q% Ubecause I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak.
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E7 e& Y% M4 c2 j4 |' d0 [6 X' Z+ wcompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the p! J0 Q* i, I' J0 y
Homebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what& r X2 @/ p5 H- ]6 y# g7 f7 Z
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most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
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appreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”* t" v2 b. y W: w$ j
Steve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue
3 _( }7 F1 v5 g' yBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies
$ \8 v7 f. |, Q7 t6 b( v8 e2 Z3 fof his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs
% b5 }. g' o1 u- l# Pargued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of% {& s+ _4 C% }4 ?, ?, q' w/ b
their symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make
' H) S5 z) v9 S; n; m: S( _# ~# Z" |/ Lmoney for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
2 \* d% ~( V# N- @% _- @, S+ ~that on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s
) h0 v5 l6 k3 |& Ihold them in the air and sell a few.’”) A! R* u5 H+ D6 a4 ^5 H, [! x) M
Jobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then
5 ]# N/ k! _2 g; eprint up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could
( k( \7 r; ]9 P7 osell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they w) O5 t" o! I7 `
could sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He
7 K! i( c, g9 e! g, j4 Nwas already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each
: M( _2 P6 T/ q0 U7 u0 E3 q: qmonth in cash.
4 t: k! o' g9 `; XJobs knew how to appeal to Wozniak. He didn’t argue that they were sure to make
* M# o/ F+ g/ G$ o6 d- z. u8 ~money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
' J( ^4 S" L& `we’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in
5 k6 [( H* \5 C( [! W0 f7 Gour lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
$ V0 I0 w4 R( o* C' N a' vprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two6 b, s) \, m2 c1 P- c8 S0 e
best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
$ i4 D8 W' M Y+ m3 r6 iIn order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,; }2 x& |+ G5 J, o
though the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
9 f7 m% j. {" Y' K) VVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later# }( o5 Q9 K4 j4 p
and said the engine had broken down, and Jobs agreed to pay for half of the repairs." c/ s- H3 J' i/ Q- H8 A
Despite these little setbacks, they now had, with their own small savings thrown in, about. P* _. c3 k& }) c! {5 X/ A
$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own
8 }3 w! H) m2 x5 Z b! [computer company.
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5 [2 W, ?- |' e5 X7 A' FNow that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for% q, \' b0 f" ?
another visit to the All One Farm, where he had been pruning the Gravenstein apple trees,
! r7 {# M0 Z* H' G' r1 Mand Wozniak picked him up at the airport. On the ride down to Los Altos, they bandied
+ e! a e! k, u8 d k9 G8 }around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some3 Y2 Y( e1 r G2 x& E/ F+ G
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal2 x. b: j' R6 P: B q& Z4 z
Computers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start
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