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college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my6 C: n) {# d* i- Q
parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work
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He didn’t actually want to leave Reed; he just wanted to quit paying tuition and taking
6 ]( w. x) s8 d/ K) ?classes that didn’t interest him. Remarkably, Reed tolerated that. “He had a very inquiring
2 O( n" X$ g4 vmind that was enormously attractive,” said the dean of students, Jack Dudman. “He refused' e9 r9 _: }" Y) N4 E) A+ \/ l( k
to accept automatically received truths, and he wanted to examine everything himself.”8 S, g6 C7 t+ |7 a8 \& S
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stopped paying tuition.
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“The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest
3 D9 c5 `- r7 J5 C) b) ]5 Q0 e" tme, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting,” he said. Among them was a
) ?9 D8 p; f: w0 P) X/ a) p6 n6 \calligraphy class that appealed to him after he saw posters on campus that were beautifully
/ T1 u1 M/ t* f- l# Edrawn. “I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space- I: H- B/ u# r( v
between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was
7 B$ M& t2 R6 ] O$ o: c! c3 _beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it
# S7 X& Z2 G# _/ w& Qfascinating.”
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It was yet another example of Jobs consciously positioning himself at the intersection( M2 m9 w! X/ b5 o% c5 J# C
of the arts and technology. In all of his products, technology would be married to great w" l; ^5 A5 Y. M6 {; H
design, elegance, human touches, and even romance. He would be in the fore of pushing
/ f% x2 \' z+ d* p E4 L( N! Jfriendly graphical user interfaces. The calligraphy course would become iconic in that6 G d7 E# Q9 X) @
regard. “If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have
& r$ ~. I+ }* Gnever had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just
m. s! z8 }# q8 C% Kcopied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them.”
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barefoot most of the time, wearing sandals when it snowed. Elizabeth Holmes made meals
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change, continued his treks to the free Sunday dinners at the Hare Krishna temple, and: |% c/ r/ _, ~# J, {& w
wore a down jacket in the heatless garage apartment he rented for $20 a month. When he; O; D4 W( n' v) @. G3 k' t
needed money, he found work at the psychology department lab maintaining the electronic$ b* ^" K8 M3 Y9 C$ t5 c3 }7 Z3 e
equipment that was used for animal behavior experiments. Occasionally Chrisann Brennan- D( P2 U4 D8 d2 ?
would come to visit. Their relationship sputtered along erratically. But mostly he tended to
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' n- F: |! c7 z' K" HZen, and also by LSD.” Even later in life he would credit psychedelic drugs for making
7 j) R$ d- A' g4 phim more enlightened. “Taking LSD was a profound experience, one of the most important
; H1 R' N/ T/ r; G8 }$ q. Wthings in my life. LSD shows you that there’s another side to the coin, and you can’t7 L8 a; H) d7 q
remember it when it wears off, but you know it. It reinforced my sense of what was
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1 @( @" \- \4 C$ p0 y5 U' e6 Z. `) ~important—creating great things instead of making money, putting things back into the
! X/ |. I: B' s1 P6 v N# wstream of history and of human consciousness as much as I could.”
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4 h' U$ n/ @ B0 \( i+ gIn February 1974, after eighteen months of hanging around Reed, Jobs decided to move( b! v9 U7 p3 c' C2 [3 r
back to his parents’ home in Los Altos and look for a job. It was not a difficult search. At
, E9 L3 y5 [+ S- jpeak times during the 1970s, the classified section of the San Jose Mercury carried up to. {& m3 q' z; l. X0 e
sixty pages of technology help-wanted ads. One of those caught Jobs’s eye. “Have fun,) i+ t) S; K4 h6 l* w$ `
make money,” it said. That day Jobs walked into the lobby of the video game manufacturer7 k8 T+ @5 C4 z s2 X {. l
Atari and told the personnel director, who was startled by his unkempt hair and attire, that' o, e) d* V5 l I2 X# }9 H
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Atari’s founder was a burly entrepreneur named Nolan Bushnell, who was a charismatic
) D, m! l/ ]3 q! V f; U' X3 kvisionary with a nice touch of showmanship in him—in other words, another role model
# a& K$ l: l$ O0 Uwaiting to be emulated. After he became famous, he liked driving around in a Rolls,, b0 ?' ^' w4 H, F: }9 J) s
smoking dope, and holding staff meetings in a hot tub. As Friedland had done and as Jobs
1 z3 j" i% W" T. j! \, W( |would learn to do, he was able to turn charm into a cunning force, to cajole and intimidate
) R: m" K9 Q* L0 m: S/ jand distort reality with the power of his personality. His chief engineer was Al Alcorn,
6 m5 |) G6 q+ a+ {( F" Sbeefy and jovial and a bit more grounded, the house grown-up trying to implement the
5 D; v* H! Q3 y2 n" C, b8 {vision and curb the enthusiasms of Bushnell. Their big hit thus far was a video game called
9 t" b! G( J, I; M K7 rPong, in which two players tried to volley a blip on a screen with two movable lines that
* v9 t6 S: [% C& |7 s) Dacted as paddles. (If you’re under thirty, ask your parents.)% t# K' q2 P: }; G# _$ R; \5 i6 Z
3 O+ {, G. k$ s2 D( v; `When Jobs arrived in the Atari lobby wearing sandals and demanding a job, Alcorn was
5 L/ Z1 E; C2 }$ U0 z$ Gthe one who was summoned. “I was told, ‘We’ve got a hippie kid in the lobby. He says he’s
% |+ u E* O7 x$ x! x1 [3 pnot going to leave until we hire him. Should we call the cops or let him in?’ I said bring7 m2 K. p- D0 j* \
him on in!”
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$5 an hour. “In retrospect, it was weird to hire a dropout from Reed,” Alcorn recalled. “But % i) B8 F/ B# h" {2 I
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I saw something in him. He was very intelligent, enthusiastic, excited about tech.” Alcorn8 c, Z( `* I5 V2 O
assigned him to work with a straitlaced engineer named Don Lang. The next day Lang, b( R: Q# o& T1 j/ A, u4 ]9 O1 l8 S
complained, “This guy’s a goddamn hippie with b.o. Why did you do this to me? And he’s( m. `0 P' ^7 N2 ^
impossible to deal with.” Jobs clung to the belief that his fruit-heavy vegetarian diet would
; g1 G. f" I8 X0 E6 V9 n0 ]4 oprevent not just mucus but also body odor, even if he didn’t use deodorant or shower$ F. x/ w, t' W& p) g1 @
regularly. It was a flawed theory.
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Lang and others wanted to let Jobs go, but Bushnell worked out a solution. “The smell+ a1 m `2 H0 @) h
and behavior wasn’t an issue with me,” he said. “Steve was prickly, but I kind of liked him.
: i# _0 ?7 a' `So I asked him to go on the night shift. It was a way to save him.” Jobs would come in after
5 x* H8 ^' j7 e. {/ ^Lang and others had left and work through most of the night. Even thus isolated, he became
7 ~: c, ?4 S7 P1 A, `known for his brashness. On those occasions when he happened to interact with others, he; J- Z- s% E' o. Y
was prone to informing them that they were “dumb shits.” In retrospect, he stands by that5 @/ m3 C5 H: Q4 o. D& h
judgment. “The only reason I shone was that everyone else was so bad,” Jobs recalled.
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was more philosophical than the other people I worked with,” Bushnell recalled. “We used; F" U' w8 \- A" ]
to discuss free will versus determinism. I tended to believe that things were much more
+ V% Y8 e9 W& _determined, that we were programmed. If we had perfect information, we could predict
2 k" k* R8 \( @# S/ b5 Speople’s actions. Steve felt the opposite.” That outlook accorded with his faith in the power
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and Bushnell’s inspiring willingness to play by his own rules rubbed off on him. In
0 X# i5 r8 W5 [addition, he intuitively appreciated the simplicity of Atari’s games. They came with no
) }: P0 j7 w/ Vmanual and needed to be uncomplicated enough that a stoned freshman could figure them
% S7 y- u6 w( c5 |; aout. The only instructions for Atari’s Star Trek game were “1. Insert quarter. 2. Avoid
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$ ]; Z# a- C$ F+ }$ rNot all of his coworkers shunned Jobs. He became friends with Ron Wayne, a
3 k2 o# Z8 S. ?' Bdraftsman at Atari, who had earlier started a company that built slot machines. It
2 I' K2 L9 ?) Y' K$ ~subsequently failed, but Jobs became fascinated with the idea that it was possible to start+ t/ P4 a: n8 e/ T0 ?* Y. [
your own company. “Ron was an amazing guy,” said Jobs. “He started companies. I had
5 C4 C" Q j* knever met anybody like that.” He proposed to Wayne that they go into business together;
# C; G' G3 J5 n1 @3 r3 [2 TJobs said he could borrow $50,000, and they could design and market a slot machine. But" E, A9 |% g# n1 f* d" H
Wayne had already been burned in business, so he declined. “I said that was the quickest
x2 i; Y6 U( j1 e3 V2 ]0 v+ l6 Away to lose $50,000,” Wayne recalled, “but I admired the fact that he had a burning drive to
2 {2 A5 F# i) vstart his own business.”
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One weekend Jobs was visiting Wayne at his apartment, engaging as they often did in2 l0 O1 \8 t) _
philosophical discussions, when Wayne said that there was something he needed to tell
F. l% `3 p0 R2 \9 H! Zhim. “Yeah, I think I know what it is,” Jobs replied. “I think you like men.” Wayne said! v& F6 N7 p& M9 Z2 M# r
yes. “It was my first encounter with someone who I knew was gay,” Jobs recalled. “He/ b7 O5 ~9 R! O1 E
planted the right perspective of it for me.” Jobs grilled him: “When you see a beautiful ( ^( K$ J9 A9 C( ^8 Y" U% ]+ n
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woman, what do you feel?” Wayne replied, “It’s like when you look at a beautiful horse.
" W. d! b# P1 TYou can appreciate it, but you don’t want to sleep with it. You appreciate beauty for what it1 t+ K+ |6 |, C4 A: k: f
is.” Wayne said that it is a testament to Jobs that he felt like revealing this to him. “Nobody( w. z2 O- K$ Z. r" f5 X
at Atari knew, and I could count on my toes and fingers the number of people I told in my
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have any effect on our relationship.”
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One reason Jobs was eager to make some money in early 1974 was that Robert0 e' k2 Y% l) H! U0 |5 C) L
Friedland, who had gone to India the summer before, was urging him to take his own2 G" o2 ?- x! ]5 r2 \1 d
spiritual journey there. Friedland had studied in India with Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji),
p) G/ c1 E% J5 C& T4 Bwho had been the guru to much of the sixties hippie movement. Jobs decided he should do
) U9 A. G' Y- H1 b7 c, ethe same, and he recruited Daniel Kottke to go with him. Jobs was not motivated by mere
6 k& p& t2 Z" Q9 Tadventure. “For me it was a serious search,” he said. “I’d been turned on to the idea of' b- u) A4 ?" u6 `+ N1 o; ?% e
enlightenment and trying to figure out who I was and how I fit into things.” Kottke adds: {3 E* P3 z7 Y2 r8 i( Y
that Jobs’s quest seemed driven partly by not knowing his birth parents. “There was a hole" H; J3 r, z8 d9 d
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the jovial Alcorn was amused. “He comes in and stares at me and declares, ‘I’m going to9 u- v9 T, a3 e: K8 ]: m+ G( r; A/ i
find my guru,’ and I say, ‘No shit, that’s super. Write me!’ And he says he wants me to help
& H; |$ r0 |% v8 E& o5 |. j3 ?pay, and I tell him, ‘Bullshit!’” Then Alcorn had an idea. Atari was making kits and. T) W8 X1 R; I4 ` O7 Y
shipping them to Munich, where they were built into finished machines and distributed by a
8 F* P' W0 ^1 w, m: K% lwholesaler in Turin. But there was a problem: Because the games were designed for the
8 M! w6 ]/ h2 Z9 O U7 `American rate of sixty frames per second, there were frustrating interference problems in- ^( C& ^, p4 \$ n* ^8 P# H
Europe, where the rate was fifty frames per second. Alcorn sketched out a fix with Jobs and
# r% ?5 f& e' G' s" O! wthen offered to pay for him to go to Europe to implement it. “It’s got to be cheaper to get to6 E. I( V W. Q' x
India from there,” he said. Jobs agreed. So Alcorn sent him on his way with the( E8 W I8 ]' D
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process he flummoxed the dark-suited German managers. They complained to Alcorn that( a3 n5 }6 V5 R& @& U1 j
he dressed and smelled like a bum and behaved rudely. “I said, ‘Did he solve the problem?’ J& d% g8 ` b* J/ h
And they said, ‘Yeah.’ I said, ‘If you got any more problems, you just call me, I got more
4 b/ J+ c' V" U( \/ I8 oguys just like him!’ They said, ‘No, no we’ll take care of it next time.’” For his part, Jobs
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have a word for vegetarian,” he complained (incorrectly) in a phone call to Alcorn.
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* I' ?+ T8 _& p$ FItalian pastas and his host’s camaraderie were more simpatico. “I had a wonderful couple of
$ f. G" U- V- Q( ?" mweeks in Turin, which is this charged-up industrial town,” he recalled. “The distributor. B, V3 W# r8 G! F- M
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" f$ \3 |; V Fhe stayed with Friedland’s uncle, and from there took a flight to India.
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When he got off the plane in New Delhi, he felt waves of heat rising from the tarmac,! D; F ~4 a# B& w3 }
even though it was only April. He had been given the name of a hotel, but it was full, so he6 k" D1 @1 B) i1 M
went to one his taxi driver insisted was good. “I’m sure he was getting some baksheesh,
$ y. [" K% h0 s9 [5 G7 x" c9 cbecause he took me to this complete dive.” Jobs asked the owner whether the water was
' `* ~2 D3 e% v$ `filtered and foolishly believed the answer. “I got dysentery pretty fast. I was sick, really5 a7 S" n/ z' ]% g; V: N4 {+ @
sick, a really high fever. I dropped from 160 pounds to 120 in about a week.”
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Once he got healthy enough to move, he decided that he needed to get out of Delhi. So
1 G; @# o$ N, ~2 y( G* Khe headed to the town of Haridwar, in western India near the source of the Ganges, which5 g) c% m) B4 ?) K
was having a festival known as the Kumbh Mela. More than ten million people poured into
0 G" |- i9 m+ M. l! ja town that usually contained fewer than 100,000 residents. “There were holy men all
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name it. I was there for a few days, but I decided that I needed to get out of there too.”/ `. h! o, P* w9 h) @6 `" v6 n2 _
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He went by train and bus to a village near Nainital in the foothills of the Himalayas.
) G5 C2 w1 t4 S; E2 @0 _That was where Neem Karoli Baba lived, or had lived. By the time Jobs got there, he was
3 G# ?7 B T% I. \+ F" G R3 N* Uno longer alive, at least in the same incarnation. Jobs rented a room with a mattress on the
, n' K2 g6 a1 v9 K" A. F0 C; V/ Cfloor from a family who helped him recuperate by feeding him vegetarian meals. “There
7 W9 G) _1 o5 o. y; [* Gwas a copy there of Autobiography of a Yogi in English that a previous traveler had left,7 i- Q5 T7 ~! A/ z
and I read it several times because there was not a lot to do, and I walked around from
1 R0 X2 B9 D+ x ~village to village and recovered from my dysentery.” Among those who were part of the, y. N: v& H0 Y e
community there was Larry Brilliant, an epidemiologist who was working to eradicate0 C3 _' I' H1 x! M4 k
smallpox and who later ran Google’s philanthropic arm and the Skoll Foundation. He+ r; q0 n% V; [+ q5 T
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At one point Jobs was told of a young Hindu holy man who was holding a gathering of# h+ D, `! a0 ^0 t2 ?3 Y9 y
his followers at the Himalayan estate of a wealthy businessman. “It was a chance to meet a
+ p' ?9 X* o+ m% f% n: Pspiritual being and hang out with his followers, but it was also a chance to have a good
! k. K' S& K. A9 Q& Xmeal. I could smell the food as we got near, and I was very hungry.” As Jobs was eating,
4 J2 Y* z; g/ z- [; Bthe holy man—who was not much older than Jobs—picked him out of the crowd, pointed7 h- K) _8 ^$ Y# h! o
at him, and began laughing maniacally. “He came running over and grabbed me and made a
# S9 \3 O6 b5 _8 \7 M9 Qtooting sound and said, ‘You are just like a baby,’” recalled Jobs. “I was not relishing this3 H4 [- O$ `5 d! C9 W
attention.” Taking Jobs by the hand, he led him out of the worshipful crowd and walked
5 X, U H' H" q) ]0 N, Hhim up to a hill, where there was a well and a small pond. “We sit down and he pulls out* z* L. @# w& i$ z% W
this straight razor. I’m thinking he’s a nutcase and begin to worry. Then he pulls out a bar1 o# e- y& T$ k8 Z" ~) q
of soap—I had long hair at the time—and he lathered up my hair and shaved my head. He$ G1 i7 v9 q1 ^( ~
told me that he was saving my health.”
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New Delhi to meet him. They wandered, mainly by bus, rather aimlessly. By this point Jobs7 Y6 D) v( L: p3 k' |
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enlightenment through ascetic experience, deprivation, and simplicity. He was not able to% h! ]/ q0 s& b, z* _' \
achieve inner calm. Kottke remembers him getting into a furious shouting match with a% L" A7 a5 v6 z& J% l1 A1 v
Hindu woman in a village marketplace who, Jobs alleged, had been watering down the, X5 m/ o/ V& F7 @
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money, $100, to tide him over.
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to pick him up. They immediately drove up from Los Altos. “My head had been shaved, I0 H: I5 c: ^7 m8 y1 A
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the sun,” he recalled. “So I’m sitting there and my parents walked past me about five times
8 H) E: Y9 q* _2 eand finally my mother came up and said ‘Steve?’ and I said ‘Hi!’”
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enlightenment was not merely the passing phase of a nineteen-year-old. Throughout his life
' p3 V+ k4 i+ o/ uhe would seek to follow many of the basic precepts of Eastern religions, such as the
. W& ^. N) c4 ]2 h' remphasis on experiential prajñā, wisdom or cognitive understanding that is intuitively
- u. e5 P/ Q" s& x( |) Y$ sexperienced through concentration of the mind. Years later, sitting in his Palo Alto garden,
) M9 B9 |( a* u5 M. x$ fhe reflected on the lasting influence of his trip to India:
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great achievement of Western civilization. In the villages of India, they never learned it.
6 M* k8 a9 N( Q1 L9 XThey learned something else, which is in some ways just as valuable but in other ways is
! \3 p: Z4 K9 ^% Knot. That’s the power of intuition and experiential wisdom.
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Coming back after seven months in Indian villages, I saw the craziness of the Western
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how restless your mind is. If you try to calm it, it only makes it worse, but over time it does
& Z8 a+ r6 g2 T* ocalm, and when it does, there’s room to hear more subtle things—that’s when your intuition
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more than you could see before. It’s a discipline; you have to practice it.
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Zen has been a deep influence in my life ever since. At one point I was thinking about
( ^+ P3 n' F6 M: E6 `going to Japan and trying to get into the Eihei-ji monastery, but my spiritual advisor urged3 C5 Q% o" Z* i
me to stay here. He said there is nothing over there that isn’t here, and he was correct. I
; N" [2 g9 }2 A( D: e3 Elearned the truth of the Zen saying that if you are willing to travel around the world to meet
- w1 D" @1 d7 {4 Oa teacher, one will appear next door.
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+ f2 \3 A$ h/ u9 n# a" {5 u# ?wrote Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind and ran the San Francisco Zen Center, used to come to
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followers. After a while he asked his assistant, Kobun Chino Otogawa, to open a full-time
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Brennan, and Daniel Kottke and Elizabeth Holmes. He also began to go by himself on9 W) i$ }/ f7 d5 z N7 w9 x
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and half the time we had no idea what he was going on about. I took the whole thing as a
& `9 |9 b$ `% M h2 }kind of lighthearted interlude.” Holmes was more into the scene. “We would go to Kobun’s# R) {( N' g( d, X/ t1 J
meditations, sit on zafu cushions, and he would sit on a dais,” she said. “We learned how to8 _$ x! q1 o. O; M
tune out distractions. It was a magical thing. One evening we were meditating with Kobun
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just generally unbearable,” according to Kottke. He began meeting with Kobun almost
0 V9 f9 p# |6 e; g6 Cdaily, and every few months they went on retreats together to meditate. “I ended up
: B1 c$ p( _' O5 nspending as much time as I could with him,” Jobs recalled. “He had a wife who was a nurse$ l4 C/ S$ S0 d7 K$ L
at Stanford and two kids. She worked the night shift, so I would go over and hang out with
% W$ l5 c4 U8 n2 M% d% e, X. {him in the evenings. She would get home about midnight and shoo me away.” They4 O G" R; l" c
sometimes discussed whether Jobs should devote himself fully to spiritual pursuits, but
9 z; o* s( g7 z$ c h# Q8 Z/ ?& pKobun counseled otherwise. He assured Jobs that he could keep in touch with his spiritual( j; a! d% Q, n P$ }
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seventeen years later Kobun would perform Jobs’s wedding ceremony.
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therapy, which had recently been developed and popularized by a Los Angeles
( c4 g! x9 b" G, A+ k' j0 A6 Mpsychotherapist named Arthur Janov. It was based on the Freudian theory that
# }; @5 u# v3 {2 z3 Opsychological problems are caused by the repressed pains of childhood; Janov argued that
5 [' _3 } f H$ Y* z+ t* z+ h+ Uthey could be resolved by re-suffering these primal moments while fully expressing the
8 q: T' e- Z0 I% F* I5 r% X5 K- qpain—sometimes in screams. To Jobs, this seemed preferable to talk therapy because it( e8 \2 K% _2 X; Z
involved intuitive feeling and emotional action rather than just rational analyzing. “This2 e/ d! Y* P& l9 a! w2 ~, ~2 H
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eyes, hold your breath, jump in, and come out the other end more insightful.”
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hotel in Eugene that was managed by Jobs’s Reed College guru Robert Friedland, whose9 z. }/ K7 { G, I$ W" M" _
All One Farm commune was nearby. In late 1974, Jobs signed up for a twelve-week course9 }" B' f O5 t; _
of therapy there costing $1,000. “Steve and I were both into personal growth, so I wanted
! l6 F. p% _3 O, p% Bto go with him,” Kottke recounted, “but I couldn’t afford it.”' u4 A, X1 L% F4 y) ~: M
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% L, b+ ]6 i0 @1 _put up for adoption and not knowing about his birth parents. “Steve had a very profound
' I4 I$ H: y- b$ g# {; sdesire to know his physical parents so he could better know himself,” Friedland later said.
3 o; Q) {; R ?' AHe had learned from Paul and Clara Jobs that his birth parents had both been graduate
% S+ j6 O0 Q1 k# {4 Jstudents at a university and that his father might be Syrian. He had even thought about# ]2 {* i' p) }# x% H- _1 L
hiring a private investigator, but he decided not to do so for the time being. “I didn’t want
: |' F G) G( C6 u4 V% Qto hurt my parents,” he recalled, referring to Paul and Clara.- H$ [" l/ b0 J
* S8 N7 X5 @' |3 q: ]8 u7 E4 x“He was struggling with the fact that he had been adopted,” according to Elizabeth
* B8 t& _. A/ X+ c7 H/ q/ @8 ~; ZHolmes. “He felt that it was an issue that he needed to get hold of emotionally.” Jobs
?3 G. k2 _6 sadmitted as much to her. “This is something that is bothering me, and I need to focus on it,”7 D, M6 ~& j2 e% I: i$ c7 S
he said. He was even more open with Greg Calhoun. “He was doing a lot of soul-searching. D& W0 m# U$ y1 n
about being adopted, and he talked about it with me a lot,” Calhoun recalled. “The primal. H6 w+ q/ |/ X& H' [8 U
scream and the mucusless diets, he was trying to cleanse himself and get deeper into his
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given up.”
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) e! @& h C: w V5 fof that year he released the song “Mother” with the Plastic Ono Band. It dealt with' `9 t1 c: j: _. k/ p/ ?
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killed when he was a teenager. The refrain includes the haunting chant “Mama don’t go,8 x7 Y6 Q& o# g% Y/ L
Daddy come home.” Jobs used to play the song often.
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made, buttoned-down answer which turned out to be far too oversimplistic. It became6 V4 C( |. V: C7 E* \/ t, b: p
obvious that it was not going to yield any great insight.” But Holmes contended that it7 p$ I" P& a# h5 D0 d' [
made him more confident: “After he did it, he was in a different place. He had a very . I% L1 C/ H% ], ?. H5 x
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, ?; C$ R9 N. x6 |push them to do things they hadn’t thought possible. Holmes had broken up with Kottke( s* J7 {6 g6 ^1 Y
and joined a religious cult in San Francisco that expected her to sever ties with all past8 X2 e: a, f6 w7 [# z- j
friends. But Jobs rejected that injunction. He arrived at the cult house in his Ford Ranchero
3 B& w0 X/ ]' Q/ Vone day and announced that he was driving up to Friedland’s apple farm and she was to
5 I3 k4 s4 b$ H* [ kcome. Even more brazenly, he said she would have to drive part of the way, even though- O9 W. i; I1 U# G
she didn’t know how to use the stick shift. “Once we got on the open road, he made me get) P4 R( m+ L; {6 H
behind the wheel, and he shifted the car until we got up to 55 miles per hour,” she recalled.
2 o/ t o5 Y; i- i“Then he puts on a tape of Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks, lays his head in my lap, and goes
4 Q4 Q& k' R1 u" ~+ G9 Xto sleep. He had the attitude that he could do anything, and therefore so can you. He put his
) I% @+ e7 y' Glife in my hands. So that made me do something I didn’t think I could do.”
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you trust him, you can do things,” Holmes said. “If he’s decided that something should
. {0 e" q. b) R6 O0 |happen, then he’s just going to make it happen.” \! r% l1 ^2 \5 H5 l' I; ]6 Q5 Z0 O. G
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, [# ? X/ g- U6 MOne day in early 1975 Al Alcorn was sitting in his office at Atari when Ron Wayne
4 h: z$ L! V s! j8 eburst in. “Hey, Stevie is back!” he shouted.
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“Wow, bring him on in,” Alcorn replied.
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" {: n2 z/ f: t) zJobs shuffled in barefoot, wearing a saffron robe and carrying a copy of Be Here Now,4 [8 Q- }/ i8 _8 i# e* V
which he handed to Alcorn and insisted he read. “Can I have my job back?” he asked.
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“He looked like a Hare Krishna guy, but it was great to see him,” Alcorn recalled. “So I
4 f- k, _& I* ]' G- p/ ^* g) Ysaid, sure!”
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Once again, for the sake of harmony, Jobs worked mostly at night. Wozniak, who was/ i S) l( J7 c7 }0 I
living in an apartment nearby and working at HP, would come by after dinner to hang out
+ a" E ?4 g) n- Qand play the video games. He had become addicted to Pong at a Sunnyvale bowling alley,
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One day in the late summer of 1975, Nolan Bushnell, defying the prevailing wisdom
* }5 |; f1 A0 \( Lthat paddle games were over, decided to develop a single-player version of Pong; instead of
" s$ T2 l/ g6 L Icompeting against an opponent, the player would volley the ball into a wall that lost a brick
; k) Q0 y8 T: g' ]) l4 @whenever it was hit. He called Jobs into his office, sketched it out on his little blackboard,, G A9 T0 u! z" q
and asked him to design it. There would be a bonus, Bushnell told him, for every chip
3 p' L5 E1 P& z! T# @fewer than fifty that he used. Bushnell knew that Jobs was not a great engineer, but he/ }/ B5 C- i8 M3 A) m: g
assumed, correctly, that he would recruit Wozniak, who was always hanging around. “I
" C# a2 A7 G% _1 w$ H$ _looked at it as a two-for-one thing,” Bushnell recalled. “Woz was a better engineer.”
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Wozniak was thrilled when Jobs asked him to help and proposed splitting the fee. “This
" i' z% L" }. f3 ?% F! ewas the most wonderful offer in my life, to actually design a game that people would use,”$ @/ ^2 n% L) f1 z( y& U9 q+ w
he recalled. Jobs said it had to be done in four days and with the fewest chips possible.
) Z* C( u" r/ C7 k r6 G2 cWhat he hid from Wozniak was that the deadline was one that Jobs had imposed, because
3 U$ g1 B8 K5 g) j$ Z) r3 ~5 Q! She needed to get to the All One Farm to help prepare for the apple harvest. He also didn’t
! |, y2 ]5 B6 R/ fmention that there was a bonus tied to keeping down the number of chips.
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) q8 E L! t+ _, f; q/ B, P“A game like this might take most engineers a few months,” Wozniak recalled. “I
4 m5 K5 ^& u7 ?7 d5 A; v" Z4 sthought that there was no way I could do it, but Steve made me sure that I could.” So he" @* h9 z/ b o) Q" y: G! F! `
stayed up four nights in a row and did it. During the day at HP, Wozniak would sketch out2 t* ^: B r" g0 H
his design on paper. Then, after a fast-food meal, he would go right to Atari and stay all5 S' i8 o( c- R* j6 ^/ g$ S( s
night. As Wozniak churned out the design, Jobs sat on a bench to his left implementing it) O. w, x- C- q" b" t# b: \2 B
by wire-wrapping the chips onto a breadboard. “While Steve was breadboarding, I spent/ H$ X0 z! i( V. l* z g4 h6 y$ V
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' }2 ]9 a5 f! n* g" sforty-five chips. Recollections differ, but by most accounts Jobs simply gave Wozniak half( g5 \5 v9 S/ x) H- J/ ~ U
of the base fee and not the bonus Bushnell paid for saving five chips. It would be another. f5 s1 C6 G; e3 u/ C
ten years before Wozniak discovered (by being shown the tale in a book on the history of" o7 k7 i* x4 H
Atari titled Zap) that Jobs had been paid this bonus. “I think that Steve needed the money,
) b w- o# m' U# L$ Q0 land he just didn’t tell me the truth,” Wozniak later said. When he talks about it now, there
- E7 \: o$ C/ {3 Jare long pauses, and he admits that it causes him pain. “I wish he had just been honest. If
i' n6 h7 U" K* ]8 lhe had told me he needed the money, he should have known I would have just given it to( i& ~( B& _: y8 i
him. He was a friend. You help your friends.” To Wozniak, it showed a fundamental
7 `& R! Z% J( `) G, l* |difference in their characters. “Ethics always mattered to me, and I still don’t understand. {7 e7 A8 ~$ A6 i; U' o d
why he would’ve gotten paid one thing and told me he’d gotten paid another,” he said.
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4 S8 f) X+ B1 K# [9 @3 c$ O0 a! [. iWhen Jobs learned this story was published, he called Wozniak to deny it. “He told me2 q. W/ i8 | b* S# q% G
that he didn’t remember doing it, and that if he did something like that he would remember
' {2 c m/ f8 o! ~9 E- d2 _ [" n5 @it, so he probably didn’t do it,” Wozniak recalled. When I asked Jobs directly, he became
7 ?3 s) c$ r9 l% c P% t5 lunusually quiet and hesitant. “I don’t know where that allegation comes from,” he said. “I9 D% ?7 i5 [6 a- K6 a2 Q+ H
gave him half the money I ever got. That’s how I’ve always been with Woz. I mean, Woz
/ ]' T' Z4 E$ X' s% v& D3 F0 ?stopped working in 1978. He never did one ounce of work after 1978. And yet he got* h, [2 s+ O& H. Q
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Wozniak? “There’s a chance that my memory is all wrong and messed up,” Wozniak told: k" h s+ R$ N) V7 n8 r0 ]1 x
me, but after a pause he reconsidered. “But no. I remember the details of this one, the $350+ ^" @2 @' t5 ~2 H! o
check.” He confirmed his memory with Nolan Bushnell and Al Alcorn. “I remember
2 R! A( }5 n1 W6 I* M0 p2 `talking about the bonus money to Woz, and he was upset,” Bushnell said. “I said yes, there V4 B7 ]3 k# j7 L& l! ]
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complex person, he said, and being manipulative is just the darker facet of the traits that
9 n$ B( Z, U) o6 Imake him successful. Wozniak would never have been that way, but as he points out, he
' J2 C1 N" Q+ n- v. lalso could never have built Apple. “I would rather let it pass,” he said when I pressed the
9 U+ J) y5 r8 d9 F" }, J! wpoint. “It’s not something I want to judge Steve by.”
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appreciated the user-friendliness of Atari’s insert-quarter-avoid-Klingons games. “That. }) i9 T; Y, h
simplicity rubbed off on him and made him a very focused product person,” said Ron
$ o7 }2 ]2 f! ]2 y* a. ?6 zWayne. Jobs also absorbed some of Bushnell’s take-no-prisoners attitude. “Nolan wouldn’t
m4 |/ e! N; k: m1 o" p$ Mtake no for an answer,” according to Alcorn, “and this was Steve’s first impression of how
6 ?) M G( ]2 G, g# y' a+ xthings got done. Nolan was never abusive, like Steve sometimes is. But he had the same
1 G, d9 [1 x! } Xdriven attitude. It made me cringe, but dammit, it got things done. In that way Nolan was a% q5 K* t3 L. o2 ~
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$ i1 s9 W5 U1 {8 n2 r+ R" f7 xSteve,” he said. “He was interested not just in engineering, but also the business aspects. I: h7 a' {, E+ D5 p" w6 j( n) C% R% z
taught him that if you act like you can do something, then it will work. I told him, ‘Pretend
8 h$ Z7 Z4 f& r2 z5 jto be completely in control and people will assume that you are.’”
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4 B7 W/ \8 V. ]! xIn San Francisco and the Santa Clara Valley during the late 1960s, various cultural currents( I/ i% E$ \8 K' w% `, \
flowed together. There was the technology revolution that began with the growth of( K- J8 L: E8 C: {
military contractors and soon included electronics firms, microchip makers, video game% \( y- N+ ?- P/ l. q
designers, and computer companies. There was a hacker subculture—filled with wireheads,
" [. y6 ]+ m. y- _phreakers, cyberpunks, hobbyists, and just plain geeks—that included engineers who didn’t2 f; f3 m8 p- E: u
conform to the HP mold and their kids who weren’t attuned to the wavelengths of the9 t. T: j5 H" c$ q' ?" H6 W& f
subdivisions. There were quasi-academic groups doing studies on the effects of LSD;
( [. _: j! V( Z! y- c6 Hparticipants included Doug Engelbart of the Augmentation Research Center in Palo Alto,
/ H. S4 l8 P+ ^$ {who later helped develop the computer mouse and graphical user interfaces, and Ken
0 B) W( U, X4 R6 ?% ZKesey, who celebrated the drug with music-and-light shows featuring a house band that. T: @; W/ a* E9 _" m2 y
became the Grateful Dead. There was the hippie movement, born out of the Bay Area’s
9 m' m* [1 p1 _1 Dbeat generation, and the rebellious political activists, born out of the Free Speech- q; g9 Z: \6 F" s9 A
Movement at Berkeley. Overlaid on it all were various self-fulfillment movements pursuing
, T0 k1 p, T. v( x# g# Wpaths to personal enlightenment: Zen and Hinduism, meditation and yoga, primal scream
% K( U5 _- V; L9 Y c6 a, Tand sensory deprivation, Esalen and est.
# N8 D/ J6 a/ V; ?- [3 A/ @This fusion of flower power and processor power, enlightenment and technology, was
9 X: Z0 B0 \: d- S9 W4 nembodied by Steve Jobs as he meditated in the mornings, audited physics classes at/ Z! h$ A/ y- G' _. L. Q7 o! Q
Stanford, worked nights at Atari, and dreamed of starting his own business. “There was just! i: \) H3 ^' a% R
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) i- `" Y% e- n. [2 h& Edid the integrated circuit, and things like the Whole Earth Catalog.” }0 U7 V) J/ R0 \ V) _. z7 q, F
Initially the technologists and the hippies did not interface well. Many in the- g9 \$ i+ n* c( H6 r8 Q- P
counterculture saw computers as ominous and Orwellian, the province of the Pentagon and
% f2 O6 c0 c/ T- U3 ^7 Rthe power structure. In The Myth of the Machine, the historian Lewis Mumford warned that7 v+ e" w3 t# P3 [: ~
computers were sucking away our freedom and destroying “life-enhancing values.” An
! ?9 y7 W; u3 t; W) Winjunction on punch cards of the period—“Do not fold, spindle or mutilate”—became an
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But by the early 1970s a shift was under way. “Computing went from being dismissed as
]" u6 g1 `, r+ o Ma tool of bureaucratic control to being embraced as a symbol of individual expression and
1 z6 L8 d2 v( j( T3 e7 e. mliberation,” John Markoff wrote in his study of the counterculture’s convergence with the
& B2 F$ y) e3 d( N. D" b9 ]computer industry, What the Dormouse Said. It was an ethos lyrically expressed in Richard
4 z" L3 Y. S0 I; f' t8 _6 c# IBrautigan’s 1967 poem, “All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace,” and the
4 I) k5 C) c9 t! m* e) `' kcyberdelic fusion was certified when Timothy Leary declared that personal computers had& L C6 f8 g) a
become the new LSD and years later revised his famous mantra to proclaim, “Turn on, boot
9 Q( a0 w" M. L* S1 Hup, jack in.” The musician Bono, who later became a friend of Jobs, often discussed with1 {' U9 J( J1 f7 l$ R( S0 f+ ^
him why those immersed in the rock-drugs-rebel counterculture of the Bay Area ended up/ D8 J: T/ V' D/ K
helping to create the personal computer industry. “The people who invented the twenty-first
) R. A% T! n' B' ?century were pot-smoking, sandal-wearing hippies from the West Coast like Steve, because( \0 V) V4 Z6 G) K7 B2 R3 i, a7 q9 |
they saw differently,” he said. “The hierarchical systems of the East Coast, England, b5 {- A! [% H. v7 n! a
Germany, and Japan do not encourage this different thinking. The sixties produced an
5 {7 E1 X! V; q7 fanarchic mind-set that is great for imagining a world not yet in existence.”7 }" j! Q) I9 H: W7 U9 K
One person who encouraged the denizens of the counterculture to make common cause4 ]2 P! f1 `6 w' @0 D$ o' j- D/ O
with the hackers was Stewart Brand. A puckish visionary who generated fun and ideas over
( i- I- h# a+ r( D, V Imany decades, Brand was a participant in one of the early sixties LSD studies in Palo Alto.
5 H: ^% b% r4 }) C. xHe joined with his fellow subject Ken Kesey to produce the acid-celebrating Trips Festival,# v9 A& S B) |
appeared in the opening scene of Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and worked5 W3 g, r, p" O
with Doug Engelbart to create a seminal sound-and-light presentation of new technologies
- W! F% y. h& Tcalled the Mother of All Demos. “Most of our generation scorned computers as the
% { R+ w/ k2 M7 ]0 Eembodiment of centralized control,” Brand later noted. “But a tiny contingent—later called
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Earth Catalog. On its first cover was the famous picture of Earth taken from space; its
& Q2 W! p' I3 Y# D+ Jsubtitle was “Access to Tools.” The underlying philosophy was that technology could be* I' S. y1 ?( ]3 o+ O: T* a
our friend. Brand wrote on the first page of the first edition, “A realm of intimate, personal6 {* k2 L; E) x) J' R& W- W5 Q
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B: R3 w& B* p) Y- Lout in 1971, when he was still in high school, and he brought it with him to college and) z/ t/ p9 D1 l& p) c/ N6 c
then to the All One Farm. “On the back cover of their final issue” Jobs recalled, “was a; `/ E! f+ w$ p, C
photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking* m2 y3 v# d3 A" i
on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: ‘Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.’”
. i: S) ]0 @( h- z4 E h: IBrand sees Jobs as one of the purest embodiments of the cultural mix that the catalog
6 p! e) C: ]& z ysought to celebrate. “Steve is right at the nexus of the counterculture and technology,” he8 J: V# A |4 N# G- J- |: u
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Brand’s catalog was published with the help of the Portola Institute, a foundation
3 B z7 Q/ Z5 Q1 Odedicated to the fledgling field of computer education. The foundation also helped launch
7 [$ O1 h$ h, c {% sthe People’s Computer Company, which was not a company at all but a newsletter and9 R5 b1 N+ q% X e' F P
organization with the motto “Computer power to the people.” There were occasional
4 w! ^9 ^+ u% `" g wWednesday-night potluck dinners, and two of the regulars, Gordon French and Fred Moore,
c. |5 t- Y' Odecided to create a more formal club where news about personal electronics could be
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1 j$ X; I; i9 h- a4 K% f# @1 Q2 eThey were energized by the arrival of the January 1975 issue of Popular Mechanics,
& _4 ]& y. C' h% E4 C8 [which had on its cover the first personal computer kit, the Altair. The Altair wasn’t much—
: H# J; @4 j4 r) _just a $495 pile of parts that had to be soldered to a board that would then do little—but for
% n2 ^4 A# b5 t5 G+ }# Ihobbyists and hackers it heralded the dawn of a new era. Bill Gates and Paul Allen read the* J4 K7 B$ _. e8 ]) C( N a
magazine and started working on a version of BASIC, an easy-to-use programming
* \+ {5 R1 R7 D) Zlanguage, for the Altair. It also caught the attention of Jobs and Wozniak. And when an8 g0 m! P+ I4 s) |' ?! P
Altair kit arrived at the People’s Computer Company, it became the centerpiece for the first
8 N/ S1 E2 \' \& Mmeeting of the club that French and Moore had decided to launch.
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4 |- c. J6 r- P5 `/ G0 yThe group became known as the Homebrew Computer Club, and it encapsulated the Whole
) Q7 U) u4 u8 q/ A6 |+ N- p8 V) XEarth fusion between the counterculture and technology. It would become to the personal
' S, q& A5 ?1 T* fcomputer era something akin to what the Turk’s Head coffeehouse was to the age of Dr.
% x2 p. Q7 Y3 {6 HJohnson, a place where ideas were exchanged and disseminated. Moore wrote the flyer for
: x; \$ S* g0 W' a2 Zthe first meeting, held on March 5, 1975, in French’s Menlo Park garage: “Are you
7 D5 c2 Q" M x" |* Y7 d7 l2 _- `building your own computer? Terminal, TV, typewriter?” it asked. “If so, you might like to
/ V( K! K# r% e, _" Acome to a gathering of people with like-minded interests.”
( C" e: e" B; h' {Allen Baum spotted the flyer on the HP bulletin board and called Wozniak, who agreed
1 K( F( G: q5 L5 Q7 T% J; Mto go with him. “That night turned out to be one of the most important nights of my life,”* r8 P- o1 r. e D4 ^, ]% K ^
Wozniak recalled. About thirty other people showed up, spilling out of French’s open8 N3 w& s' T9 b( v$ L
garage door, and they took turns describing their interests. Wozniak, who later admitted to, b6 U) i& [. E/ y+ {% i
being extremely nervous, said he liked “video games, pay movies for hotels, scientific
7 n5 L2 E. x% B, k+ J2 ~6 E8 Ocalculator design, and TV terminal design,” according to the minutes prepared by Moore.
/ ?' J4 | P, z1 x' s" wThere was a demonstration of the new Altair, but more important to Wozniak was seeing9 H% j( k) {/ Q7 P* Z
the specification sheet for a microprocessor.
2 W6 Y" e% z6 q: B6 mAs he thought about the microprocessor—a chip that had an entire central processing( T u+ r0 s- P+ |6 g$ K
unit on it—he had an insight. He had been designing a terminal, with a keyboard and
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5 e( K n( G5 t( ?. nput some of the capacity of the minicomputer inside the terminal itself, so it could become
' \% U2 ]5 N( p1 ea small stand-alone computer on a desktop. It was an enduring idea: keyboard, screen, and
. A( v+ P6 P0 ]computer all in one integrated personal package. “This whole vision of a personal computer+ M/ y8 b! \2 I7 w' \) Q/ _
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$ B4 v7 g3 v1 l! HThen he discovered a chip made by MOS Technologies that was electronically the same but8 x5 Y! u& O v7 m( d/ G
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" S/ w$ w4 u% y( m0 W0 lmoonlight on his computer. He spread out the parts in his cubicle, figured out their' g% K- r; [) r' l6 O
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5 ?) M0 _( x* i1 W. G2 |were displayed on the screen.” It was Sunday, June 29, 1975, a milestone for the personal' {& [+ A B$ s
computer. “It was the first time in history,” Wozniak later said, “anyone had typed a; b0 Z3 ?9 C6 C7 K# T
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0 B6 J) L4 l! ~9 }% n, j# nJobs was impressed. He peppered Wozniak with questions: Could the computer ever be
( y+ p0 F3 |* ]. u4 gnetworked? Was it possible to add a disk for memory storage? He also began to help Woz! {9 ?2 r( j2 v+ T
get components. Particularly important were the dynamic random-access memory chips.2 w( U8 p* q5 X" E2 H! W6 B
Jobs made a few calls and was able to score some from Intel for free. “Steve is just that sort6 o5 B. \# e9 q- r7 Q9 A
of person,” said Wozniak. “I mean, he knew how to talk to a sales representative. I could: S5 A0 O' v$ |, z* Y2 y
never have done that. I’m too shy.”
' q8 |& H$ ]5 a2 p# n8 VJobs began to accompany Wozniak to Homebrew meetings, carrying the TV monitor and
2 O% i' ~7 A* \helping to set things up. The meetings now attracted more than one hundred enthusiasts and# x- Q- P+ Z6 f; C* U. b* _" z
had been moved to the auditorium of the Stanford Linear Accelerator Center. Presiding
1 N5 L" F" c* e' Twith a pointer and a free-form manner was Lee Felsenstein, another embodiment of the# k' Q5 y6 L' s. o1 p% A! A
merger between the world of computing and the counterculture. He was an engineering/ a+ Y) S/ l- e1 z7 ^2 \
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written for the alternative newspaper Berkeley Barb and then gone back to being a
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Woz was usually too shy to talk in the meetings, but people would gather around his
. V5 {0 E* c v1 C# y) g) M' Cmachine afterward, and he would proudly show off his progress. Moore had tried to instill( z5 ]8 x5 P3 b
in the Homebrew an ethos of swapping and sharing rather than commerce. “The theme of
2 J, p* p6 H% Y. x. Y0 z* Wthe club,” Woz said, “was ‘Give to help others.’” It was an expression of the hacker ethic
/ Q. S3 u6 V7 `6 _& r1 {that information should be free and all authority mistrusted. “I designed the Apple I
! z$ u$ G9 d, Wbecause I wanted to give it away for free to other people,” said Wozniak.
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This was not an outlook that Bill Gates embraced. After he and Paul Allen had
/ L6 Q# y2 n+ E4 E, D* C, Ccompleted their BASIC interpreter for the Altair, Gates was appalled that members of the
/ v6 ~/ Z+ G) iHomebrew were making copies of it and sharing it without paying him. So he wrote what
' p1 K3 p& I' z: p+ Z. Lwould become a famous letter to the club: “As the majority of hobbyists must be aware,9 m2 g% R; i; V( S L2 E
most of you steal your software. Is this fair? . . . One thing you do is prevent good software
1 m& v/ j5 y' T. `6 mfrom being written. Who can afford to do professional work for nothing? . . . I would
6 ~, l. e7 g$ r e# p# H8 mappreciate letters from anyone who wants to pay up.”
! a" K$ L" O4 `' W0 fSteve Jobs, similarly, did not embrace the notion that Wozniak’s creations, be it a Blue
" Q. U: p1 Q+ V* n5 [6 G5 qBox or a computer, wanted to be free. So he convinced Wozniak to stop giving away copies
" w+ b) n3 R* y! B c- sof his schematics. Most people didn’t have time to build it themselves anyway, Jobs- v8 _( [6 K$ H
argued. “Why don’t we build and sell printed circuit boards to them?” It was an example of
& L4 R1 c: [+ m9 k1 }. qtheir symbiosis. “Every time I’d design something great, Steve would find a way to make& o R" W+ Y; @* X( R9 c
money for us,” said Wozniak. Wozniak admitted that he would have never thought of doing
/ m0 B/ `& K! Y" othat on his own. “It never crossed my mind to sell computers. It was Steve who said, ‘Let’s" b. F) m7 O) e- t" L5 U
hold them in the air and sell a few.’”
9 D2 s8 B# ^4 T TJobs worked out a plan to pay a guy he knew at Atari to draw the circuit boards and then/ k8 v7 h7 U, a% b# T& F
print up fifty or so. That would cost about $1,000, plus the fee to the designer. They could9 V/ R* A' g! ?; k
sell them for $40 apiece and perhaps clear a profit of $700. Wozniak was dubious that they
% K b0 D8 ?+ [' D }* I) mcould sell them all. “I didn’t see how we would make our money back,” he recalled. He/ W% A) [% m7 P4 h
was already in trouble with his landlord for bouncing checks and now had to pay each
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money, but instead that they would have a fun adventure. “Even if we lose our money,
& q, r9 g( {8 A! T, J* qwe’ll have a company,” said Jobs as they were driving in his Volkswagen bus. “For once in2 [# z* @8 \+ Q% G$ ]% s1 @
our lives, we’ll have a company.” This was enticing to Wozniak, even more than any
; L: X }8 H* sprospect of getting rich. He recalled, “I was excited to think about us like that. To be two
' S7 }( r3 Q- ]) Q, V# c/ q9 _9 {best friends starting a company. Wow. I knew right then that I’d do it. How could I not?”
& V, e, C5 x9 B4 Z5 Y# ^In order to raise the money they needed, Wozniak sold his HP 65 calculator for $500,
. q7 y8 S) w$ i- u# p4 Y2 Dthough the buyer ended up stiffing him for half of that. For his part, Jobs sold his
& l8 v- C. P! V) cVolkswagen bus for $1,500. But the person who bought it came to find him two weeks later/ |; U; g2 r% t; e; i1 \. [
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$1,300 in working capital, the design for a product, and a plan. They would start their own7 s; {+ j# M5 ^! b
computer company.
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Now that they had decided to start a business, they needed a name. Jobs had gone for5 j! D! K: n) N0 a
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around options. They considered some typical tech words, such as Matrix, and some+ i1 v6 C( s# c5 c+ W2 n4 S
neologisms, such as Executek, and some straightforward boring names, like Personal
' A6 @9 T; X! m" U" r0 ^! TComputers Inc. The deadline for deciding was the next day, when Jobs wanted to start
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